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In this Groundhog Day meets Mean Girls teen hybrid, Sam Kingston is pretty, popular, and has a seemingly perfect boyfriend. But after a late-night party everything goes terribly wrong, and the life that she lived is gone forever. Or is it?
At the start of Before I Fall, Sam is self-consumed and oblivious about the impact of her actions on others. But as she repeatedly experiences slightly altered versions of the hours leading up to her death—and her relationships with friends, family, and formerly overlooked classmates bloom, end, or shift—it’s impossible not to feel for the girl whose life ends too soon. Oliver’s adept teen dialogue and lively prose make for a fast, page-turning story in which the reader is every bit as emotionally invested as Sam. --Jessica Schein
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Grade 9 Up—Samantha Kingston has worked her way up the popularity ladder; now a senior, she and her three best friends rule their school. On Cupid Day, Sam expects to receive Valentine roses, to party with her friends, and to finally (maybe) have sex with her equally popular boyfriend. The last thing she expects is that she will die, but in the final moments of her life, as she hears "a horrible, screeching sound—metal on metal, glass shattering, a car folding in two," everything turns to nothing. Only, it is not the end for Sam. She wakes up to start the same day over again, and again; in fact, she relives it seven times. At first, being dead has its advantages, as she realizes that nothing worse can happen to her. She first conducts herself with reckless abandon, seducing her math teacher and smoking marijuana. It is difficult to feel pity for Sam; she is snobbish, obnoxious, a cheater, and just plain mean. However, her gradual and complete transformation is so convincing that when she finally puts others before herself in order to save another life, it is moving and cathartic. The deepening relationship between Sam and Kent, her childhood friend, is sensitively described and the most complex and compelling relationship in the story. Although somewhat predictable, the plot drives forward and teens will want to see where Sam's choices lead. Fans of Gabrielle Zevin's Elsewhere (Farrar, 2005) will enjoy this almost-afterlife imagining.—Amy J. Chow, The Brearley School, New York City
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1) It’s interesting that such close friends and business partners have both written books about second chances! Why do you both think that theme resonates with readers— YA readers especially?
I think the adolescent years are really the first time we begin to confront ideas about consequence and impact. With the increased freedom of growing older comes an increasing sense of responsibility and the potential for regret. And I think in general humans are fascinated by thinking about the divergent possibilities of their lives, the way that subtle changes might have tremendous, seismic effects.
A huge part of being a teen is the struggle to figure out the kind of person you want to become. On the other hand, it’s also the first time in life you begin to experience nostalgia for the days when you were “just a kid.” You’re torn between past, present, and future, realizing the only way you can go is forward. That’s a scary realization. Sometimes we just want to hit pause. Sometimes we want to go back. Fiction is a magical place where that’s possible, even when in real life it isn’t.
2) In Before I Fall, Sam gets a second chance in the sense that she is reliving one day (the day she died) over and over until she “gets it right.” In Proof of Forever, a group of estranged friends time-travel back to the summer they were fifteen and have to reconcile themselves with the choices they made…or decide to make new ones, and potentially alter their present. What writing challenges did each of these scenarios present you with? How did you overcome them during the creative process?
One of the greatest challenges of Before I Fall is that the book is, by definition, structurally repetitive, meaning it had the potential to be incredibly redundant. At the same time, I had to confront enormous continuity issues--I had to make sure that certain things happened the same way every day, and other things changed depending on Sam’s behavior. I spent a long time outlining and re-outlining the project before I even began writing.
I also outlined extensively! It was tough juggling all four girls’ plotlines—you have to keep in mind what’s happening to all of them in every chapter, even if you’re not always seeing all of them on the page at once. Also, part of the pleasure—and point—of the book, was allowing the girls to have more perspective on their choices this time around, more awareness not just of themselves but of each other and the world. More curiosity. This meant that as a writer I needed to pay attention to the tiny things—the details that you might not pick up on in life the first time, but that you would notice and care about the second time.
3) If you could each have a second chance at a moment in your life—one epic do-over—what would it be and why?
I don’t believe in do-overs! If Sam has taught me anything, it’s that the simplest change can affect the world in ways unplanned and unforeseen, and I’m very happy with how my life is unfolding.
