About the Author
Maticintin, also know as Winged Wolf, is a Wisdom Master/Teacher, Founder and Spiritual Leader of HÜMÜH: The Jeweled Path of Living Wisdom, and noted author who has guided spiritual seekers from around the world. The focus of Maticintin’s Teachings is direct realization into the nature of life and death as aspects of the Void, referred to as mahamudra, whereby one enters into a natural state of consciousness that is empowered with both equanimity and openness. Such realization results in a wakeful state of life, free from fear, whereby illusions and delusions are transcendentally transmuted and clarity of mind results.
Maticintin has had memories of being a Buddhist monk in a former life, beginning at age 5 when a monk in a brown robe began to frequently appear to her, giving her spiritual instruction and encouragement. At one time the monk gave a small tan book of Milarepa’s poems and life, which later inspired her to write the Golden Dream (Shaman of Tibet), the story of Milarepa’s early life. Maticintin has been a formal student of Buddhism for more than 30 years. In 1970 she lived in various Buddhist temples across Japan where she studied both Nichiren and Zen. It was also in Japan that she contributed to the English translations of both the Heart and Lotus Sutras. Afterwards, stirred by feelings of remembering her ancient past and her monk mentor as a child, her attention was drawn to an extensive study of Dzogchen and Bon, Vajrayana and Mahayana. The greatest spiritual event in her life came about through a series of visions and instructions with Padmasambhava, whom she realized was her former Teacher. Following these experiences, the terma (spiritual treasure) of the Wish-Fullfilling Gem Mantra was revealed to her.
In addition, Maticintin studied with the Sioux Shaman Alana Spirit Changer who combined her Teachings with the knowledge of Dzogchen and Bon with the strict discipline necessary for a student to "walk their talk". The Shaman named her student Winged Wolf.Maticintin began her tutelage as a spiritual teacher in April of 1992. She has several thousand followers, and several hundred personal students and apprentices, most of whom are achieving rapid spiritual advancement.
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"You have forgotten, Winged Wolf, that the way of a medicine woman is to accept responsibility for everything that happens in her life. It is how she lives as "cause" rather than as an "effect" or "victim of circumstances." By your innermost being, you control the way you are accepted or rejected by the environment. The townspeople will respond to your true vision of the world." She paused, watching me. "As you know, before someone can live responsibly, they have to first become aware of their mentality - their thoughts and daydreams - so that they can witness how they themselves shape their world." She paused again, then asked, "You know how one's world is shaped, don't you?"
I hesitated, unsure of how she wanted me to answer. "We attract what we love and what we fear," I said finally.
She nodded in a way that told me that she was pleased with my answer, then she went on. "You can tell where a person is coming from by the nature of the feeling she or he gives you." She looked out the window as another car passed us and asked, "How did Parker make you feel about your wolf?"
"As if something terrible could happen?"
"Did you feel that when you came to Eastcliffe?" Alana asked.
"No."
"You see, that was not a feeling that you carried with you; nor a fear you had when you came here. They were his feelings. You allowed him to lead you into walking on dangerous terrain. Be careful not to allow Parker's feelings to become planted in you."
"Anyone's feelings," I muttered thoughtfully, nodding that I understood. Recently I had become very much aware how the feelings of others had affected my life; how they shaped my personality as a child and either limited me or pushed me forward as an adult. I also knew that to some degree, all people were touched by the effects of companion energy.
As we continued the drive to the ranch, I was particularly aware of the great snow-capped mountains which loomed around us. Threatening, thick clouds of moisture hung over them and, while we were not going anywhere near the summit, I had the feeling we were entering into them, as though they were about to swallow us up.
When we arrived at the ranch, I was still uneasy. I drove up in front of the house and got out to open the back door for Sioux, snapping on her Flex expanding leash as she stepped out of the car. Alana had already made her way to the driver's side of the car and was watching me. Sioux went to the end of her lead and nosed around for awhile before she made a puddle and devotedly returned to my side...
