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If You Could See What I See [Kindle Edition]

Cathy Lamb
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Book Description

In this moving, insightful new novel, acclaimed author Cathy Lamb delves into the heart of going home again, the challenge of facing loss--and the freedom of finally letting go. . .

For decades, the women in Meggie O'Rourke's family have run Lace, Satin, and Baubles, a lingerie business that specializes in creations as exquisitely pretty as they are practical. The dynamic in Meggie's family, however, is perpetually dysfunctional. In fact, if Meggie weren't being summoned back to Portland, Oregon, by her grandmother, she'd be inclined to stay away all together.

Since her husband's death a year ago, Meggie's emotions have been in constant flux, and so has her career as a documentary film maker. Finding ways to keep the family business afloat--and dealing with her squabbling sister and cousin--will at least give her a temporary focus. To draw customers to their website, Meggie decides to interview relatives and employees about their first bras and favorite lingerie. She envisions something flip and funny, but the confessions that emerge are unexpectedly poignant. There are stories of first loves and aching regrets, passionate mistakes and surprising rendezvous. And as the revelations illuminate her family's past, Meggie begins to find her own way forward.

With warmth and unflinching humor, If You Could See What I See explores the tender truths we keep close--and what can happen when we find the courage to bare them to the world.



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About the Author

Cathy Lamb lives in Oregon. She is married with three children. She writes late at night when it’s just her and the moon and a few shooting stars.

Product Details

  • File Size: 726 KB
  • Print Length: 449 pages
  • Page Numbers Source ISBN: 0758259409
  • Publisher: Kensington Books (July 30, 2013)
  • Sold by: Amazon Digital Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B00BPYGP2W
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #19,037 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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19 of 20 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars I laughed, I cried, I loved July 31, 2013
Format:Paperback
This isn't the first novel I have read by Cathy Lamb, in 2011 I borrowed Henry's Sisters from the library and though I never wrote a full review I gave the book five stars and wrote "I would give it more if I could." When I finished If You Could See What I See, the first thing I did was make a note that read "I laughed, I cried, I loved!" and the second thing I did was to order the author's entire back list.

Articulating why I so adored this novel is difficult because I can't isolate one particular element that I can identify as extraordinary. There is just something about the way in which Lamb writes that works for me.

In simplistic terms, the story of If You Could See What I See begins when Meggie O'Rourke, still struggling with the fall out from her disastrous marriage, returns home to Oregon to rescue her beloved grandmother's failing lingerie company from financial ruin. Buffeted by her grandmother's indomitable will and her sisters rivalry, Meggie has to find a way to secure both herself, and Lace, Satin and Baubles, a future.

But If You Could See What I See offers so much more than this neat summary reveals. The shocking truth of Meggie's marriage, the complex dynamics of her family and their relationships, the foundation on which the company was built and the lives of the people who work for it, all create a story that is both hilarious and heartbreaking. Similarly, the characters will shock and surprise you, from Brianna O'Rourke's frank discussions about sexual satisfaction on national TV to Hayden's revelation that he is a girl stuck in a boy's body.

There is grief, pain and tragedy, deeply felt and sensitively explored, but all tempered by heart, humour and even romance. A story about love, family and courage, I laughed, I cried, I loved!
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15 of 17 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars If You Could See What I See July 30, 2013
Format:Kindle Edition
Ladies, burn your beige bras! Wear purple lace; red satin with gold tassels; or even leather! But never again wear boring beige. NEVER!

Meggie O'Rourke is a mess. For the past year she's been traveling the globe trying to outrun the nightmares and daymares of her husband's death and her marriage. She is broken. It's time to go home to Portland, Oregon. The family's business, Lace, Satin and Baubles, a high-end lingerie company, started by her Grandmother, Regan O'Rourke is in trouble. Meggie's sisters, Lacey (CFO) and Tory (Chief Designer), are completely at odds and their fighting certainly isn't helping the company to stay afloat. Meggie needs a plan to save the company. Using her documentary filmmaking career skills, she comes up with one.

"...I would often think when I was filming...If you could see what I see..."

Lacey is the harried mother of three and the three children all have issues. Hayden is a girl stuck in a boy's body. Cassidy is a pot-smoking, sex addicted, baking obsessed, Prom Queen. Regan~~sweet Regan named after his Great Grandma~~he's the big-hearted boy with the big appetite who rescues every animal he finds.

Tory, who never quite felt like a "real O'Rourke woman", is a hot-tempered little spitfire adopted into the O'Rourke family at the age of five when her parents were killed in an auto accident; separated from her husband, Scotty; and, furious that he isn't trying harder to get her back. Think revenge in the form of a large male appendage mounted in the front lawn. (Oh Ms. Lamb, how do you come up with this stuff?)

