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I Gave My Heart to Know This: A Novel [Kindle Edition]

Ellen Baker
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Book Description

Ellen Baker is beloved for crafting intimate domestic stories that resonate deeply with readers. In I Gave My Heart to Know This, the award-winning author returns with a sweeping multigenerational saga of the searing power of war, memory, friendship, and family.

In January 1944, Grace Anderson, Lena Maki, and Lena’s mother, Violet, have joined the growing ranks of women working for the war effort. Though they find satisfaction in their jobs at a Wisconsin shipyard, it isn’t enough to distract them from the anxieties of wartime, or their fears for the men they love: Lena’s twin brother, Derrick, and Grace’s high school sweetheart, Alex. When shattering news arrives from the front, the lives of the three women are pitched into turmoil. As one is pushed to the brink of madness, the others are forced into choices they couldn’t have imagined—and their lives will never be the same. 

More than five decades later, Violet’s great-granddaughter, Julia, returns to the small farmhouse where Violet and Lena once lived. Listless from her own recent tragedy, Julia begins to uncover the dark secrets that shattered her family, eventually learning that redemption—and love—can be found in the most unexpected places. 

Beautifully written and profoundly moving, I Gave My Heart to Know This is a riveting story of loyalties held and sacred bonds broken; crushing loss and enduring dreams; and what it takes—and what it means—to find the way home.

From the Hardcover edition.

Editorial Reviews Review

A Letter to Readers from Ellen Baker

Dear Reader,

When I set out to become a novelist, I didn’t realize the corners it would make me turn, the things it would teach me: how to weld a ship together, live aboard an aircraft carrier--even butcher a chicken. It’s not so surprising that in the process of writing an historical novel I’d learn a few facts. What I didn’t expect at all was that the same process would challenge and guide me through my own explorations of some of the questions my characters encounter: how (and whether) to tame or feed or foster your most outrageous dreams; how to accept unacceptable loss; how to know when it’s time to let go, and then how to do it.

My new novel, I Gave My Heart to Know This, is the story of three women who work as welders at a shipyard during World War II and the tragedy that binds them, even as it divides them. Years later, a great-granddaughter, caring for the family home, pieces together the friends’ long-buried secrets, and learns the difficulties--and the possibilities--of forgiveness.

I began by poring over shipyard newsletters, photographs, blueprints. I interviewed some old-timers who told me “the way it really was.” I read about everything from naval battles to copper mining to photography to rheumatic fever, explored the engine room of a great ship, stood under the spire of a church. I spent a lot of time in archives. One of the best sources I found was a twenty-page, handwritten account of shipyard work by a woman who was a welder. I borrowed several incidents from her amazing descriptions, including an incident when she was standing in a rowboat welding on the side of a ship and leaned too far forward in her heavy welding garb. Her foreman grabbed her, saving her life; if she’d fallen in the water, she’d have sunk straight to the bottom. (The dangers of the job were many, and, to us in the modern OSHA-regulated world, almost inconceivable.)

Then came my favorite part: translating what I’d gleaned into the experience of fiction. How would it feel to make an overhead weld, sparks raining down, in a space so narrow the smoke chokes you? To fall in love with someone you’d “met” only in a letter? To carry an undeniable sense of patriotic and familial duty, alongside your dream of a different life? And then, to try to understand how your best efforts to save precious things might instead have been complicit in their loss.

Next, I developed a mystery. Time passes; things which are broken and missing long to be fixed and found. And there’s an old house with a seeming incontrovertible will of its own that holds the clues, and maybe the answers--if only someone will look.

Pinned to the wall of the attic of this house is a map of the world, with a red X marking “home.” Early on, the children play a pirate game, searching for buried treasure--and perhaps, it comes to seem, the treasure is their home--problematically. I thought a great deal about that map as I wrote: not only the meanings it has for my characters, but how comforting it would be if only I had such a map to write by. Instead, I learned that journeys are best guided by curiosity and desire and a willingness to be taken far--and that the best discoveries are often the things you didn’t know you were seeking.

