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Before I Go To Sleep: A Novel [Kindle Edition]

S. J. Watson
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“Thebest debut novel I’ve ever read.”—Tess Gerritsen,bestselling author of the Rizzoli & Isles series

“Anexceptional thriller. It left my nerves jangling for hours after I finished thelast page.” —Dennis Lehane, New York Times bestselling author of Moonlight Mile

S. J. Watson makes his powerful debutwith this  compelling, fast-paced  psychological thriller,reminiscent of Shutter Island and Memento, in which an amnesiac who,following a mysterious accident, cannot remember her past or form newmemories, desperately tries to uncover the truth about who she is—and whoshe can trust.

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Amazon Best Books of the Month, June 2011: Every day Christine wakes up not knowing where she is. Her memories disappear every time she falls asleep. Her husband, Ben, is a stranger to her, and he's obligated to explain their life together on a daily basis--all the result of a mysterious accident that made Christine an amnesiac. With the encouragement of her doctor, Christine starts a journal to help jog her memory every day. One morning, she opens it and sees that she's written three unexpected and terrifying words: "Don't trust Ben." Suddenly everything her husband has told her falls under suspicion. What kind of accident caused her condition? Who can she trust? Why is Ben lying to her? And, for the reader: Can Christine’s story be trusted? At the heart of S. J. Watson's Before I Go To Sleep is the petrifying question: How can anyone function when they can't even trust themselves? Suspenseful from start to finish, the strength of Watson's writing allows Before I Go to Sleep to transcend the basic premise and present profound questions about memory and identity. One of the best debut literary thrillers in recent years, Before I Go to Sleep deserves to be one of the major blockbusters of the summer. --Miriam Landis


“Watson’s debut novel unwinds as a story that is both complicated and compellingly hypnotic. . . . Watson’s pitch–perfect writing propels the story to a frenzied climax that will haunt readers long after they’ve closed the cover on this remarkable book.”

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  • File Size: 1170 KB
  • Print Length: 515 pages
  • Publisher: HarperCollins e-books; Reprint edition (June 14, 2011)
  • Sold by: HarperCollins Publishers
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B004GUSG4M
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #2,460 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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847 of 882 people found the following review helpful
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I'm not prone to over-the-top hyperbole, but I must say that S.J. Watson's debut "Before I Go To Sleep" caught me by complete surprise. I knew very little about the book and so went into the experience with no preconceived notions or expectations. And I'll tell you--I quite loved this book! In fact (cue hyperbole), it may just be my favorite book of 2011 thus far. The narrative structure of Watson's book is a complicated trick to pull off--and before I gush--I never fully believed it. Most of the story is structured as a diary, if you will, recounting daily events. In many cases this journal is hastily written, and yet it is just so thoroughly professional, polished, complete, and detailed. I know the character was a latent writer, but the prose is just too lush and descriptive to be random recollections and musings done in a time pinch. But even though I never really fully bought into this aspect, the book made me a believer with its compelling plot and challenging questions.

Very quickly, the story concerns a woman with an unusual memory deficiency. Every morning she awakes with no idea of who she is, where she is, and who is sleeping in bed next to her. Her husband must start every day hitting the highlights of her life and condition caused by a trauma many years in the past. Working with a tenacious new doctor, Christine starts to document each of her days in a journal. Keeping track of daily events and discoveries starts to link her full story together, but it might be a story best left unraveled. What begins as a harrowing psychological drama soon gives way to a suspense thriller where Christine doesn't know who to trust. She can't even trust herself!

Watson tells a killer tale, really entertaining.
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239 of 255 people found the following review helpful
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With a premise as deceptively simple as this, execution is everything. How does one create a coherent first person narrative wherein the protagonist does not remember anything from the last chapter? In this case, Watson met the challenge in such a way that I was riveted from the disoriented beginning to startling end.

"I look up at the mirror.

"The face I see looking back at me is not my own. The hair has no volume and is cut much shorter than I wear it; the skin on the cheeks and under the chin sags; the lips are thin; the mouth turned down. I cry out, a wordless gasp that would turn into a shriek of shock were I to let it, and then notice the eyes. The skin around then is lined, yes, but despite everything else, I can see that they are mine. The person in the mirror is me, but I am twenty years too old. Twenty-five. More.

"This isn't possible. I begin to shake and grip the edge of the sink. Another scream begins to rise in my chest and this one erupts as a strangled gasp. I step back, away from the mirror...I step back farther, until I feel cold tiles against my back. It is then I get the glimmer that I associate with memory. As my mind tries to settle on it, it flutters away, like ashes caught in a breeze, and I realize that in my life there is a then, a before, though before what I cannot say, and there is a now, and there is nothing between the two but a long, silent emptiness that has led me here...."

Somehow, even though Christine wakes up each day without any recent memory, the narrative still progresses logically and in a fast paced manner. The mystery and suspense are built in as, seen through Christine's unreliable perspective, everything is suspicious and baffling.
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172 of 191 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars An Absolute Smash! May 12, 2011
Hard to believe it's a debut novel, SJ Watson's Before I Go to Sleep has garnered star reviewed from Kirkus and Booklist and was in development to be adapted into a movie before the book was even released. And though I've read some excellent books this year, I haven't come across a novel that would appeal to so many readers. This book has all the makings of an absolute block buster.

