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Kamikaze Boys [Kindle Edition]

Jay Bell
4.6 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (53 customer reviews)

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Book Description

From the author of Something Like Summer...

True love is worth fighting for.

My name is Connor Williams and people say I'm crazy. But that's not who I am. They also think I'm straight, and mean, and dangerous. But that's not who I am. The stories people tell, all those legends which made me an outsider--they don't mean a thing. Only my mother and my younger brother matter to me. Funny then that I find myself wanting to stand up for someone else. David Henry, that kind-of-cute guy who keeps to himself, he's about to get his ass beat by a bunch of dudes bigger than him. I could look away, let him be one more causality of this cruel world... But that's not who I am.

Kamikaze Boys is a story of love triumphant as two young men walk a perilous path in the hopes of saving each other.

Editorial Reviews


A winner in the 25th annual Lambda Literary Awards for gay romance, and winner of two Goodread's M/M Romance Member's Choice awards.

About the Author

Jay Bell never gave much thought to Germany until he met a handsome foreign exchange student. At that moment, beer and pretzels became the most important thing in the world. After moving to Germany and getting married, Jay found himself desperate to communicate the feelings of alienation, adventure, and love that surrounded this decision, and has been putting pen to paper ever since.

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  • File Size: 969 KB
  • Print Length: 280 pages
  • Simultaneous Device Usage: Unlimited
  • Sold by: Amazon Digital Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B007I48JUY
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  • Lending: Enabled
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #221,868 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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18 of 19 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars A love against all odds - Jay Bell does it again! March 11, 2012
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Jay Bell certainly wowed me with Something Like Summer, so when I heard he had written another romance novel I knew I had to have it. My only regret is not waiting to get the paperback so I could sit around in public with my pink (and clearly gay) book in hand. (Believe me, even if you're shy, after reading this book, you'll want to do the same!)

The storyline is not so heart-wrenching as Something Like Summer, but it certainly encompasses an understanding of love and romance that is unmatched in today's media. I couldn't help but hold my breath at parts, hoping that the two characters would come out okay in the end. I found myself falling in love with the characters and learning that their love should be replicated in the real world. It was refreshing to see that not only was this NOT a coming-out story, nor were the characters in any way ashamed of their sexuality, but that they used it to their advantage and would challenge anyone who stood in their way. Some parts are so cute you'll wish you could've come up with it yourself first! Then, of course there are some steamy parts that depict sex in the beautiful way that it should be. This story is sweet, moving, and just plain great and I fully recommend it to anyone who wants to experience the imaginative, beautiful romance that only Bell can come up with.

You will be inspired by the characters, Connor and David, to fight against all odds and apologize to no one.
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13 of 14 people found the following review helpful
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Okay. I know those who read book reviews hear this a lot but I REALLY did stay up until 4am this morning in order to finish KAMIKAZE BOYS. This wonderful love story was worth every lost minute of sleep.

Accomplished storyteller that he is, Jay Bell has taken many of the TIME-TESTED clichés of the coming of age/first love gay narrative: dysfunctional parents, middle-class school, self-loathing school bully, smooth-talking psychologist, adoring little brother, sassy big sister, nerdy best friend and - of course - our two heroes, the honor-roll loner David along with Connor, the intimidating older student with that mysterious scar on his face; Jay has taken these elements and totally "un-clichéd" them as he has woven them into a touching and truly realistic high school gay romance which begins early on in the novel when Connor unexpectedly rescues David from the school bully.

(Thankfully, Jay advances this love story WITHOUT any of the more recent and tiresome gay romance clichés about which I have complained in many a review: truncated, totally unrealistic pillow talk - "You! Bed! Now!" - being the most egregious of them).

KAMIKAZE BOYS isn't as deep nor as multi-layered as the author's earlier SOMETHING ABOUT SUMMER. And that's okay; frankly I was glad that I, in order to let my heart rate get back to normal, didn't have to momentarily put the book down quite so many times as I did with his previous novel.

Sure, there were some scary moments toward the end of the book when the two guys were forcibly separated from one another in seemingly cruel ways.
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5 of 5 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars A romance dressed like a YA...and that's fine February 20, 2013
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It's Connor and David against the world - and I suppose it's too "advanced" for teenagers to read, but it sure captures the way teenagers think and how they see the world. I'd let my teenagers read this. Of course, they'd never talk to me about it afterwards...