Best wishes,
Ellen Baker


Advance praise for I Gave My Heart to Know This

“Ellen Baker’s novel is large in the best sense: large in its generous spirit, and in its gallery of vivid, memorable characters. It possesses, as well, an abundance of intelligence, and great shrewdness in its pure story-telling appeal. This novel has a naturalness and finesse that are truly rare.”—Richard Ford

“What a rich offering this is! Ellen Baker gives us characters who are so real, so recognizable, so likable, in spite of (or perhaps because of) their problems and secrets and frustrations and missteps, and she presents them against a story line that is epic in scope. We move from you-are-there scenes of watching young women work in the shipyards during World War II, to the unraveling of long-held mysteries in the present day. I really loved reading this powerful and poignant book, which, though it acknowledges pain, regret and remorse, ultimately is a celebration of life.”—Elizabeth Berg, author of Once Upon a Time, There Was You and Open House
“A great big rich and romantic slice of World War II history that chronicles the lives of three Wisconsin women left behind on the home front to carry on without the men they love. It is a loving tribute to their courage, the sacrifices they made, and their tremendous contributions to the American war effort.”—Fannie Flagg, author of I Still Dream About You
“Give your heart to Ellen Baker’s beautifully made new novel about stern people and the stern toll of urgent words never said. From the hard-bitten bluffs of Lake Superior to the coast of California, from World War II to the present day, the mothers and daughters of two Midwestern families of immigrant stock race against time and history to break down a wall of lies, before it is too late.”—Jacquelyn Mitc...

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  • File Size: 1346 KB
  • Print Length: 337 pages
  • Page Numbers Source ISBN: B009BHNAT6
  • Publisher: Random House (August 2, 2011)
  • Sold by: Random House LLC
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B004J4WN7Q
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7 of 8 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars super historical thriller August 2, 2011
During WW II as the need for manufacturing support to the war effort grows, the male labor pool shrinks. As such women took over the jobs that historically were male only. By January 1944, Grace Anderson and mother and daughter Violet and Lena Maki work as welders in a Wisconsin shipyard.

The ladies also know that part of their job on the home front is writing upbeat letters to the boys at the front. Grace agrees to Lena's request by sending encouraging letters to her twin brother Derrick. However, she has an understanding with her high school sweetheart Alex the marine and is attracted to railroad worker Joe, sent home with rheumatic fever.

In Wisconsin, Lena's granddaughter Julia lives on her family farm while grieving a death. She reads letters and looks at photos from WW II while wanting desperately to end the estrangement with her sibling Danny as she probes the tragedy decades ago that destroyed her family.

This is a super historical thriller that focuses on women who took over male jobs while the men fought. These females proved a woman can do a man's job in the workplace and they became mentors for the reform movements of the 1960s. The ensemble cast is solid especially the WWII crew as Ellen Baker provides a deep look at the great leap that led to "you've come a long way baby" with her not so quiet on the Lake Superior front.

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2 of 2 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Beautifully written, multigenerational story January 5, 2012
It's 1944 and American women are taking jobs as factory workers to support the war effort. Violet Maki, her daughter Lena, and Grace Anderson are employed as welders in a Wisconsin shipyard. Grace's high school sweetheart is away fighting the war as is Lena's twin brother. The women write letters and try to keep up morale but when bad news arrives they struggle to retain a sense of normalcy. Grace wants to move on with her life while Lena feels that would be a betrayal that she could not forgive.

Five decades later, Julia, Violet's granddaughter has agreed to house-sit the family farm for her aunt and uncle while they are away on an extended trip. As she is cleaning out a room for herself in the attic she discovers old letters and a studio portrait of a glamorous blonde woman; the back of the picture was inscribed, "Love Grace". Julia doesn't know of any family member named Grace, but her mother never spoke much about the family.

The story weaves the past and present; we join Violet, Grace and Lena in the waning days of WWII, while in 1999 Julia unravels the mystery and discovers the secrets that nearly destroyed her family. When done well, this is one of my favorite techniques and Ms. Baker's beautiful writing has us moving between the generations seamlessly.

Much of the story takes place in the past focusing on the three women. They are well-developed, interesting characters in a unique period in history. It was a pleasure to read about strong, competent women confronting difficult situations. Towards the end of the war the manufacturing industry, out of necessity, began hiring women to do jobs typically held by men. Working as a welder was dangerous and the women often needed to prove themselves capable to the male workers and supervisors.

