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Abide with Me [Kindle Edition]

Ian Ayris
4.6 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (20 customer reviews)

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Two boys. John and Kenny. One streetwise and football mad, the other cold and unfathomable.
It's nineteen-seventy-five. The heart of London's East End.
As John celebrates the Hammers beating Fulham in the Cup Final, Kenny tumbles out the door of the new people's house across the street having taken a beating of a different kind.
When the new school year begins, John befriends Kenny, defending him from the ridicule of his classmates.
But when you become mates with someone as odd, as downright terrifying as Kenny, nothing is ever straightforward.
Amidst the turbulent years of late seventies London, the lives of John and Kenny spiral out of control.
They meet again, years later, and local villain, Ronnie Swordfish, is after Kenny's head. All John can do is watch. Kenny, he ain't saying a word.

He never does.

So when Ronnie gives the order to fetch his three foot Samurai sword, John thinks the game's all but up.

Thing is, he don't know the half of it . . .

Abide With Me is a story of football, friendship, and hope.

And gangsters.

A story of how two boys walked blind into the darkness . . . and emerged as men.
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'I absolutely loved Abide With Me and in places was very moved, to both laughter, and tears' Trevor Drane - Revelation Films

'It's literary, it's crime. Expect to be moved and taken to a whole different world that is as real as your own' Eric Beetner - Author of Dig Two Graves

'An absolute straight-in-the-back-of-the-net knockout of a story'Jason Michel - Pulp Metal Magazine

'One of the most memorable books I've read in a long time'Chris Rhatigan - Death By Killing

'A bruising, emotional roller coaster of a read, one Ian Ayris should be truly proud of - a remarkable debut novel' Alan Griffiths - Brit Grit

'An astounding story, with an original voice and style'
Crime Fiction Lover

'A remarkable first novel'
Naomi Johnson - The Drowning Machine

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Product Details

  • File Size: 328 KB
  • Print Length: 162 pages
  • Publisher: Caffeine Nights Publishing (March 17, 2012)
  • Sold by: Amazon Digital Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B007M2GIFU
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Lending: Enabled
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #323,288 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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Ayris' gripping, gritty, beautiful novel is full of warmth, wit, excitement, comedy and tragedy. Paul D Brazill  |  8 reviewers made a similar statement
The characterisation is so special that I really cared for the characters in this book. emzibah  |  4 reviewers made a similar statement
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9 of 10 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Forever Blowing Bubbles March 3, 2012
Format:Paperback
I love the writing of Ian Ayris. His short fiction is outstanding, packed with images and always tapping nerve-ends and ripping at heart strings in ways that many don't even come close to. I like his work so much that when Chris Rhatigan and I had to think of Deringer nominations from the Pulp Ink anthology, we came to immediate agreement that his story, Surf Rider, should be one of them.

Little wonder, then, that I had high expectations for his debut novel `Abide With Me'.

High expectation's probably not a good think for anyone to hold for too long, whether that be in sport, books, art, exams or whatever it is you're hoping for; there's always the possibility that things will end in disappointment. Tears and heartache.

The good news for me on this occasion is that Ian has earned every one of the five stars I'm giving him for the book at least twice over.

It has a density to it that is slightly unusual. Everything is packed tight. It took me almost two weeks to read the 150 pages. My slow pace is for a couple of reasons, I think. First off, for much of the book there are no end-of-chapter hooks that forced me to read just that one more chapter before moving on. Secondly, the level of emotional reaction I was experiencing at each visit meant that I needed a break after a short while to catch my breath.

So here's an idea of the book, but not too much as it's far too good to spoil.

Johnny and Kenny are lads who grow up on the same East London street. They're pals, but not in any ordinary way, as Kenny is unable to communicate effectively using words. Kenny is the Lenny Small in `Of Mice And Men' or To Kill A Mockingbird's Boo Radley of this book. He's terrorised at home and he seems to find little comfort in life other than from what he sees in the street-light outside his window or from the writing he does in his notebook.

Johnny, on the other hand, has street-smarts, charm and a settled family life, part of which involves supporting the Hammers through their footballing highs and lows. It's claret and blue blood that runs through the veins of Johnny and his dad, that's for sure.

They live in a tough place, Kenny and John. Money's tight, expectations low, teachers rough and playgrounds brutal.

