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Susanne Antonetta writes with a poet's precision about the almost unspeakable series of ills that have assaulted her body: cysts on her ovaries, a divided uterus, endometriosis, rampant thyroid tumors, a quadruplet pregnancy (no fertility drugs involved) that ended in miscarriage, and manic-depressive illness treated with the wrong drugs until she was in her 30s. There's not a trace of self-pity as she lists the toxic substances leaked into the air, ground, and water by the chemical company, nuclear power plant, and nuclear missile bunker near her family's summer home in Holly Park, New Jersey. She passes over the gruesome inappropriateness of that bucolic name just as she unblinkingly repeats the brutally frank comments of her relatives, who adored her brother and male cousin, had no interest in the four girl children, and excommunicated any family member who violated their rigid rules. "In the end, I'm grateful," she writes of her extended family. "They have given me the gift of clarity. They've released me. There may be nothing kinder you can do than withhold your love." Clarity is among the principal virtues of Antonetta's unusual work, aptly subtitled
An Environmental Memoir. She makes general facts personally meaningful by intertwining a historical account of post-World War II America's love affair with heavy industry and its deadly by-products with the specific details of ailments suffered by herself and the other kids who ran down the streets after the DDT-spraying trucks and drank water "full of good iron, good lead, mercury, cadmium, tritium, alpha radiation, good benzenes, PCBs, chlordane, vinyl chloride, lime, mercury, good cyanide." Her scathing but matter-of-fact tone gives the author greater authority as a prophet of the whirlwind we are reaping from careless contamination of our natural resources.
--Wendy Smith
"This is the story of a body," writes Antonetta, a body betrayed. As a child, Antonetta loved her family's modest summer home in the boggy coastal region of New Jersey's mysterious Pine Barrens. She and her relatives relished their well water and the fish and crabs they caught, blissfully unaware that the Ciba-Geigy chemical plant was spewing lead, mercury, arsenic, cyanide, and other poisons into the water supply, or that the flawed Oyster Creek Nuclear Power Plant routinely bathed them in radiation. The kids even ran after the trucks that dowsed them in clouds of DDT every week. Inevitably, Antonetta's paradise became infamous for its toxicity and high incidence of cancer, and she now revisits her childhood memories and girlhood diaries in an attempt to understand the life that made her infertile and turned her body into a veritable tumor factory. Bittersweet and spiked with startlingly poetic descriptions, Antonetta's compelling blend of family history and musings on crimes against nature in the nuclear age opens a new chapter in the literature of place and offers a fresh and poignant look at the old story of inheritance.
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