Brianna O'Rourke, Meggie, Lacey and Tory's Mother, is a nationally known sex therapist. (That may explain the large male appendage mounted on the front lawn.
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9 of 10 people found the following review helpful
1.0 out of 5 stars How many problems can you cram in a book August 25, 2013
By Isolina
Format:Paperback|Verified Purchase
This is the first time I've read anything from this author and I thought the time spent in reading it was a waste. It seemed like the author was determined to bring in as many problems as possible: spousal abuse, suicide, rape, several rapes in fact, promiscuity,sex confusion,stalking,etc. The adult males were the only ones who were anywhere normal. I just kept thinking, oh come on you've got to be kidding. I read all genres and I have favorites in all and I'm willing to give any writer a chance but this was beyond ridiculous. I seriously doubt that I will every read anything of hers again.
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10 of 12 people found the following review helpful
Format:Paperback
I thought nothing would ever beat Ms. Lamb's last book, "A Different Kind of Normal". Boy, was I wrong! In this latest heart-wrenching, roller-coaster ride of a story, we travel to Portland, Oregon and meet Meggie O'Rourke, a beautiful but bedraggled documentary film maker with low self esteem. Meggie has been summoned back to Portland by her small in stature, but mighty in will Grandma, Regan O'Rourke, founder and owner of the lingerie co., "Lace, Satin and Baubles". Meggie takes up residence in a tree house and is reunited with her Sisters, family-oriented Lacey and spicy and spirited Tory. Their Grandmother hopes, with Meggie's return, that her faltering company can turn around and that the Sisters can unite as a family. What a tall order! Especially with the personality clashes between Lacey and Tory and troubles surrounding the employees. The Sister/Company turmoil is not all Meggie must cope with, as she must fight the demons that invade her nightmares and daymares. Her mental as well as physical health is affected, plus her ability to trust, love and enjoy the life she once knew. Perhaps a handsome hunk of a Police Chief who lives across the street could be of assistance? Maybe not.
We add to the already chaotic mix, Meggie, Lacey and Tory's Mother, Brianna O'Rourke, who is a famous outspoken Sex Therapist and loyal, lovable and sweet but blunt Kalani Noe, who owns/manages the factory in Sri Lanke with an iron hand--only to find out she has a story of her own to tell as well. Through it all, age-old secrets are revealed and love thought lost may be found. The Author handles difficult topics like suicide, transgender and bullying with tact and tenderness, but, above all we are subtly reminded not to judge another until you have walked a mile in their shoes.
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1.0 out of 5 stars Vulgar
I disliked this book, period.
Published 3 days ago by Jane Smith
4.0 out of 5 stars A thought provoking book
I had a little trouble getting into this book but once I did, couldn't put it down. Story pulls at your heart strings and makes you really think about life and the lives of... Read more
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1.0 out of 5 stars Boring
I could not stand the details of this story. It was a slow going book. The relationships were not as touching as I would like.
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4.0 out of 5 stars Family is a strange and wonderful thing
Every time I read a Cathy Lamb book, it helps me deal with my own feelings of family. The eccentric members, the family fights, the secrets. Read more
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Very good read! Hard to put it down. The characters are having issues which are real. A surprise ending. Read more
Published 11 days ago by Mary Rowlands
4.0 out of 5 stars ... novels by Cathy Lamb so far and I highly recommend them to anyone...
I have read two novels by Cathy Lamb so far and I highly recommend them to anyone looking for characters that aren't perfect but who you will like and care about.
Published 11 days ago by Martha Peterschmidt
5.0 out of 5 stars Loved it. She is one of my favorite authors
Loved it. She is one of my favorite authors. She deals with almost crazy in creations the way I think us almost crazy folk deal. Laughed and cried and enjoyed both.
Published 11 days ago by Emma Grow
4.0 out of 5 stars Delightful
A fast read, delightful, entertaining, a great break from the "heavier" novels I am reading. Uplifting.
Published 12 days ago by Catherine Perry
5.0 out of 5 stars A "must read" book
Fascinating characters whose lives are all intertwined in a story--- I wanted to keep reading to see what would happen next. cannot wait to read another book by Cathy Lamb.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Funny and sad.
The characters in this book are so real and so flawed you feel you could really relate to them. Great treading.
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Cathy Lamb was born in Newport Beach, California. As a child, she mastered the art of skateboarding, catching butterflies in bottles, and riding her bike with no hands. When she was 10, her parents moved her, two sisters, a brother, and two poorly behaved dogs to Oregon before she could fulfill her lifelong dream of becoming a surfer bum.

She then embarked on her notable academic career where she earned good grades now and then, spent a great deal of time daydreaming, ran wild with a number of friends, and landed on the newspaper staff in high school. When she saw her byline above an article about people making out in the hallways of the high school, she knew she had found her true calling.


After two years of partying at the University of Oregon, she settled down for the next three years and earned her bachelor's and master's degrees in education, and became a fourth grade teacher. It was difficult for her to become proper and conservative but she threw out her red cowboy boots and persevered. She had no choice. She had to eat, and health insurance is expensive.


She met her husband on a blind date. A mutual friend who was an undercover vice cop busting drug dealers set them up. It was love at third sight.

Teaching children about the Oregon Trail and multiplication facts amused her until she became so gigantically pregnant with twins she looked like a small cow and could barely walk. With a three year old at home, she decided it was time to make a graceful exit and waddle on out. She left school one day and never went back. She likes to think her students missed her.


When Cathy was no longer smothered in diapers and pacifiers, she took a turn onto the hazardous road of freelance writing and wrote about 200 articles on homes, home décor, people and fashion for a local newspaper. As she is not fashionable and can hardly stand to shop, it was an eye opener for her to find that some women actually do obsess about what to wear. She also learned it would probably be more relaxing to slam a hammer against one's forehead than engage in a large and costly home remodeling project.


Cathy suffers from, "I Would Rather Play Than Work Disease" which prevents her from getting much work done unless she has a threatening deadline. She likes to hang with family and friends, walk, eat chocolate, camp, travel, and is slightly obsessive about the types of books she reads. She also likes to be left alone a lot so she can hear all the odd characters in her head talk to each other and then transfer that oddness to paper. The characters usually don't start to talk until 10:00 at night, however, so she is often up 'til 2:00 in the morning with them. That is her excuse for being cranky.


She adores her children and husband, except when he refuses to take his dirty shoes off and walks on the carpet. She will ski because her children insist, but she secretly doesn't like it at all. Too cold and she falls all the time.


She is currently working on her next book and isn't sleeping much.

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