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Hidden [Paperback]

Tomas Mournian
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Book Description

January 25, 2011
When Ahmed's parents send him to a residential treatment center known as Serenity Ridge, it's with one goal: to "fix" their son, at any cost. But eleven months of abuse and overmedication leave him desperate to escape. And when the opportunity comes, Ahmed runs away to San Francisco.

There, he moves into a secret safe house shared by a group of teens. Until they become independent at eighteen, the housemates hide away from authorities, bound by rules that both protect and frustrate. Ahmed, now known as Ben, tries to adjust to a life lived in impossibly close quarters with people he barely knows, all of whom guard secrets of their own. But even if they succeed in keeping the world at bay, there's no hiding from each other or from themselves. And there's no avoiding the conflicts, crushes, loneliness, and desire that could shatter their fragile, complicated sanctuary at any moment. . .

"This fresh and original novel defies easy labels. It's knowing yet vulnerable, observant yet naive--a wholly unique and compelling read." --Rachel Cohn, New York Times bestselling author

Tomas Mournian attended U.C. Berkeley. A freelance journalist, he's written articles for The San Francisco Bay Guardian, Los Angeles Magazine, OUT, In Style and Marie Claire. His investigation journalism ("Hiding Out," "Anywhere But There," and "Girls Sent to Institutions") has been recognized with awards from the Peninsula Press Club, East Bay Press Club and NCCD Pass awards, with nominations by the GLAAD Media Awards and Pulitzer. Writing under a pseudonym, his plays have been produced internationally. He held the Eli Cantor Chair at The Corporation of Yaddo and lives in Los Angeles.

--This text refers to the Kindle Edition edition.

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Editorial Reviews

From Publishers Weekly

Based on a news article written for the San Francisco Bay Guardian, Mournian's exquisitely written and impossibly sad fiction debut charts America's latest version of the Underground Railroad. When 15-year-old Ahmed inadvertently outs himself to his parents, they take him to a residential treatment center in the Nevada desert, Serenity Ridge, where he's tortured, molested, and put through a "straight" rehabilitation program. After 11 months, Ahmed manages to escape to a safe house for runaway gay teens in San Francisco, where he meets a slew of other kids like himself, all with their own stories to tell, most just as traumatizing as his own or worse. But life inside the safe house is never entirely safe, as Ahmed, now known as Ben, learns to his sorrow just as he begins to let his guard down. Regardless of their sexual orientation, readers will wait with baited breath to the end, almost suffocating on the palpable sense of fear and claustrophobia that permeates this heartbreaking story. (Feb.)
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"Mournian's exquisitely written and impossibly sad fiction debut charts America's latest version of the Underground Railroad."
-Publisher's Weekly

"Hidden was terrifying, triggering and without a doubt one of the best novels I've read in very long time ... A stunning debut novel."
- LAMBDA Literary Review

"If you put The Diary of Anne Frank and Francesca Lea Block's Weetzie Bat into a blender and added a bit of spice, you'd get Hidden."
- American Library Association


"Mournian evokes the claustrophobia of a confined life, the terror of an uncertain future and the heartbreaking reality of family rejection with brilliant, ferocious insight in this one-of-a-kind debut."
- Richard La Bonte, Book Marks


"Hidden" is an easy book to get caught up in. Author Tomas Mournian switches gears by adding a tiniest amount of malevolence to the discomfort of a dozen varied personalities packed in a small area for an unspecified time. This only ratchets up the tension, making "Hidden" a heart-pounder. It's only a book. Those are the words you'll want to remember while reading this pulse-racing novel."
- Washington Blade

"In this bold, heart-wrenching coming-of-age novel, 15-year-old Ahmed confines the truth about his homosexuality to the pages of his notebook. Mournian vividly depicts the toll of Ahmed's sexual repression, "I wasn't just an outsider, I was an outsider among outsiders. Alone."
- More Magazine

Product Details

  • Paperback: 387 pages
  • Publisher: Kensington; Original edition (January 25, 2011)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 0758251319
  • ISBN-13: 978-0758251312
  • Product Dimensions: 5.5 x 1.1 x 8.3 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 12.8 ounces (View shipping rates and policies)
  • Average Customer Review: 3.4 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (16 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #1,005,282 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

