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Hi! My Name is Loco and I am a Racist [Kindle Edition]

Baye McNeil
4.8 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (57 customer reviews)

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Book Description

Born to Love — Taught to Loathe

In this powerful and controversial debut book, author Baye McNeil (a.k.a. Loco of the influential blog "Loco in Yokohama) vividly illustrates with unflinching introspection and candor, the birth and evolution of a racist, and in doing so makes the persuasive argument that the only way to cure this social virus is by first acknowledging and engaging one’s own racism.

Loco takes us on a scintillating journey from the streets of Brooklyn, where a child’s first playground was the frontlines of the Black Nationalist Movement of the seventies, to a period of black militancy, military service, interracial romance and corporate bigotry in the eighties and nineties. Following the traumatic events of 9/11/2001, Loco relocates to Japan where he learns that old adage -— you can’t hide from yourself -— the hard way. He finds the woman he was made to love; only she’s a member of a race he has come to loathe. In the name of this love, Loco confronts this dark stowaway with deep roots even as the world is literally falling apart around him, in the form of the Tohoku disaster of 3/11/2011.

A book that is both a memoir and an impassioned call to arms, Hi! My Name is Loco and I am a Racist tells us in no uncertain terms that while racism continues to be demonized as a dark aberration that only “evil people,” ignorant fools, or people lacking compassion and common decency are subject to, then it will remain at large – hiding in plain sight, in our schools, offices, carpools, living rooms...and sometimes even in the mirror.


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About the Author

Baye McNeil (a.k.a. Loco in Yokohama) is an author, freelance writer and blogger from Brooklyn, New York. He currently lives in Yokohama, Japan, where he teaches English. He is an inspiring hedonist, if only he found anything as pleasurable as opening a vein and sharing his pleasure and pain with readers. The closest he's come to paradise otherwise is spending a wintry day in an outdoor hot springs of a snowy valley beneath the mountains of Kusatsu Japan, with a bottle of Sake and a great book- a scenario he attempts to recreate, with varying success, every winter. He spends his free time reading, writing, taking photos of life on trains and in stations of Yokohama and blogging about life as an expat in Japan. This is his first book.

Product Details

  • File Size: 1517 KB
  • Print Length: 394 pages
  • Page Numbers Source ISBN: 061558778X
  • Publisher: Hunterfly Road Publishing; 1 edition (January 15, 2012)
  • Sold by: Amazon Digital Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B006Y11TXG
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Lending: Enabled
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #112,271 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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4.8 out of 5 stars
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4.8 out of 5 stars
In any case, "Hi. My Name is Loco and I'm a Racist" was a transforming read. Jeremy Blaustein  |  37 reviewers made a similar statement
I admire Loco's talent as a writer. Thomas Gantz  |  29 reviewers made a similar statement
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13 of 15 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Like a slap in the face, my eyes opened. . . January 17, 2012
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Hard hitting from the get go Loco holds nothing back. Brutally honest with his feelings and situations he tells his story the way we harshly talk to our inner selves. His journey to a self-realization is a story ALL of us can learn from. Loco shows us first the darkness that we all make for ourselves. The boundaries we grow up with. And then shows us the person we can be. Or rather we should become. And like the title of my review, "Like a slap in the face, my eyes opened. . ."
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9 of 10 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars Not so much about Japan, but powerfully good anyway April 24, 2012
Format:Paperback
Though this book is written partially through the filter of Baye McNeil's experiences while living in Japan, it is really about how he was indoctrinated through his education and early life experiences in America to think like a racist. His experiences in Japan sharpened his understanding of racism both from the viewpoint of having such thoughts himself and being the recipient of racist behavior from others. He is a thoughtful person with a deep and passionate way of expressing himself and this book should be an eye opener for anyone who not only wants to know what it is like to live in Japan, but also what it can be like to grow up and live as a black man in America.

The tale of Baye's life, or at least the part he shares with us in this book, is engaging and the book is hard to put down. He doesn't let anyone off the hook for their racist behavior, including himself. Since so many people who live in Japan become apologists for racism, and indeed seem to become more racist themselves in order to validate the Japanese perspective of "gaijin" (outsiders/foreigners), it is refreshing to read Baye's take on the situation. He sees others for what they are, even when he doesn't want to, just as he sees himself for what he is, even when it may not be pretty.

Baye is a talented writer and this is an impressive first book. I only knock off one star because the book has scattered mistakes (typos/spelling) that should have been cleaned up in editing (and hopefully will be fixed in future editions). Frankly, I think his story would make a great movie and I hope he gets the exposure and success that he deserves.
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6 of 7 people found the following review helpful
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The tragedy of Aiko and Baye's humor are highlights of this read but I found his perspective extremely biased and his writing style very disjointing to say the least.

I can tell Baye is a blogger because his stories are filled with digressions and when he gets emotional, his writing turns into rants and spiels about this or that. When it's not a rant it's a laundry list of this happened and then this happened I it never leads anywhere or arrives at any ground breaking conclusions. People are praising this book for Baye's "honesty" but I'm black, in Japan, and very much not conformed to local traditions and I have no idea what he is talking about or why he would get so upset about empty seats. I have a tattoo, I don't wear a suit everyday and I'm not here to be "exotic." People here have no trouble sitting next to me on the train. Being a foreigner intimidates most people because they are insecure about their ability to communicate and often they hardly can. And girls are not throwing themselves at me.

