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January First: A Child's Descent into Madness and Her Father's Struggle to Save Her [Kindle Edition]

Michael Schofield
4.3 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (379 customer reviews)

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Book Description

Michael Schofield’s daughter January is at the mercy of her imaginary friends, except they aren’t the imaginary friends that most young children have; they are hallucinations. And January is caught in the conflict between our world and their world, a place she calls Calalini.  Some of these hallucinations, like “24 Hours,” are friendly and some, like “400 the Cat” and “Wednesday the Rat,” bite and scratch her until she does what they want.  They often tell her to scream at strangers, jump out of buildings, and attack her baby brother. 
At six years old, January Schofield, “Janni,” to her family, was diagnosed with schizophrenia, one of the worst mental illnesses known to man.  What’s more, schizophrenia is 20 to 30 times more severe in children than in adults and in January’s case, doctors say, she is hallucinating 95 percent of the time that she is awake. Potent psychiatric drugs that would level most adults barely faze her. 

A New York Times bestseller, January First captures Michael and his family's remarkable story in a narrative that forges new territory within books about mental illness. In the beginning, readers see Janni’s incredible early potential: her brilliance, and savant-like ability to learn extremely abstract concepts. Next, they witnesses early warning signs that something is not right, Michael’s attempts to rationalize what’s happening, and his descent alongside his daughter into the abyss of schizophrenia.  Their battle has included a two-year search for answers, countless medications and hospitalizations, allegations of abuse, despair that almost broke their family apart and, finally, victories against the illness and a new faith that they can create a life for Janni filled with moments of happiness. 
A compelling, unsparing and passionate account, January First vividly details Schofield’s commitment to bring his daughter back from the edge of insanity.  It is a father’s soul-baring memoir of the daily struggles and challenges he and his wife face as they do everything they can to help Janni while trying to keep their family together. 

Editorial Reviews


"An unflinching portrait of the scourge of mental illness." ---Kirkus

About the Author

Michael Schofield is the author of January First: A Child's Descent into Madness and Her Father's Struggle to Save Her and the cofounder, with his wife, Susan, of the Jani Foundation.

An AudioFile Earphones Award winner and Audie Award finalist, Patrick Lawlor is also an accomplished stage actor.

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  • File Size: 1541 KB
  • Print Length: 322 pages
  • Page Numbers Source ISBN: 030771909X
  • Publisher: Broadway Books; Reprint edition (August 7, 2012)
  • Sold by: Random House LLC
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B0058Z4NK0
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  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #36,568 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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77 of 91 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars A wonderful, compelling read August 7, 2012
Format:Hardcover|Verified Purchase
I know of Jani from TV. I arrived home from work and found that January First had arrived. I was tired and grumpy and had many work tasks to complete this evening. I took a peek at just the first chapter and never stopped reading. I think Michael has written a wonderful, honest, heartbreaking story and I am so grateful he has written it. I do not have a family member with a mental illness but since learning about Jani I have been paying more attention and have come to realize that help for these families is just what Michael describes, hard to come by. It is difficult for me to realize how arduous and lonely and scary such a struggle would be. I think it is so important that you were honest, that you shared your doubt and your conflicting emotions. Living in a state of exhaustion and fear is a state of being where few could tread with certainty. I honor your journey and am grateful Jani has you both. I found the triumph of love to be the enduring message.

I highly recommend this book. It is an invitation to take a walk with two people who have been to the depths of despair and came up with hope. It is also the story of not giving up, period. Ever.
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125 of 152 people found the following review helpful
2.0 out of 5 stars A father's descent into madness... December 24, 2012
I wanted to like this book. I truly did. After seeing a documentary about Jani, the daily struggles of a schizophrenic child piqued my interest. But, sadly, the father's ego and sense of entitlement got in the way of her story. His self-aggrandizing position of superiority above those around him and dozens of inconsistencies in his actions proved to be too much to stomach:

His description of his daughter is akin to viewing her as a science experiment, and yet he seems truly amazed that despite her "genius" she wants to be a normal child. It's sad that I know Jani's IQ (stated ad nauseum throughout the book, to the point of embarrassment) but not HER hopes and dreams. My heart goes out to poor Jani. While Mr. Schofield clearly loves her, he has yet to realize that gifted intelligence is by no means unique to his daughter.

Jani's aggression is well-documented throughout the book, yet consistent discipline is presented as a `novel' concept towards the end of the book, only after a therapist suggested they not give in to a five year old's demands. Seriously? One might question whether some of her behavioral issues could have been curtailed with parenting 101 - don't negotiate with a toddler.