More About the Author

read Huffington Post article, "Facing the Truth about #Reparative Therapy & #America'sWar on #Gay-Teens" http://huff.to/Jvj8RM

Journalist, Novelist, & Social Justice Activist, Tomas Mournian has been published in a wide range of consumer titles; Marie Claire, Los Angeles, InStyle, and blogs (Y.A.R.N., The Huffington Post & InReads.) For the San Francisco Bay Guardian, Tomas Mournian investigated and wrote 'Hiding Out', breaking the news story about gay teens who escaped from reparative-therapy "schools" and gay-to-straight bootcamps into an underground network of San Francisco safehouses. 'Hiding Out' won the Peninsula Press Club, East Bay Press Club and a GLAAD Media award. "Hiding Out" (watch it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2v8C2eexJ40), a documentary based on the article and produced by Tomas Mournian, was shown by George Michael during Equality Rocks. A voting member of PEN/USA, Tomas Mournian rewrote 'hidden' while in residency at Yaddo (where he was awarded the prestigious Eli Cantor Chair), studied at UC Berkeley and lives in Los Angeles. He can usually be found somewhere in the sun; with a book, coffee, yoga mat, or chocolate milkshake in hand.

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I recommend this book for teens 17 and up. Keyona  |  4 reviewers made a similar statement
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11 of 12 people found the following review helpful
2.0 out of 5 stars not so good March 21, 2011
By William
Format:Paperback
I wanted to like this book so badly, and the protagonist's voice was certainly original, but the plotting was so improbable that it was impossible for me to become emotionally invested in him or the narrative. One example: in the beginning the lesbian strippers (!?!) who rescue him from his rehab center drop him off...at the owner of the rehab's house? And tell him to go behind it and run up these stairs and then down a hill which will lead him to where some other people are going to meet him. Whaaaa? Why not just drive him to or near the next people who are going to meet him? Because then the owner wouldn't have the opportunity to see him through the window and release a bunch of dobermans who chase him as he climbs over a fence hehe...it's beyond ridiculous. Was this done as a fantastical JT Leroy-type fable I could have gone along on the journey, but clearly you are meant to believe that all of this is occurring in the real world, and it just doesn't work.
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5 of 5 people found the following review helpful
3.0 out of 5 stars Hidden-- even from the reader June 24, 2011
Format:Paperback
Ahmed is a likeable, real, and completely unreliable narrator. There is a real skill in creating a point of view who actually sounds like a 15 year old who has been drugged and traumatized.
The problem is that I kept waiting for the drugs to wear off so that the plot would start to make sense, but they never did and I always felt as confused as Ahmed.

Ahmed has just escaped from Serenity Ridge, a `treatment' program that was supposed to cure him of his homosexuality, where he was drugged, raped, and otherwise physically and psychologically abused. Through an elaborate plot of car chases, gun-totting super-models, and evil bus drivers, he escapes bounty-hunters and random murderers to end up in a safe-house. To avoid the tedium of life locked in a safe-house, there are flirtations and flings, and one never knows when police or rapists will break in or when the kids in the house will turn murderous or betray him. There is psychological truth in Ahmed's confusion after the abuse he has gone through, but the author does not provide hints to let the reader understand the truth beyond Ahmed's addled understanding.

As I read, I kept asking myself why people are so interested in finding these queer kids? There are thousands of young people on the street who parents have disposed of, why are these parents so interested in getting them back that they would put up large bounties? Not all of the kids have rich parents, so who is interested enough to pay for this? Is it just in Ahmed's imagination? But everyone else believes there are bounty-hunters looking for them, too, including the adult who is responsible for the house.
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5 of 5 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars A heart-wrenching tale. April 2, 2011
Format:Paperback
I can already tell you right now that this review is going to be a jumble of thoughts. I finished reading Hidden just a few moments ago and I'm not even sure how to explain what is going on in my head right now. It's a blur of emotions really. Hatred. Disgust. Pure and utter sympathy. Understanding. This is one of those books that I can't even classify as a tough read. No, it's more like a necessary read that tears your heart out, gives you tons of new information you never knew you needed to know, then puts you back together into a much more whole person. Does that make any sense at all?

