This book rocked! Rick's first book, "Jesus in the Margins," centered on mission and his second book, "This Beautiful Mess," centered on the kingdom. This book focuses on the redemption of our heart, exploring what it looks like for our desires and affections to be captivated by Christ's kingdom: it felt like Rick opened up his own ribcage and poured his heart out on the pages delving into some of the issues that are core to him as a pastor calling us deeper into the gospel.
Rick opens with the observation that we live in a culture of "how" focused on method and technique. We are a very busy, active people out to change the world or plant churches or get our life together or... the list goes on. Motivational speakers tell us, "You can do it! Go out and change the world!" and proceed to sell us the ten steps to make it happen. But we pay very little attention to the "why?" questions that lurk deeper in our hearts and thus our activity is often disconnected from the "want-to," the level of affection and desire, and we get burnt-out, cynical and tired, removed from living out of the deepest core of who God has made us to be.
Rick highlights three of the biggest obstacles he's found to our heart's being engaged and transformed by the love of God: Duty, Dishonesty and Death. Regarding duty, he explores how our religious activity can create a false feeling of "health" in our spiritual lives (ie. we read our bible, go to church, give and serve, etc) that subtly becomes Pharisaic and actually removes us from the presence of God. Regarding dishonesty, when we don't feel like we want God we often feel the need to "fake it," to put on a plastic smile or drum something up that's not there rather than get honest with God and those around us on where we're really at. The chapter on death was my favorite. It felt like Rick hit a stride in the writing where we were let into his own thoughts as he was thinking them, almost a stream of consciousness feel--leading us into an articulation of many of the thoughts so many of us carry beneath the surface of ourselves regarding a subtle and often unarticulated or even unrecognized fear of death that shapes our way of living in the world.
Yet the book doesn't leave us there: it points to the ways the gospel overwhelms and overcomes these obstacles. I felt one of the greatest strengths of this book was Rick's transparent honesty with how these questions and obstacles have played out in his own life: he comes as a fellow sojourner on this road of God's transforming love and his articulation of these questions in his own life creates a space of freedom for us to get honest with our own fears and bring them before the God of mercy.
Rick frames the Christ-centered affections within the broader story of the gospel. He presents Jesus as both the face of God to man (where we look to see what God is like); and the face of obedient man (the life we couldn't live) to God. He explores the marital imagery of our union with Christ, in the Spirit, to the Father, as the centrality of what is happening in redemption: our being drawn into the life of God. One of the greatest strengths of the book was, in my estimation, Rick's ability to bring the depths of really rich affective theology to life in a way that is easy to read and accessible in a conversational style. In my own life it brought words like mediation and reconciliation (that tend to feel more abstract) to life in some fresh ways. Threaded throughout this conversation, Rick provides fresh grounding for the mission of the church not as first and foremost an activity but rather as a responsive overflow to the love of God in Christ shaping who we are in the deepest core of our being.