The family insists on keeping a dog, despite repeated attempts by Jani to harm or attack the poor animal. Worse, the father and mother at various points in the story feel compelled to include Jani on walks and during play.

The father describes ongoing beatings, but as a teacher at a local college, makes no mention of whether inevitable bruising from such forceful blows would cause others to raise questions. Seems odd that bloody lips, scratches, and kicks wouldn't be noticed.
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39 of 47 people found the following review helpful
1.0 out of 5 stars Parenting license required February 27, 2013
By M.Yates
Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
I had great expectations of this book having read and seen advance publicity promoting it. I've also taken the time to check out some videos of this child. I work in the field so I'm not unfamiliar with the subject matter.
If the father intended to sound opinionated and arrogant he succeeded spectacularly. Initially I felt sympathy for his wife but that was short lived. Both these parents have contributed to this child's dysfunction. It's evident in early videos that the parents were perpetuating the 'imaginary friends' scenario. Dad's 'playing along' with these imaginary friends has ensured their continued existence.The child presents on the autistic spectrum and her massive behavioural issues are directly related to her parents. I'm pretty well speechless at what the parents have created here and apparently have done with their second child also.
On a literary level, the book is poorly written. Anyone who thinks this book is otherwise is deluded. I persevered with this book hoping that Dad would develop some insight into his unpleasant personality but again I was disappointed.
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32 of 39 people found the following review helpful
2.0 out of 5 stars Interesting story buried beneath the author's ego November 4, 2012
By Lily
This is an interesting story that might have been more effectively told if the author could have reigned in his ego. He seems to have some of the same problems from which his poor daughter suffers--excessive anger, the insistence on turning every exchange with other people into a power struggle and chronic impulsivity. While I felt great sympathy for the parents and have no doubt their daughter has some form of mental illness or disability for which there are few services, he was so unsympathetic that it diminished the book's impact. The topper was when he called his father to ask if there was any mental illness in his family and then later reveals he was hospitalized for explosive anger and fire-setting as a youth. Did he forget that little detail? He seemed to identify with his daughter to an unhealthy degree and blame his wife when she was not willing to sacrifice everything and everyone to make Jani happy for the moment. He seemed more like a pal than a parent at times. Perhaps a professional writer would have been more objective. Use of the present tense made me feel I was trapped in the father's angry head for the whole book and I wondered if some of the episodes were exaggerated a bit. Not a great reading experience.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
Awesome book
Published 2 days ago by marie walsh
5.0 out of 5 stars January First review
Great read...Candid and raw, Michael Schofield shows sides of himself most would be afraid to talk about. Read more
Published 6 days ago by Mia L Moll
1.0 out of 5 stars This book is so bad I can barely find the words...
Oh my god I just wanted to punch this man. Where do I even begin. He tries to raise his child with a complete lack of discipline due to her "illness" and her high I.Q. Read more
Published 17 days ago by Amazon Customer
1.0 out of 5 stars Incredibly dehumanizing.
The title of this book is a misnomer: it claims we're talking about January FIRST, but what we're really seeing is the author's reactions to his child's struggle. Read more
Published 1 month ago by Angela Kip
5.0 out of 5 stars I felt so sad for the whole family
It was a very interesting book. I felt so sad for the whole family, especially when it took so long to get a diagnosis for Jani. I hoope the family continues to do well.
Published 1 month ago by Nancy W Lyday
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
Excellent book! Interesting, informative, a must-read!
Published 2 months ago by Velma Gross
5.0 out of 5 stars Schizophrenia is thought to be an adults only disease but Janni...
Excellent book noting how schizophrenia affects a child and her parents. It also tells of the methods of trying to
control the disease through medicines, altering behavior,... Read more
Published 2 months ago by Janice Zablocki
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
Published 2 months ago by terri stone
5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing! I can't say enough about Jani and her ...
Amazing! I can't say enough about Jani and her family. Some parents out there would not work so hard to give their child a normal life, but Jani's parents did. Read more
Published 3 months ago by Karen
4.0 out of 5 stars Interesting Book about a Young Girl with Mental Illness
This was a good book, I think it was worth the read. There was a personal reason why I read it.
I found Jani's story to be very interesting and near similar to a behavior... Read more
Published 3 months ago by Gabrielle
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Miss Psychology, you have no kids or credentials, just a lot of sick hate for people you don't know. Your obsessed with the Schofields and stalk them and lie about them. You don't make any sense at all.

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