From School Library Journal
Grade 9 Up-A 16-year-old boy suffers the agonies and ecstasies of first love in this sometimes melodramatic but ultimately engaging novel. The unnamed narrator ponders memorabilia from his relationship with Ann-Katrin-a bus pass, unused condoms, old movie tickets, a plant she gave him-and relives their courtship. He remembers his infatuation with the red-haired stranger on his bus route, and his joy when they first spoke. He recalls the night they started a sexual relationship. He also broods over the signs he missed, signs suggesting that all might not be well. In one scene that rings true, the narrator shoplifts condoms because he is too embarrassed to buy them. The sex scene is sweet and realistic without being graphic. The teens do not, however, use the contraceptives, because Ann-Katrin claims she can't get pregnant when the moon is full, a move that apparently has no dire consequences. Things do fall apart, however, when he arrives home early from a month in Massachusetts and discovers that Ann-Katrin has been sleeping with someone else. Devastated, he plans to commit suicide if she doesn't call him. The cover, which shows a blown-up condom on a string, isn't very appealing. However, the novel's melodrama reflects the ups and downs of a first love and first breakup, and readers who want to experience a romance from a male point of view will find it appealing.
Miranda Doyle, San Francisco Public LibraryCopyright © Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.
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*Starred Review* Gr. 9-12. "This is no gushy, sentimental, happy teenage love story," warns the nameless 16-year-old narrator of this moving, truthful novel, originally published a decade ago in Sweden. After returning from a visit to America, the teenager discovers that a dizzying romance begun before his departure has abruptly ended. He forces himself to relive the relationship as he creatively disposes of his keepsakes ("It took him four minutes to eat the Swedish folk song 'Uti Var Hage'"). Finally, only two items remain: a razor and a bottle of pills. Nilsson tells the tautly structured story in alternating chapters that toggle between past and present, and his precise, measured prose (jealousy is a "sharp-toothed rat gnawing at your heart") builds suspense. Adding dimension is an honest treatment of teen sexuality: the couple consider the rhythm method as an appropriate level of sexual caution, even though "kids learn in junior high how good condoms are." A conclusion touched with magic realism provides a measure of closure that avoids both bleak fatalism and preachy earnestness. If its European honors are any indication, this searing portrait of a teen caught unawares by the transience of love may well become the
Forever of a new generation.
Jennifer MattsonCopyright © American Library Association. All rights reserved
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