I grew up in Phil Deaver's hometown of Tuscola, IL; Phil graduated from high school two years ahead of my brother, Glen, who was in Phil's sister, Maureen's, class. Their parents were heroic icons of our little town; their father was our family doctor, and their mom, Althea, was a nurse and my sister's number one hero who encouraged my sister to go to nursing school. Dr. Deaver was killed in a horrific auto accident by an alleged drunk driver, which incident I don't think the town has ever really gotten over. Phil addresses his grief, memories and the unfinished stories of his dad's life and death, as well as his mom's dying attempts at normalcy ("Isn't this fun?!"). I found the book of poems very cathartic - even though I left Tuscola long years ago, I felt the same knot in my stomach that had been there since hearing of Dr. Deaver's death, and that knot has been released in reading his son's musings. Along with the sad, grief- and question-filled thoughts of his parents, Phil describes our hometown in colorful detail, so that I instantly found myself immersed in the sounds, smells and colors of our town that was surrounded on all sides by corn fields and bean fields. Lest you think this is a book written by some country hick, Phil also interweaves events and thoughts that have occurred since his leaving town to seek his fortune. I had no idea Phil had become a writer and a teacher of writing!! But I'm not surprised - we had terrific teachers who could recognize writing ability in those young, restless adolescents who populated the high school's halls. I stumbled upon Phil's poem, "Flying" in "The Writers Almanac" sent to me by a friend. When the word "Tuscola" jumped off the computer screen at me, I had to re-read the poem several times, at which point, the name, Philip F. Deaver, suddenly made sense. Phil deserves a much larger audience than he has at the moment. Please give this wonderful book a read and it will cause you to thirst for more of his works!