Ayris takes a journey inside the capsule that is Johnny's mind. He's our filter. We get to feel what he feels and see what he sees. It's a recipe for the best of Ayris - Johnny witnesses horrible events and feels terrible pain and confusion - and as I reader I felt every moment of hurt, misery, pain, hope and happiness that came along, sometimes sent by Santa Claus and others by Satan.

The first half of the book follows the school days. Shows the roots of the damage to the people in Johnny's life. It's dense. It's very internal. It would be difficult to film as so much of it is thought and emotion.

The next quarter isn't dissimilar in style and follows Johnny into early adulthood. Suffice to say, he's harvesting the fruits of earlier misfortunes. It's powerful. Begins to suggest that the ending might just be something special.

And it is.

The last 20 pages or so of the book take on a completely different quality. They rattle along full of tension and a real need to find out what the climax of the book is no matter how scary the prospects for our duo seem. Truly brilliant.

OK. So, Ian Ayris has written an amazingly good debut novel. 5 stars, no problem.

But could it be better still? Can his second blow even this out of the water?

I think yes to both of those.

As I came to the end and relaxed my white knuckles, tried to stop myself crying in pubic and fell back into my seat to take it all in, I decided that all my thoughts regarding improvements must be wrong, that it could only be this way or I'd not have had such an atom-bomb of a reaction at the end.

Now I'm writing about it, I'd like to share those thoughts. Keep in mind that sense that maybe the book needs to be just as it is as you proceed.

There's credit due to Caffeine Nights for snapping this up and taking a chance on such a talent. I think they're on to a winner and deserve every success for that.

I'd like them to consider a few things.

The cover blurb. `A story about friendship, community, football, hope and biscuits...oh, and gangsters.' I wasn't keen on it when I read it and I'm less keen now. It's a far better book that the sentence suggests. There's no need to by coy - this is dynamite.

Swearing. I mentioned `Surf Rider' being a gem of a story. It is. And it has lots of swearing. The swearing adds. Here, I'm not sure it's the same. There's a lot of it and I found it distracting. My edit would have taken most of it out to leave it with power when used and also to help the book to sell to a wider audience. I know it might be said that the artist's purity is of paramount importance, but this is the first time I've ever felt less swearing would be a bonus. It's also going to limit the audience for the book and that's just not right. `Abide With Me' deserves to have a really high profile. A less sweary book will have a far bigger chance of strong circulation.

They're the easy points.

The next one isn't so straightforward.

As I said, the book has a very intense, moving, powerful and emotional opening as we get to know about these kids. And then we have the climax - all energy and action and magical tension. It's like ascending a big mountain in a good way - it's a steady climb, great views along the way, challenging and satisfying and then as soon as you get to the top there's a sprint down the other side full of exhilaration and acceleration.

I guess there are possibilities. One might be to shorten the build up. Another might be to start the book at the action at the end and maybe leave it as a novella. A further option might be to start at the adult stage and put in the childhood as back-story.

In the end, I think it's called right. Leave it as it is and let the people come, for they should.

It's a cracking book. A book that deserves every success. I hope that you'll read this and go straight over to buy it - if I haven't at least made it seem interesting to you, then I've failed in my intention.

Ian Ayris - this boy's going far.
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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Much more than a crime novel March 21, 2012
By Noirguy
Format:Paperback|Amazon Verified Purchase
Abide With Me took me to places I've never been but feel now that I totally understand. The Thatcher-era Britain Ayris lays out for us is palpable in the details and populated with some of the most painfully real characters I've read in a long time. This is a coming of age story, a story about friendship and loyalty, of family and choices made.
The language is evocative of a specific place and time and I was completely immersed in the story from top to bottom. The story plays out with care and a way of getting us under the skin of the characters.
When the last third of the book hits and the crimes start piling up, the impact is made even more devastatingly what we've seen anyhow we've grown up along with the characters.
Really so much more than a crime novel. Touching, heartfelt and stripped bare in it's honesty and brutality.
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6 of 7 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Surprising and wonderful February 7, 2012
By Ignite
Format:Paperback
On the surface I shouldn't like this book at all. I do like my correct English, spelling and grammar and this book is written in East End vernacular. It also heavily features football, which is of no interest to me at all. I began reading with trepidation but after a page or two I found that instead of reading 'incorrect English' I was listening to Johnny Sissons' voice in my head. It was excellently done and 'hearing' it like that made you feel you were sharing his thoughts.

