From Publishers Weekly
Filmmaker and novelist Deaner (Where Blue Begins) skillfully evokes the framework and dreamy pacing of film in this affecting novel about two strangers who meet on a train. At Manhattan's Penn Station, Hemy Lourde (the apt French name means "heavy") boards an Amtrak liner bound for L.A. She sits next to a male passenger and begins their dialogue with the cryptic remark that she's been living as a man, under her beloved brother's name, for five years. As the train makes its way over the American landscape, Hemy recounts the story of her life to the fascinated stranger, who becomes her lover en route. Born in the 1970s in upstate New York to a playwright father and a fervently imaginative mother, Hemy, sister Zellie and brother Oscar grow up working in the family business?a nightclub/bar located in their living room, serving illegal homemade liquor. Hemy's early sexual confusion is exacerbated when she tries to save a man from a racist attack and accidentally shoots off part of the assailant's genitals. Although Hemy and her victim, Mr. Antonovsky, a Russian survivor of Stalinist-era terror, develop a strangely beautiful and healing relationship, Hemy can't escape the persistent rumors of the town gossips, and she begins a tormented period of her life. During the four-day journey, Hemy engages her lover, who is fleeing phantoms of his own, in the story of her failed marriage, her work (as a man) in a prison, speculations on lesbianism and the violent recovery of her sense of womanhood. Told alternately in the first- and third-person, the narrative is lyrically written and urgently paced, a fluid American odyssey that combines the cinematic glamour of Body Heat and Murder on the Orient Express with the black-and-white film verite of a Death Row prison documentary. Through Hemy's gender crisis, Deaner offers a provocative exploration of identity, transforming the young woman's nightmarish past into a bittersweet trajectory toward her unique sexual truths.
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From Library Journal
Move over, Scheherazade, and make room for Hemy Lourde. Hemy, a young woman returning to the world from an all-but-ruined life, has an astonishing story to relate to the man she meets on a long rail journey west. Warned by her eccentric mother early on that she may either love a man or change the world, she attempts to control her destiny after nearly insurmountable sorrows and finds a bottomless spiritual reserve at her core. In the hands of a less talented and creative storyteller, this story could collapse under the weight of such an ambitious theme. Yet it's nearly impossible to resist Hemy's story, told sparingly as it is to the man she meets, a man with his own demons to exorcise. Readers wandering into Deaner's second novel (after Where Blue Begins, LJ 2/1/93) for a few pages will want to stay till the end.?Margaret A. Smith, Grace A. Dow Memorial Lib., Midland, MI
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