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Hours of Torture, Years of Silence : My Soul Was the Scene of the Crime

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When I found this book, I was first of all amazed that this author would be able to write her experience in the fullness she could, to reach inside and be able to describe what torture and pain "felt" like. I had dicovered my own torture at the age of 18, and even though I had been seeing a Psychologist for a year, I found strength and compassion for myself and others who have had to experience such a personal crime. Teresa helped me find within myself a new pathway of healing. Her abilities of expression in writing, as well as her description of the torture and what it did to her, were frightening, yet she caused me to go on, instead of turn inside.

A picture of her own healing is portrayed, giving others the strength to go on. A book that turned my entire life around, and even though the journey is not easy by all means, it gave me determination and a resource to view when I wanted to quit.
Thank you to this author, her beautiful ability to write, and to write about a subject many would turn away due to their own fear.

This nation, as well as the world, need to realize these types of events happen each day and many either go on, or if help is not found, commit suicide, due to the lack of society to understand or for them to close their eyes to the evils of some in the societies of our world.

A must read for not only those of rape, violence, and torture, but as well, for clinicians who practice Psychology in helping survivors heal.

In Hours of Torture, Years of Silence, Teresa tells a story of the horror and betrayal. A story of 14 horrific hours where she was the attention of an animal, high on drugs. The brutality and loneliness of her story and survival instincts allowed her to escape and live her life, in pain.

The book draws you in as if you are in the house, the room, with her. You feel the anxiety, terror, pain, and humiliation that a victim of rape feels. When she escapes from the clutches of death you escape with her.

Very powerful and moving true story. This book will help people understand what a victim of rape has gone through.

I bought this book for my girlfriend to help her find ways to recover from a very brutual attack that occurred when she was much younger.

This book was very effective for her because it paralleled her experience: a prolonged assault involving extensive contact with her attacker. In addition, it addressed the Post Tramautic Stress Disorder (PTSD) problems she has been encountering as a result of the attack.

If someone you love has suffered from an attack, books like this can help both you and them understand what has happened and how they might be feeling. My girlfriend had trouble articulating her feelings about the attack and this book (and others) helped her overcome her difficulties and express herself.

In this book, Teresa Lauer shares the story of her brutal rape and torture, the aftermath of struggling with PTSD, and her struggle to achieve some kind of peace and equanimity in her life. The fact that she eventually triumphs over the horrific violence she experienced is inspiring, and a testament to the strength of the human spirit. Teresa's honesty about her feelings and struggles will be especially reassuring to other rape survivors - as a victim of sexual assault myself, I highly recommend this book to anyone with a similar experience, or to anyone who wants to know the real truth about rape, and the toll it takes on a woman's life.

I would like to meet Teresa Lauer. I would like to give her a big hug and thank her for having the extraordinary bravery to write about her intensely painful journey.

I actually came across this book by doing a search on people's experience with therapy. And it *is* a fascinating account of Teresa's experience with her wonderful therapist, Gary. However, it ended up being so, so much more.

I could not read this this book in one sitting...or five. Not because it wasn't compelling enough to do so - it truly was. But Teresa is such a gifted writer that she literally brings you into the house with her where she survived such a horrible ordeal. There were times when her words took my breath away and overwhelmed me with sadness. But she also made me want to be with her in that house...and I absolutely needed to stay with her until she made it out.

This book will make you think...and it will *definitely* make you feel. When Teresa goes through the equally devastating ordeal of losing her baby and her boyfriend, Rob, reveals his secret to her, I gasped so loudly that my husband came running from several rooms away to make sure I was okay. I was so shocked, saddened and ultimately enraged that I truly thought I would be ill. So, yes, this book will make you feel.

If you are a survivor of such an assault, or you know someone who is a survivor, you should buy this book. It will not be easy to get through...but in honor of Teresa...and in honor of all of us who have been through a similar situation, it should be read. And Ms. Lauer should be commended for her tremendous bravery and incredible human spirit.

Thank you, Teresa.

Teresa continues to inspire me, this is the second time I read this book, and I am nothing short of amazed at her courage and strength. This book outlines and details some of the most traumatic
experiences anyone should never have to endure and yet she is blessed with a hopefullness that we can only aspire to. Teresa, your gift are your words.

This hit every nerve of mine from start to finish. I am glad to see the author did not hold out on any detail or any emotion. This has helped me.

I not only appreciated the candidness of this book, I read it in just a few days and I am not a reader. It gripped my attention and was a great comfort to understand that I was not alone. It is raw and detailed so if you are not up for that I would not suggest this book for you. It illicits a lot of emotion. I think it is a good and educational book for anyone to understand what women go through physically and emotionally during such a horrific event.