At times Baye is articulate but often he uses his "New York" slang, I guess to be revealing about how us colored folk talk to each other. For me it just doesn't work. It seems there are too many conflicts going on in Baye's head to make a clear voice to present his observations.

I know it seems like I'm being harsh and I realize this is Baye's first book but I feel like this book does more to hurt the conversation on race than helps. Too often in the book Baye paints himself the victim or the hero where I think he could have been a little more objective. There are two sides to every story and Baye's side is a little contentious to say the least. And it completely contradicts other points in the book about Baye's life in Japan.
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7 of 9 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Shine on, Loco January 18, 2012
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"And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same."

What I love most about this book is that Loco doesn't position himself as some kind of expert on race relations or activist, he simply tells his story, leading by example, and the effect of his sometimes self-effacing condor is just as powerful as if he were some kind of sociologist or anthropologist with a string of letters after his name, arguably more so.

Loco wears his heart on his sleeve, so much so that I found myself crying on the train, trying to secretly wipe my tears away before anyone saw. He doesn't hold anything back.

Loco's mission is simply to make us aware -- aware of our motivations, aware of what's going on around us, aware of "the elephant in the room", as he puts it. By following his soul-searching journey I think we can all learn how to shake off apathy, face and maybe even triumph over the hidden darkness within.
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6 of 8 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Best Read I've had in Years January 22, 2012
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I've posted a full review here (...)

I was genuinely caught off guard by this book in so many ways. I didn't hope to laugh as much as I ended up doing, but I never expected to cry. The book blew me away on three different levels.

The first is that Loco completely succeeds at drawing you slowly into his world, talking to me about things I thought I knew about or was familiar with, but learning I was not. Showing me a whole different life experience through his own eyes.

The second thing that got me about the book was Loco's writing style. His narrative is fluorescently vivid. Some of his turns of phrase and sentences really made me actually wish I could stop and mark the page. So many quotables, and so many brilliantly and succinctly put insights. I sincerely hope that this book makes it into print for that alone.

The third thing about the book is the structure of the book - I've read his blog before and found it a bit jarring to go straight into, as indeed, I think jumping straight to the third or fourth chapter of this book would be. But the narrative is set up so well, and you are eased into it, and then led through a dance between sadness and joy, geographies and timescales, each contrasting and complementing the last before finally and gently returning the reader to the motif used in the beginning of the empty train seat, and the thought piece at the end.

I expected to read a really long blog about Japan made into a book. I got the best damn read I've had in the last 10 years by a man who has proven to me beyond any doubt that he is a uniquely talented writer, who I hope gets this into print, and writes much more.

Peace
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
4.0 out of 5 stars Loco
Baye McNeil `aka' Loco hails from Brooklyn, New York, where he was born and raised, but now currently resides in Yokohama, Japan. Read more
Published 1 month ago by OOSA Online Book Club
5.0 out of 5 stars insightful, inspiring, raw, real
I laughed. I cried. I read it again.

Thanks to Baye for laying it out there with intense honesty, helping me realize I'm a racist too.
Published 3 months ago by Rob Nugen
4.0 out of 5 stars Telling the other side of the story!
It's not often you get to read a book from the pov of a Black foreigner living in Japan. I found the book refreshing and an engrossing read! Read more
Published 3 months ago by Jacqueline Thomas
5.0 out of 5 stars Study of being racist in black and white
The introduction to this amazing book contains this paragraph, "The dream of writing a book about life in Japan - which I( would wager is shared by every writer or wannabe writer... Read more
Published 4 months ago by Vincent Golden
5.0 out of 5 stars Watch out for this man
I first heard of Mr. McNeil on a radio podcast. I wanted to hear his story as I was always fed the story that Japanese love black people. I am in awe with Mr. Read more
Published 4 months ago by average reader
4.0 out of 5 stars Mostly engaging
Baye McNeil is a great writer. I was drawn in immediately by the very funny chrysalis analogy at the start and remained engaged for most of the rest of the book. Read more
Published 5 months ago by Lafcadio Koizumi
5.0 out of 5 stars Best book i've read in a while...and I read ALOT
This book is an extremely well-written, thought provoking, engaging and, at times, laugh out loud funny look at life in Japan for a black man as well as the general dynamics of... Read more
Published 5 months ago by redlolafalana
5.0 out of 5 stars A Clear Light of Self-Awareness
I finished Loco in Yokohama's book last night -Hi, my name is Loco and I'm a Racist! - and it was like following up a great meal with a delicious chocolate. Read more
Published 5 months ago by Jeremy Blaustein
4.0 out of 5 stars Loco?
Loco is a damn good writer. I've followed his blog for a while and he knows how get people talking. Read more
Published 6 months ago by Kathryn O'Halloran
5.0 out of 5 stars Such a great book!
I started reading this book during my last semester at college as I realized I would be coming to Japan after graduation. Read more
Published 6 months ago by Ella
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Baye McNeil (a.k.a. Loco in Yokohama) is an author, freelance writer and blogger from Brooklyn, New York. He currently lives in Yokohama, Japan, where he teaches English. He is an aspiring hedonist, if only he found anything as pleasurable as opening a vein and sharing his pleasure and pain with readers. The closest he's come to paradise otherwise is spending a wintry day in an outdoor hot springs of a snowy valley beneath the mountains of Kusatsu Japan, with a bottle of Sake and a great book- a scenario he attempts to recreate, with varying success, every winter. He spends his free time reading, writing, taking photos of life on trains and in stations of Yokohama and blogging about life as an expat in Japan. This is his first book.

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