It's a tale told in the first person by a lad from a caring family who grows up with their values. We start with him in the top end of his primary school where he looks out for his neighbour, a fat and intellectually challenged boy who is the target of bullies. He discovers that Kenny is also a target at home for his own father. John shows deep emotions; he really loves his little sister, he respects his parents and loves The Hammers. Even a non-footie person could pick up the excitement and cameraderie of the football matches, especially the final, which has such final results for his family.

Over the next few years we see influences on John which result in his imprisonment. He still lives by his own moral compass though, except that it gradually becomes flawed. His 'lightbulb moment' when he sees what he has become and what it means for his mother and sister is brilliantly done. The ending is fast, exciting, inevitable. This is a surprising and wonderful book. It will challenge you, make you think, pull at your emotions. I highly recommend it.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
5.0 out of 5 stars Stunningly good narrative
Abide With Me is the story of the two fourteen year-old boys, Kenny and John, growing up together in the East End of London during the late 1970’s and into the 1980’s. Read more
Published 1 month ago by K. Nixon
5.0 out of 5 stars Enchanting and heartbreaking
It's been months since I read Abide with Me and I have not stopped thinking about it. Pulled headfirst into a unfamiliar world where the language, though ostensibly my own, is... Read more
Published 6 months ago by Susan
5.0 out of 5 stars A beautifull, sad and soulfull, novel
This novel contains such a vivid and heartfelt description of sadness, of lives lost in a world where there is no light at the end of the tunnels,that deeply mooved me. Read more
Published 9 months ago by Bordeaux Dogue
5.0 out of 5 stars A brilliant read...
I think Abide With Me is a story about love. Sometimes life throws a load of crap at you, but if you've been loved, if you know deep inside that you're worth something, you find a... Read more
Published 11 months ago by Graham J. Sharpe
5.0 out of 5 stars Rough, tough, brilliant.
Ian Ayris is the E.S. Hinton for a new generation. Don't get me wrong, this isn't a YA novel (though I think teens would get so much from the read) It is an adult novel for those... Read more
Published 11 months ago by J. Stallings
3.0 out of 5 stars a decent entry into the cockney domain
Ian seems a fine gent, I have written beside him in a few of the Radgepacket series, and his story has a workmanlike plot which could have been so much better. Read more
Published 12 months ago by S. J. Cooper
5.0 out of 5 stars Sweet Redemption Song
From the first line of the first chapter to the last line in the book you'll be hooked like a trout. I'm not going to even come close to discussing the plot. Read more
Published 13 months ago by A. J. Hayes
5.0 out of 5 stars Review From Eva's Sanctuary
John is a streetwise young boy who lives for football. Kenny is a cold and seemingly unreachable boy who is intellectually impaired. Read more
Published 13 months ago by Eva J. Coppersmith
4.0 out of 5 stars An interesting experience
I am going to be honest, a few pages in the book, I did wonder if I was going to be able to finish it. Read more
Published 13 months ago by Lorraine Arndell
4.0 out of 5 stars a pleasant read
London East End among the working class - somewhat of a page-turner story of a young man and growing up there. Read more
Published 13 months ago by Sgt. Cochise
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More About the Author

Ian was born in Dagenham, Essex, in August 1969. Having spent most of his childhood more interested in kicking a tennis ball about the school playground with his mates than actually learning anything, he managed to leave the public education system in 1985 with but two O' Levels and a handful of C.S.E.'s.

And a love of writing.

His academic achievements set him up nicely for the succession of low paid jobs he has maintained to this day. These jobs have included a three year stint as a delivery boy for an electrical company, five years putting nuts and bolts in boxes in a door factory, one day in a gin factory, and three months in a record shop. He has spent the last nineteen years, however, working with adults with learning difficulties, and in the meantime, has become a qualified counsellor.

Ian's love of writing resurfaced late in his thirties, in the guise of short stories. He has since had almost forty of these short stories published both in print and online.

In March 2012, Ian's debut novel - ABIDE WITH ME - was released, followed by a short story collection in aid of breast cancer - UNCLE MILDRED AND OTHER STORIES. In November 2012, Byker Books published Ian's debut novella - ONE DAY IN THE LIFE OF JASON DEAN.

Ian lives with his wife, Katie, and his three children - Mollie (14), Charlie (10), and Summer (5), in Romford, Essex, and is currently working on his second novel - the sequel to ABIDE WITH ME - called LOOK AWAY.
He is a lifelong Dagenham and Redbridge supporter.

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