The jock and the nerd - a classic set up - but it doesn't play out the way you expect, because whether they get together or not is beside the point. Although the build-up is very nicely done, it's how they fight to stay a couple in the face of a world that either doesn't care or disapproves that drives the story. The fact that they're gay isn't the main point either - with one crucial exception, it's more their youth and supposed inexperience that causes their troubles.

I love YA-ish books where the parents are important players, and Jay Bell delivers here. I love it even more that the parents are allowed to surprise us (and their children).

For a romance, it's surprisingly unsentimental. There's plenty of teen anger in this - and that's just about right.
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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars Well written and thought provoking story March 18, 2012
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David and Connor meet in high school, where David is a junior and Connor is a senior. Connor protects David from bully and their story starts from there. Before I go any further, another warning - when they meet David is almost seventeen, but not yet, and Connor is nineteen and yes, they are have sex while David is considered underage. If that bothers you, you should probably stay away from this book. I have no problem whatsoever with reading about teenagers having sex, since I do not see why something that happens so frequently in real life should not be portrayed in fiction, but I understand that other readers may have a problem with it, hence the warning.

Their love story is actually quite beautiful. Both David and Connor are very believable, very flawed but still likeable characters, and I really enjoyed their interactions. I really enjoyed that the writer showed them not having perfect sex initially as I thought it was sweet and believable. I also really liked how David's attitude towards Connor changed slowly and believably, and how he saw the real Connor behind the facade. To put it simply, the writer totally sold me on their love and on the idea that they may have a future. It is not an easy thing to do, considering that the guys are so young, and usually I am thinking "oh, you will find you may think that you found your true love, but who knows what you will say several years in the future" when I am reading about teenagers, but this author managed to convince me that they have real connection. I am especially happy because as much as I enjoyed this writer's books in the past, I did not think that writing romantic storylines is something that he would be good at for some reason.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
4.0 out of 5 stars Rough Beginning, Blissful Ending
I liked the ending, one that the main characters had to stay strong to reach.
Can't understand people who go to such lengths to try to force others to bend to their ideas of... Read more
Published 2 months ago by Diane
4.0 out of 5 stars After reading Jay Bell's Something Like series I was interested in...
3.5 stars, rounded it up.

After reading Jay Bell's Something Like series I was interested in more from the author. Read more
Published 2 months ago by Gary
5.0 out of 5 stars what a marvelous book this was!
I found this author by accident when someone writing a review for another book said "If you like Jay Bell.....". Read more
Published 4 months ago by Brittany K
5.0 out of 5 stars Jay Bell does it again
This book is what I have come to expect from Jay Bell. A very well written story where love wins in the end...after some twists and turns, that is. Read more
Published 7 months ago by Tony
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
I really liked this book. Great characters and storyline. Jay Bell is a quite a gifted writer.
Published 7 months ago by Mark C.
5.0 out of 5 stars Fun read. Certainly is not about a deep and ...
Fun read. Certainly is not about a deep and challenging relationship (at least as far as I have gotten) but, as I said, a fun read. Hope they continue to upset the apple carts.
Published 8 months ago by Wally Many
5.0 out of 5 stars Beautiful
love is blinded only by destiny, David and Connor seem so happy that it was quite possible they were made for each other
Published 9 months ago by cory
4.0 out of 5 stars Another good one by Jay Bell
This isn't my favorite by Jay Bell, but I liked it. I love that Jay Bell doesn't follow all of the rules of YA Fiction, like how some of the adults in this book were wrong,... Read more
Published 9 months ago by M. Pabis
5.0 out of 5 stars Another Great Book
Every time I write a review of a Jay Bell book, it feels like I'm fawning over it, but I simply can't help it because I enjoy them so much. Kamikaze Boys is no exception. Read more
Published 9 months ago by Ben Lb.
5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing
Love every single page of it! Jay is one of my favorite authors at the moment he knows how to hook you up and keep wanting more!
Published 10 months ago by Andros Navarro
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More About the Author

Jay Bell never gave much thought to Germany until he met a handsome foreign exchange student. At that moment, beer and pretzels became the most important thing in the world. After moving to Germany and getting married, Jay found himself desperate to communicate the feelings of love and alienation that surrounded this decision. He's been mashing laptop keyboards ever since.

Jay is a Lambda Literary Award winner and a fairly bad dancer. He also thinks that you're really cool. Seriously.

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