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@Expectations [Hardcover]

Kit Reed (Author)
3.5 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (11 customer reviews)


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September 2, 2000
@expectations is a fabulous work of women's fiction by a writer who has made a career of delving deep into women's hearts and finding the truth of their feelings and their lives. Reed's fiction has always examined the female and familial conditions with a sharp eye, a truthful insight, and a unique style that leaves her readers breathless and wanting more.

Jenny is living a typical suburban life, one she's no longer sure she really wants and doesn't know how to change. When she stumbles upon an online community where people create their own lives through words, she dives in headfirst, eager for something new.

But soon Jenny becomes so far removed from her life that she can no longer even see the line between reality and fantasy; she's even got an online lover who insists that he will leave his own family, take her away from it all, and make their virtual life a reality. Eventually Jenny will have to make a choice: return to her husband, her children, her home, her "real life"--or escape into the arms of a fantasy world that may never become truly real.

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From Publishers Weekly

Love-starved Internet trawlers, beware, warns this provocative and amusing cautionary tale about chat-room romances by versatile fiction writer Reed. Stuck in sleepy Brevert, S.C., with her husband, Lt. Col. Charlie Wilder, USMC, and two hostile stepkids, Jenny Wilder becomes obsessed with life online at the imaginary offshore island StElene, "a sprawling resort... where Jenny can shed her problems and walk free." She can also shed her name (online she's Zan) and her persona as responsible wife and careerwoman. Days, Jenny is a therapist, bored by her neurotic Southern patients and homesick for her loft on lower Broadway. Nights, she's at StElene, where "you are what you type" and where she and "Reverby" are in love. They fraternize with friends in the ballroom, but disdain enemies like "Mireya," "Rev's" ex-lover, and "Azeath," a self-styled demonic figure; both try to help "Lark," a 19-year-old college dropout whose parents want to evict him. Every night, they retreat to the Dak Bungalow, their private place, where they make love by what "Reverby" calls "performative utterance." Whereas Jenny's Charlie is "relentlessly physical," "Reverby" knows "how to make love to her soul." Long nights in virtual reality begin to affect Jenny's daytime existence; her professional partner notes her distraction and warns her about the dangers of Internet obsession. But Jenny no longer sees the line between fantasy and reality. Suddenly, "Reverby" disappears from StElene and Jenny, accompanied by the desperate "Lark," goes in search of him, embarking on a disastrous real-life journey. Reed makes Jenny's slide into an online world seem nearly plausible in this up-to-the-minute alternative love story. (Sept.)
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From Kirkus Reviews

The always original Reed (Seven for the Apocalypse, 1999, etc.) perceptively probes that point where reality and the virtual converge as a young married professional woman finds herself more alive and in love when she meets her anonymous lover online each night.Psychologist Jennie Wilder is newly married to Marine colonel Charlie, a widower with two children. Life in the southern town near his base is boring to a New Yorker like Jennie, who's also having problems with the kids. To pass the hours of Charlie's frequent absences, she surfs the Web, where one night she discovers the fantasy Island of StElene. Entranced with the clever talk about politics, sex, and anything else that engages the anonymous guests, Jenny is soon hooked, and becomes an authorized guest herself under the name Zan. As an only child, Jenny escaped reality by reading; now she finds visiting StElene like going to live in a richly imagined book. StElene's, she realizes, is a place where "you are what you type," and people assume identities that hide the realities of their often pathetic lives. Lark, a troubled teenage loner whose real name is Hubert, is eloquent and gregarious; dowdy Florence becomes sexy warrior woman Mireya; and her online lover is gorgeous hunk Azeath, not Vinnie, a convicted murderer. Jenny soon falls in love with sympathetic Reverdy, the godlike creator of new scenarios and effects. As time passes, she begins to live for her nights online, and soon realizes she is as much in love with her virtual prince as with her real husband. When reality, drab and problematic, threatens her e-idyll, Jenny, with Lark in tow, sets off to find the real but elusive Reverdy, with regrettably predictable results. A generally engaging tale that demonstrates-without preaching-the pitfalls of virtual romance in a place where no one can hurt you and everybody turns out to be somebody. -- Copyright © 2000 Kirkus Associates, LP. All rights reserved.

Product Details

  • Hardcover: 256 pages
  • Publisher: Forge Books; 1st edition (September 2, 2000)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 0312874863
  • ISBN-13: 978-0312874865
  • Product Dimensions: 8.3 x 5.4 x 1 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 1 pounds
  • Average Customer Review: 3.5 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (11 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #4,128,783 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

More About the Author

Kit Reed's new short story collection, "What Wolves Know," just out from PS Publishing ( Spring 2011), includes stories originally published in venues ranging from Asimov's SF to the Kenyon Review and the Yale Review.