I agree—sometimes as tempting as a do-over sounds, it’s also scary because you don’t know what else would change if that one moment changed. Still, I think there are probably a few times when I was a teen that I let fear make my choices for me. If I could go back, I’d ask the boy out, I’d submit the embarrassing poems to more journals, I’d tell people what I really thought. I would take more risks, because I’ve learned that facing fear helps you grow stronger and faster, into the happier, more fully-realized person you want to be.
4) When talking about second chances, it’s also important to remember something you got right the first time around. What’s one choice you’ve each made that led to your success as writers and collaborators?
Starting a business is very scary. There is huge potential for failure and very few people even support the idea initially, especially if you have no business experience (which I did not). I’m very proud of simply making the decision to jump in headfirst.
Yeah, team! I agree that starting Paper Lantern Lit with Lauren was a great call, even though it was terrifying at the time and there was nothing proving we’d be able to pull it off. For me, writing this book—writing a novel at all—was also a huge leap of faith. Ironically, working with other writers for a long time made me more intimidated to try my own hand at it, and I’m so glad I finally did. It feels like a whole other side of me and my creativity has opened up as a result.
5) Proof of Forever takes place at a summer camp. Lexa, why was that setting appealing to you?
There’s something about summer camp that feels so contained and separate from the rest of life. It’s a magic bubble. Those summer memories tend to seem sort of frozen in time forever, perfectly preserved. In that sense, it felt like a good symbol of childhood and the past in general, the parts that feel crystalized and perfect just as they were. What if we could go back and see them with clear eyes, though? What would we think now? Besides, so much FUN STUFF happens at summer camp—kisses, camp fires, hilarious bikini-related disasters, and of course, most importantly, intense bonding with other girls, and often-surprising self-discovery.
6) Lauren, it’s been 5 years since Before I Fall was published but there is still a ton of debate online as to whether Sam actually got her do-over or not. Why do you think that question has endured? Do you think she did?
I do, yes. I absolutely do. But I’m thrilled that so much debate endures--I love books that provoke conversation and dialogue.
7) Flashback: you both are fifteen again, just like the characters in Proof of Forever. What’s the one thing you had then you want to bring back with you to the present? (And what’s the one trend you wish would stay buried in the past?)
This is so unutterably inane, but I wish I could bring back several awesome sweatshirts I lost over the years. Or my skin tone, minus sun damage, minus fifteen + years of living. Pretty much everything else, including pleather pants, jeans secured with safety pins, and lots of waffle shirts, I am happy to leave safely buried in the 90s.
I really miss those super short cut-off shorts—and the ability to wear them with absolutely no shame! I’m not sure I’d bring them back though, unless I could also bring back the scrawny legs and free spirit that went along with them! Oh also, my hair used to reach down to my butt, and I would weave scarves into my braids. It would be fun to bring that back.
8) Finally, many authors have been participating in the #DearYAMe campaign recently. If you both could share some words of wisdom with your younger selves, what would they be?
You’re doing just fine. It’s all going to be okay. In fact, it will be even better than okay.
Let go. There’s no such thing as perfect. There’s only the moment, and you’re either in it, or it’s passing you by.
So, I just finished Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver. When I think about this book, my heart squeezes in my chest. Read morePublished 3 hours ago by Book Chick
I loved this book and read it in two sittings. My students are reading it and love it as well. The development of the main character over the course of her never-ending day is... Read morePublished 5 days ago by Kosharko
It was a good book. But it's so repetitive. I felt like I was rereading the same thing over and over again with slight alterations.Published 5 days ago by Hannah
This book was ok. The audiobook reader was kind of annoying. I know these characters are pretty realistic, but I hated their actions and don't feel like this is a good book for... Read morePublished 6 days ago by LiteracySpecialist
I absolutely love this book! I have read it three times now because I enjoy it that much. It makes me think about the way I treat others on a daily basis and how I can be a better... Read morePublished 7 days ago by Susan A
i wished this book never ended but all go things must come to a end :( i hope another book comes out like this onePublished 14 days ago by Kevin Boyle
I loved this book. I listened to it on audiobook and it was AMAZING. listen to the audiobook, it's even better than reading.Published 15 days ago by RC
I loved everything about this book! It was overall outstandingly written. Great words used and many deep metaphors. Read morePublished 16 days ago by Annika
Oozing teenage angst, it took me a while to decide I liked this book. What seems to be typical teen behavior today is a little scary, and I am very glad my kids are grown. Read morePublished 25 days ago by Rhona Sera