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61 of 65 people found the following review helpful:
3.0 out of 5 stars
Restrained, Tender Love Story, April 28, 2001
Annie on My Mind is not hip. It is not the seminal (excuse me, ovarial) novel Rubyfruit Jungle by Rita Mae Brown. It is not the 1995 film "The Incredibly True Adventure of Two Girls in Love." It is not a sexy, rollicking romp that takes us from the softball field into the bedroom. It is not a political/erotic expose of young New York lesbians. What Annie on My Mind is is a gentle love story told with restraint and tenderness by Nancy Garden. Liza and Annie are two 17-year-old New Yorkers who meet, become friends, and slowly realize that their feelings encompass more than friendship. They are confused, curious, tentative and intense with each other. They have no road map to guide their emotions and behavior, no understanding friends or adults to reassure them or to celebrate their relationship. Their love for each other feels so natural and good that neither is ashamed of the relationship, but they still keep it a secret from everyone in their lives. Many of us wish to find ourselves in literature, to have our own story reflected in the pages of the novels we read. When we do find such stories, the experience is so exciting and validating that we are willing to forgive any imperfections in the book. It's just so wonderful to discover kindred souls, and to find out that others have been through similar experiences. Such is the case with Annie on My Mind. It tells the story that many young LBQ (Lesbian, Bisexual, Questioning) women experience, and as such is the kind of "normalizing" of homosexuality that many teenagers can't get elsewhere. The imperfections are minor, but worth noting, particularly in today's irony-saturated media. While many young adult novels feature characters that are smart (and smart-aleck), socially savvy, blasé about sex and drugs, Liza and Annie are almost implausibly innocent and naïve. When the two girls initially meet by chance in the Metropolitan Museum of Art, Annie is unselfconsciously singing to a painting in the American Wing. Soon after, they sword fight as imaginary knights in the Arms and Armor room, complete with "chivalrous insults." When the guard admonishes them, Annie explains, "The knights are so-so splendid! I've never seen them before-I got carried away." The guard actually says, "Harrumph!" Who talks like this? Liza almost gets expelled from her private school for not reporting another student who is offering cheap ear piercing at school. Hello, modern life? This kind of preciousness persists throughout the book, as Liza nicknames Annie "Unicorn," the private school students go door to door trying to raise money to save the school, and the total absence of any contemporary teenage culture. These teenagers listen to classical music and linger over Egyptian antiquities. The diversity and energy of New York is silent. And aside from the girl love, there isn't a whiff of controversy in Annie on My Mind. Both girls are feminine, with long hair. Neither is an athlete, outspoken feminist, or otherwise "butch." We know they make love, but it is not described. No older women "recruit" them, although they accidentally discover that two teachers at Liza's school have been romantically partnered for decades. These two dignified, private women serve as supportive, understanding adults who reassure Liza and Annie that their love for each other is just fine. But we don't mind these unhip details because the real point of this book is the relationship between Liza and Annie, how they dance around each other for months before the first tentative kiss, how they both fear and long for more than kissing and holding hands, how they learn to trust each other, and finally, how they learn to trust their love in the face of narrow-minded schoolmates, teachers and family.
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