It begins as a twenty something Christine wakes up in a stranger's bed unable to remember how she got there. She quickly learns some disturbing facts: the stranger is her husband, Ben who she can't remember at all, she is middle aged and has forgotten most of her life, and she suffers from a rare form of amnesia where she can't retain memories from day to day. As she's trying to cope with all of this information, she stumbles across something more bizarre--a journal where she's been recording her recollections of recent day's events beginning with the title page on which she has scrawled, "Don't Trust Ben!"

And then the story is told through Christine's journal offering the readers an over the shoulder roller coaster ride as Christine tries to determine what has happened to her, and who if anyone she can trust. The dread mounts until the book's messy conclusion. Because it's so well plotted to say Watson's story is "gripping" is an understatement, it is simply breathtaking. It's a hell of a book, and is sure to be a hell of a movie. Highly recommended.
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92 of 106 people found the following review helpful
2.0 out of 5 stars Unbelievable, Lacking Consistency, and Even Bo-ring September 14, 2011
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I purchased this "psychological thriller" on Kindle. What a mess... and a waste of time. I did not find this book to be as inventive and thrilling as the majority of reviewers on Amazon. Instead, I found it to be unrealistic, predictable, and oh-so-boring.

Just a few things (off the top of my head) that were awfully irksome and distracting about this allegedly thrilling ride: MAJOR SPOILER ALERT--MOVE ON TO THE NEXT REVIEW IF YOU PLAN TO READ THIS NOVEL

1- I just could not in my mind suspend the norms of human nature and human interaction sufficient to go along with what the author was selling. Who wakes up beliving they are 20-something, learns they are actually 50-something, married, the victim of an accident, etc., and THEN does anything other than shut down for the remainder of the day? The protagonist in this book; that's who. Daily -- she's learning and re-learning to use cell phones when they did not exist as far as she can remember. She's meeting strangers -- sometimes 2 in a day. She's bringing herself to go on trips and considering having sex with someone who is basically a stranger.

2- More on the unbelievable aspect of the book: COME ON. She's reading an increasingly lengthy journal jam packed with really important, painful, and shocking details about her life daily? And then she's turning around and writing what amounts to a short story with perfect grammar, every single day for weeks?

3- Even more... Her incredibly loving husband who would do anything for her decides not to check in on her for months, allowing a psychopath to play house with her during that time. The son doesn't give a rat's arse either for a few months.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
4.0 out of 5 stars a very interesting book! the ending was very unexpected! I usually can...
I chose this book because the description sounded interesting. However, as I started reading it , I really thought it a little "confusing". Read more
Published 4 hours ago by sweetsue16
2.0 out of 5 stars Two Stars
Boring and so predictable.
Published 11 hours ago by Mystery Lover
1.0 out of 5 stars How sad to have marred an effective
I thought the book was ruined by the amount of "f" words. How sad to have marred an effective, intriguing plot with the overuse of this word. Read more
Published 11 hours ago by Cyndi M.
3.0 out of 5 stars Ok
A bit long in the middle. Decent ending that remedied it all. Worth checking out it you like a fast paced thriller.
Published 13 hours ago by Eric DeCuir Jr
5.0 out of 5 stars Must read!
Suspenful, thriller. The story line was ingenious! the last 20% of the book had me totally consumed.
Published 1 day ago by Kindle Customer
3.0 out of 5 stars Good Enough
I read this book after viewing the movie. The fact that the writer was able to keep me interested enough to keep reading, even though I knew the ultimate outcome, speaks highly to... Read more
Published 1 day ago by lovetoread
4.0 out of 5 stars I found it interesting how the author wove the present ...
I found it interesting how the author wove the present into the past and vice versa. Held my attention to the end.
Published 3 days ago by Henry
4.0 out of 5 stars Fascinating thriller
Couldn't wait to finish this really good page Turner. Excellent writing in a great story. Did not expect the ending.
Published 3 days ago by Marianna F Wynn
5.0 out of 5 stars Thrilling!
Love it! Thrilling! It wrapped me in the story & I was trying to figure it out and couldn't. Real twist at the end.
Published 3 days ago by Shannon Wildermuth
4.0 out of 5 stars Good read. Kept me guessing until the end
Good read. Kept me guessing until the end. A bit repetitive but it is necessary to get the first person account's story told.
Published 3 days ago by sandra j chapman
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S. J. Watson lives in London and worked in the National Health Service for a number of years. In 2009 Watson was accepted into the first Faber Academy Writing a Novel course, a rigorous and selective program that covers all aspects of the novel-writing process. Before I Go to Sleep is the result.

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Kindle Version Too Expensive!
I have found lots of free books for my Kindle. I too refuse to purchase an ebook at a higher price. When I can get this as a library ebook, I might try it.
Jun 25, 2011 by E. I. HOOD |  See all 5 posts
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