Two poems and the first paragraph of the story from Chaldea/I Dig Girls by Nick Tosches:
WHAT THE COPTIC GUY SAID
Louie remembered what the Coptic guy said:
If you bring forth what is within you,
what you bring forth will save you.
If you do not bring forth what is within you,
what you do not bring forth will destroy you.
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IMPERIUM
In what beast's eye or auguring sky
does its--mortality's--direst wrath, reflected, lie?
(Augustus, near dark, asked the seer-boy)
In the eye, clove-brown, of Caesar, for,
having grasped for wife the world, for chattel
all its plenty, he forfeits more to death's
manumission than any other man, or beast,
or fish, or fowl, or crawling thing.
And in the sky, golden-rose, that precedes
dusk in the first harvest-days, for, showing
us paradise, it leads us only to to the season
of the dead, and leaves us aching for what,
for us, beneath the gods, can never be.
(the boy said)
No--
(Augustus said)
--but in the eye of the marsh-bird, the crane,
and in the sky of any hour of the nones
of April, which was never anything but bad.
These are facts, not conceits. Look at them and know
that truth is farther than wonder, but before us
always.
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from I DIG GIRLS
Jabbo saw himself as he had been, forty years before and more, a child, thumb and forefinger poised apart, breath bated, eyes wide with wonder and expectation, watching a butterfly dance and whirl through the air round a dandelion that sprouted between pavement and curb; watching, watching, waiting for the little white wings to still. He saw the powdery white on his fingertips, like magical traces left behind, when the wings, after his enchantment, were set fluttering free. And he saw himself as he was now, a man crossing a street with madness in his mind and a gun beneath his belt, transfixed by shining black in the black of night.