I found this a very enjoyable novel. It is a multi-layered, emotional story with enough plot twists to keep the pages turning and a satisfying ending where all the pieces come together.
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3 of 4 people found the following review helpful
3.0 out of 5 stars Started out well but ... November 7, 2011
During World War II when the men went off to war the women went to work; many of them took on jobs as welders. This book follows the story of three of those women, Violet, Grace and Lena. Alongside the story of these friends we also have a present day story, that of Julia, granddaughter of one of the women. She has returned to the family farm to nurse a broken heart. While there she begins to unravel some long held family secrets.

This book started off pretty well, I enjoy stories set during the war and especially when they focus on the women on the home front. Unfortunately this book was full of so much foreshadowing and far too many coincidences to sustain believability. There was just too much going on, too many elements. Mysterious pictures, possible murder, a missing pilot, unfinished letters, long lost lovers, the list goes on and on. Instead of being a book focusing on the three women it became a soap opera with behaviors that defied logic.

The only reason it gets 3 stars is because until it slid into the odd mystery at the core of the story it was an intriguing read that I was enjoying; it just went over the top with the completely inexplicable behavior of some people, and the almost perfect resolution of the mystery which caused me to roll my eyes more than once.
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3 of 4 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars Emotional Tale of Friendship in America's History September 8, 2011
By Jocelyn
Having absolutely loved Baker's debut novel, KEEPING THE HOUSE, I was more than delighted to see that this month brings us a new Ellen Baker novel! She does not disappoint with her sophomore effort. I GAVE MY HEART TO KNOW THIS explores the lives of three women in the early 1940's, Grace, Lena and Violet. We are also brought into the present day life of Violet's great-granddaughter, Julia who has come back to the small farmhouse where Violet and Lena once lived. The story jumps back and forth between the 40's and present day and what could have been a daunting task is done seamlessly with Baker's immense skills as a writer. I GAVE MY HEART TO KNOW THIS is an emotional tale about friendship, trust, war, hope and loss and what it truly means to love. A beautifully written novel with an impeccable attention to detail, Baker shines in her latest release.
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5.0 out of 5 stars This was such a good read, it was hard to put down
This was such a good read, it was hard to put down. Ellen Baker's first book, 'Keeping the House' is also a story that is hard to let go of. I highly recommend both books!
Published 1 month ago by E. Baker
4.0 out of 5 stars Right up my alley!!
I really liked this book. It took place in my home town, Superior, WI and that made it really interesting. Read more
Published 7 months ago by Grandma Joanie
3.0 out of 5 stars Strong working women
I read Baker's first book and loved it. This one didn't hang together as well. In my opinion there were too many characters, they were hard to track, and there were too many... Read more
Published 9 months ago by Kirsten Dawson
4.0 out of 5 stars A Wonderful Writer is at it again!
Ellen Baker delivers again with a novel that immerses you with well constructed characters and surprising twists. You never know what is coming next (But you think you do...)!
Published 10 months ago by Major Movie Fan
4.0 out of 5 stars It started out so well, then........
I cannot put this book on the same level as Keeping The House. It started out so well, then took turns that weren't quite believable. Read more
Published 17 months ago by Mary Worth
2.0 out of 5 stars Very Disappointed
I loved Ellen Baker's "Keeping the House" & was really looking forward to this second book. Plus, since I live in Wisconsin the book had an added attraction. Read more
Published on September 7, 2012 by NCFD73
4.0 out of 5 stars A Good Read
While I did enjoy reading this book, I thought it lacked some things compared to her first book, Keeping The House, which I gave five stars. Still, though, a very good novel!
Published on February 2, 2012 by Cat Lover
5.0 out of 5 stars I Gave My Heart to Know This
The author, Ellen Baker, has the ability to draw the reader into the story to the point that it's hard to put the book down. Read more
Published on October 24, 2011 by Celestial
5.0 out of 5 stars Beautifully written novel. I loved it!
Thank you, Ellen Baker, for such a beautifully written story. I shared your first novel with all my friends, who loved it as I did. I GAVE MY HEART TO KNOW THIS is even better. Read more
Published on October 11, 2011 by FG
5.0 out of 5 stars Real Page Turner
To this day, Ellen Baker's first novel KEEPING THE HOUSE remains one of my all-time favorite books. This book did not disappoint my expectations although it isn't as great as the... Read more
Published on October 6, 2011 by N. Merlo
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