Although the synopsis shows the story focusing around Ahmed, and it does, there are so many more vivid characters that are presented to the reader. Ahmed, or Ben as he is known throughout most of the book, is wrenched out of his "normal" existence and placed into a treatment center for queer teens. His parents have one thought. To get him out of their lives until a "cure" for what he is can be found. When he finally finds the means of escape, he is thrown into an underground world full of people who understand him, even if they don't quite understand themselves. These characters, and their dark pasts, become a sense of introspection for Ben as he navigates his way through his new found "freedom".

Yes, this book is gritty. It's realistic. Reading it was like watching a documentary unfold. I began to believe in the characters between the pages. I rooted for them. I felt for them and wanted to understand them. I wish I could say more, but honestly Hidden is such a complex and masterful piece of work that nothing I say can truly do it justice. To say that this book touched me is an understatement of the deepest kind.
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6 of 7 people found the following review helpful
Format:Paperback
This debut novel tells the story of Ahmed, a gay 15 year old boy who is sent by his parents to a residential facility that supposedly will turn him straight. After eleven months of abuse at the hands of the facility's staff, Ahmed fakes a severe toothache to get his parents to pick him up for medical care, and then escapes from them at the first rest stop. It is there that he meets up with an underground network of facilitators who transport him to nearby San Francisco, where he hides out in an apartment filled with other teens in similar situations. Forced to stay out of sight, to dye his hair and adopt a new name (Ben), he quickly forms a common bond with the other male and female inhabitants of this overcrowded "safehouse," learning as much about them as they are cautiously willing to share. He makes friends, potential enemies, develops crushes, and ultimately learns to trust some people and be wary of others. All the time, they know that the apartment door might be broken down any minute, and they could end up being sent back to the facility. It's a thought that gives many of them a fatalistic approach to life, making it even more dangerous for everyone there.

Author Mournian has a background as a journalist, and based this story on the real-life similar safehouses and rescue network that he uncovered in a feature he wrote for the San Francisco Bay Guardian. It is a well-written, emotionally raw chronicle of what some misguided parents put their kids through, thinking it will bring them closer together, when the exact opposite is the only possible result. This is a highly recommended, powerful book with a compelling message about acceptance and love for all. Five stars out of five.

- Bob Lind, Echo Magazine
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
3.0 out of 5 stars Just Okay
The book was recommend in my book club. I was disappointed because the story was so specific to a young readership. There were some fairly interesting social and cultural issues. Read more
Published 5 months ago by James W Fisher
1.0 out of 5 stars Sorry....
As long as parents can "admit" their GLBT kids to treatment facilities for so-called "reparative therapy" there will be compelling stories to tell. Read more
Published 12 months ago by Phallix
1.0 out of 5 stars 'Hidden'
First off let me tell you that I stopped half way through. Perhaps it got better but i couldn't bear reading any further. Read more
Published 13 months ago by CMp
1.0 out of 5 stars Painful to read !
This book was dark , and depressing to read , I kept on reading thinking there must be some thing interesting coming up in the story but it never happened! Read more
Published 13 months ago by Fasha
5.0 out of 5 stars Honest and though, but full of hope
I found this book in my local library and was simply impressed by the cover. I just love how the face of this boy shows you nothing and everything, it's just a great photograph and... Read more
Published 13 months ago by Anna Heer
5.0 out of 5 stars Have you been to the edge?
Reading some of the other reviews that talk about the main character's haze, I'm guessing these aren't people who have been to the edge. Read more
Published 14 months ago by E.B.d.M. e C.
2.0 out of 5 stars not my favorite
I purchased this book for my kindle and it was delivered in a timely fashion, as usual. The book itself was not my favorite. It was difficult to read sometimes. Read more
Published 18 months ago by Colleen
1.0 out of 5 stars I couldn't finish
As much as I pushed myself to read this book, way past where I wanted to stop, I just couldn't finish it; and for me that is really, really rare. Read more
Published 22 months ago by A. Barger
5.0 out of 5 stars hidden? safe?
I'm not a "professional" reviewer, just an average Joe who happens to enjoy a good novel!
You know that so warn out phrase that starts with, "Once I picked it up," and ends... Read more
Published on June 18, 2011 by Jymbo
5.0 out of 5 stars What Good Writing Should Do
I had a review of this book and because I have a deep concern for the damgers that gay young folks face in spite of our "liberated" or at least, more accepting, culture, I decided... Read more
Published on May 3, 2011 by David Rockwell
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