Called "a gripping dystopian thriller" in a starred review in Publishers Weekly, Kit Reed's novels, Enclave, The Baby Merchant and Thinner Than Thou a winner of the A.L.A. Alex Award, and her collection, Dogs of Truth, are available in trade paperback. The New York Times Book Review has this to say about her work: "Most of these stories shine with the incisive edginess of brilliant cartoons... they are less fantastic than visionary." Other novels include @​expectations, Captain Grownup, Fort Privilege, Catholic Girls, J. Eden and Little Sisters of the Apocalypse. As Kit Craig she is the author of Gone, Twice Burned and other psychological thrillers published here and in the UK. A Guggenheim fellow, she is the first American recipient of an international literary grant from the Abraham Woursell Foundation. She's had stories in, among others, The Yale Review, The Magazine of Fantasy and Science Fiction, Omni and The Norton Anthology of Contemporary Literature. Her books Weird Women, Wired Women and Little Sisters of the Apocalypse were finalists for the Tiptree Prize.

A member of the board of the Authors League Fund, she serves as Resident Writer at Wesleyan University.

 

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5 of 5 people found the following review helpful:
3.0 out of 5 stars Lighten up ...it's only a game!, December 24, 2000
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Denise Bentley "Kelsana" (The California Redwoods) - See all my reviews
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This review is from: @Expectations (Hardcover)
This book is based on the concept of "Performative utterance" or "What we say...is". Translated to the world of computers, "You are what you type". To anyone who has spent time on the net chatting or in a virtual reality called a MUD (multiple user domain), this book will tickle your fancy. I have to give the author credit for a unique book and story line.

StElene's is the virtual world run by Suntum International. It is here that Reed takes us into the psyche of an array of characters that are diversified and interesting. We watch them manage their RL (real life), along with their VL (virtual life). Jenny AKA Zan to her friends on StElene's has become addicted to her on line lover, Reverdy. Stretched thin by night after night spent on the computer till dawn, she starts to confuse her worlds. This confusion, and what she finds herself driven to do is the substance that keeps you turning the pages.

I did enjoy this book enough to give it 3 stars, but I found the dialogue repetitive and sometimes found myself skimming over whole paragraphs. Worth the read if you have extra time. 12/23/00

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5 of 5 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars Virtual Reality?, December 12, 2000
This review is from: @Expectations (Hardcover)
What was I expecting from this book? To be honest, I expected a modern romance about two people falling in love in cyberspace. It turns out that @expectations isn't what I, well, expected. This irresistibly dark novel explores the strange and vague world of chat rooms. In this virtual world, people fall in love, betray each other, destroy lives, reinvent themselves. Which makes me wonder: isn't the term "virtual reality" contradictory?

Kit Reed illustrates just how surreal life on the Internet can be. Reed introduces Jenny, a wife and stepmother whose life becomes unbearable. In order to please her husband-to-be, Jenny moves from New York City to a suburban area in South Carolina. Depressed, she finds comfort in an online community known as StElene. Jenny, the unsatisfied wife, becomes Zan, a virtual princess who finds her knight in shining armor. No sooner does she enter this world than she meets Reverdy. They embark on a relationship that becomes more meaningful than her marriage. Soon Jenny and Zan's lives collide. Will she able to tell the difference between fantasy and reality?

This is one of the most original novels that I have ever read. I marvel at Reed's attention to detail. @expectations is not a sugarcoated love story. It is thought provoking and intense. You will certainly think twice about romance in cyberspace.

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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars Internet users are going to have fun with this one, August 29, 2000
This review is from: @Expectations (Hardcover)
Jenny knows she loves her husband, Lieutenant Colonel Charlie Wilder, but has problems relating with his two children, Rusty and Patsy, from his first marriage. Worse, on the Manhattan mind of Jenny is being marooned in Brevert, South Carolina where her patients bore her with their southern tales of woe. More and more Jenny feels hopeless and trapped. She wonders if this is all there is too life? Her deep melancholy always surfaces when her marine spouse is deployed or on an exercise.

Jenny escapes into the chat room where she becomes the wild and free Zan. Relishing life to the fullest at the offshore island of StElene, each evening Zan meets her online lover, Reverby, who makes her soul sing. Over time the line between her life with Charlie and her "affair" with Reverby blurs. She struggles to separate the two and begins to lean more towards disappearing into the virtual world where life is enjoyable and fun instead of the mundane reality of responsibility.

Needing a warning label that chat room lovers beware the intrusion of reality, @EXPECTATIONS is a great modernization of the love triangle. The third party being an online figure turns the relationships into a combination of real and virtual. The story line centers on Jenny's two lives converging, with the sad refrain that she believes the virtual is better than the real. Think Supertramp's Logical Song and you have Jenny trying to recapture what she feels she lost. The plot works because the talented Kit Reed makes Jenny's descent seem genuine and plausible.

Harriet Klausner

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