If I Told You Once [Paperback]

Judy Budnitz (Author)

Book Description

Publication Date: February 5, 2001

This tale begins in the deep, and deeply magical, European forest, in the world depicted in Chagall's paintings and Grimms' "Fairy Tales", and proceeds to tell the story of four generations of women from one fated family.

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Amazon.com Review

Judy Budnitz's debut novel, If I Told You Once, introduces us to Ilana, a peasant girl living sometime at the beginning of the 20th century, in an unnamed European town so gray that "the color of an egg yolk is something of a miracle." This is a place as timeless and vivid as fairy tales, with figures from Russian folklore cast against real-world horrors like rape, cannibalism, and genocide.

Not to say that all is gloomy in Budnitz's world. That's certainly not the case for Ilana, who is inspired to escape her environs for America, the only place with an actual name in the whole book. Here, Ilana's voyage turns into an immigrant's story of poverty, love, and loss. Budnitz also abandons much of the magical realism that fuels her tale's first 100 pages. What replaces the nonstop parade of wonders is a narrative device--suddenly the story is told from the point of view of Ilana's daughter, Sashie; then by Sashie's daughter, Mara; and finally by Nomie, Mara's niece.

As each woman speaks her mind on the American experience and the wounds of the heart, what emerges is a multi-generational saga that not only traverses time and geography, but sensibility as well. The novel is so well paced that the four narrators manage to keep up with the times without having to lean too heavily on cultural benchmarks like world events, slang, and references to pop songs. Budnitz's method is much more integrated, gently conveying a sense of time and tradition slipping away.

Even as Sashie and Mara dismiss the magical stories of Ilana's youth as fabrications, these tales resonate through a novel of great mythic weight. Here, nothing less than the modern world is ushered into being through the voices of girls who become lovers, lovers who become wives, and wives who become mothers. Miracles, indeed. --Ryan Boudinot --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.

From Publishers Weekly

This disquieting debut novel from the author of the praised short story collection Flying Leap singes itself artfully into the imagination with its hard-edged, folktale-influenced exploration of the fate of four generations of women in Eastern Europe and America. During WWI, young Ilana vows to escape her village, surrounded by bandits and timber wolves, and the life (continual pregnancies, hard physical labor) she is certain to inherit. Braving a cold, surreal world where wolves walk on their hind legs and severed feet turn up by the side of the road, she finds shelter with the witchlike healer Baba before meeting Shmuel, a musician who tells her about America. Together, Shmuel and Ilana flee their unnamed, devastated country for a new life in New York City. While Shmuel works as a musician and actor, Ilana cares for their twin boys and daughter, Sashie. Like her mother, Ilana favors the boys and neglects Sashie, reinforcing a pattern of fierce love and self-destruction that will be adopted by Sashie; Sashie's daughter, Mara; and Sashie's son's daughter, Nomie: "They are treading in circles in their in-looking lives, circles within circles, getting smaller and smaller until soon they will be spinning in place." As these women mourn the fates of the men they've glorified (Ilana's twin sons are killed in WWII, Sashie's husband is unfaithful, Mara's brother falls in love with the wrong woman), each telling her own story in short, alternating sections, the line between fantasy and reality blurs. Finally Ilana, through Nomie, resolves to break the cycle of madness. Budnitz's hypnotic prose, as tight as a coiled spring, dream imagery (both poetic and fierce) and instinct for the grotesque cast a weird light on familiar subject matter, and owe as much to Isaac Bashevis Singer's early demon-haunted fables as to contemporary multigenerational sagas. Although eventually the emotionally dark atmosphere may enervate the reader, the novel has a haunting power. Agent, Leigh Feldman at Darhansoff and Verrill. Author tour. (Nov.)
Copyright 1999 Reed Business Information, Inc. --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.

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Product Details

• Paperback: 300 pages
• Publisher: Flamingo (February 5, 2001)
• Language: English
• ISBN-10: 000655184X
• ISBN-13: 978-0006551843
• Product Dimensions: 7.6 x 5 x 0.9 inches
• Shipping Weight: 9.1 ounces
• Average Customer Review: 4.0 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (17 customer reviews)
• Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #6,455,068 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

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7 of 8 people found the following review helpful:

5.0 out of 5 stars Poignant commentary on womanhood, January 17, 2000

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Heather McGee (Chatsworth, CA USA) - See all my reviews

This review is from: If I Told You Once (Hardcover)

Judy Budnitz's imagination is wild enough to be exciting but restrained enough to stay focused on the matter at hand. In _If I Told You Once_, she tackles womanhood, adeptly and with amazing insight. Though the characters are harsh and conflicted, both internally and in relationship, their voices are crisp and honest and unapologetically eccentric.

I look forward to Ms. Budnitz's long and fruitful literary career. It's going to be a good one.

7 of 8 people found the following review helpful:

3.0 out of 5 stars good book, but, January 2, 2000

By A Customer

This review is from: If I Told You Once (Hardcover)

I was somewhat disappointed in it, after the stellar heights Flying Leap reached. The magical fairy tale elements were fun and sometimes riveting, especially in the beginning, but the overall telling, the voices employed - for me grew curiously flat over the length of the novel, and seemed somewhat indistinguisable from one another. That weakness in voice was the main drawback - the deadpan delivery often comes up short on reflection and internalization, and finally rendered the story predictable, despite clever plot twists. Reading the stories of Flying Leap, I was constantly startled and amazed by the richness of invention, and here, I was engaged and surprised, but only sporadically, and never to the degree that the short stories acheived. I still enjoyed the book, I just wasn't transported.

12 of 16 people found the following review helpful:

5.0 out of 5 stars brilliant, November 1, 1999

By A Customer

This review is from: If I Told You Once (Hardcover)

IF I TOLD YOU ONCE is a genius work of pure imagination, seamlessly fusing the old world and the new in a stirring epic chronicling three generations of women. Utterly haunting, poignant, and unforgettable.