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The Knife That Killed Me [Library Binding]

Anthony McGowan (Author)
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April 13, 2010
Paul Vanderman could be at any normal high school where bullies, girls, and annoying teachers are just part of life. But “normal” doesn’t apply when it comes to the school’s biggest bully, Roth—a twisted and threatening thug with an evil agenda.

When Paul ends up delivering a message from Roth to the leader of a gang at a nearby school, it fuels a rivalry with immediate consequences. Paul attempts to distance himself from the feud, but somehow Roth keeps finding reasons for him to stick around. Then one day Roth hands him a knife. And even though Paul is scared, he has never felt so powerful.


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Starred Review. Grade 9 Up—McGowan's use of in-your-face reality about high school pressures and gang violence makes the action in this story ring true. When Roth, the school bully, hones in on Paul Varderman, giving him a package to deliver to the leader of a rival gang in another school, Paul finds he cannot refuse, and he ends up in the middle of a turf war. Even the misfits who follow Roth around do what he says because they are so afraid of defying him. Roth's rivals decide to retaliate, and Paul must decide whether to join the fight or walk away. The teen has been struggling with the need to be part of something, to have a sense of belonging. The energy and excitement he feels when Roth hands him a knife are unlike anything he has felt before. This novel about tough choices and the consequences surrounding them is YA fiction at its best.—Katie Hageman, Gar-Field High School, Woodbridge, VA
Copyright © Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved. --This text refers to the Hardcover edition.

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*Starred Review* After introducing a boy and his mouthy brain tumor in Jack Tumor (2009), McGowan returns with a razor-sharp tale set in a school in a lower-class area of Leeds. Paul Varderman is mostly a nobody, pretty much ignored by the jocks, geeks, punks, straights, freaks, and other microcliques, and only sometimes picked on by the brutal bully Roth and his cronies. He gets ensnared in Roth’s web when he is coerced into delivering a package to a rival gang leader (in an echo of the famous Godfather horse scene); at the same time, he is tentatively drawn into the fold of the freaks, captained by the charismatic Shane. Paul is repulsed by Roth’s easy capacity for tremendous violence, and he begins to warm up to his new friends. But his morality is tested by his role in an upcoming gang fight and the power he feels carrying around the wicked blade given to him by Roth. McGowan’s intense portrayal of a teen struggling to fit in is especially precise in depicting the conflicting desire to win approval and acceptance from someone you hate, and how easy it is to fall under that person’s sway when he wields power with ruthless efficiency. The title and a clever bit of narrative structuring all but ensure a headlong dash through this book to find out what’s going to happen with that fateful blade dripping blood on the cover. Grades 10-12. --Ian Chipman --This text refers to the Hardcover edition.

Product Details

  • Reading level: Ages 14 and up
  • Library Binding: 224 pages
  • Publisher: Delacorte Books for Young Readers; 1 edition (April 13, 2010)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 0385907168
  • ISBN-13: 978-0385907163
  • Product Dimensions: 5.6 x 0.8 x 8.5 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 5.6 ounces (View shipping rates and policies)
  • Average Customer Review: 3.0 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (3 customer reviews)

More About the Author

Anthony McGowan is one of the most widely acclaimed young-adult authors in the UK. His books have won several major awards, and been shortlisted for many more. He has also written highly regarded adult fiction, as well as books for younger readers. He has a PhD on the history of beauty, and has taught philosophy and creative writing. He lives in London with his wife and two children.

 

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4.0 out of 5 stars The Knife That Killed Me, October 14, 2010
Before reading, I had heard both good and bad things about The Knife That Killed Me. And I had absolutely no idea what it was about when I started. But, wow am I glad I got the chance to read it because it was really... indescribable.

With a story unlike any other I have ever read, The Knife That Killed Me introduced me to a whole new world that I have been sheltered from my whole life. Living in a small, country town in the-middle-of-freaking-nowhere, USA, I had no idea things like this actually happened.

The characters were average, nothing really special. But most of them didn't feel real enough for me to become too emotionally attached to, but some absolutely were. I didn't really like the protagonist, but feel that nobody else could have done the job of the main character justice, other than Paul. Most of the background characters were good too.

The setting was decent. I liked that it was in the UK, but could it have been more described? Yes. Did it need to be? For the most part, no. You got the idea of the area and that gave you big enough hint to what you would be getting later on.

The writing was my biggest problem with the books. It was so just so choppy. I felt like someone was just chucking short sentences at me as fast as they could. And I really couldn't stand it. I knew from the beginning that I would not like the writing, but I manned up and dealt with it.

One thing that bothered me was the actual plot. Does this kind of stuff really go on? I have never heard of anything like this before. Sure, there are gangs in inner-cities, but do they really go to these extremes? If you have read the book and have actually heard of this kind of stuff in real life, please let me know.

The Knife That Killed me was an emotional journey about a boy who goes down the wrong path. And keeps going until it is too late. If you need something to make you think, pick up this book. Before it kills you.
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1.0 out of 5 stars Macabre & Disgusting, October 26, 2010
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Paul is a teenager in England who runs with a bad crowd. His school is divided into two camps, unlike real schools which have many types of cliques. Roth is the school ghoul and worst bully. He is truly disgusting. He radiates evil. He is evil.

Shane is the opposite. His clique are called freaks. They avoid trouble and do their thing and try to live and let live. Paul gets caught between both cliques, Shane out of goodness and Roth out of fear and feeling that if Roth is not after him, he won't be a target.

Roth is a sadomasochist, but he is more sadistic than masochistic. He even has Paul make a delivery to another school, a specialized school for students with behavior problems. The delivery was to another boy there and what that boy did with the contents of the package Roth sent through Paul was just revolting.

Paul was a tragic figure and he was going to travel down a bad path. You can see that from early on. Shane and his band of "freaks" were the only characters you couuld like. Shane was truly a good person and he treated everyone with respect and he accepted himself. Even so, I didn't like this book and found it ghoulish and macabre.
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4.0 out of 5 stars The Knife That Killed Me was a gripping, unmistakably tragic story..., April 13, 2010
The Knife That Killed Me was a gripping, unmistakably tragic story of a teenager spiraling down the wrong path. Paul, the protagonist, was a typical high school student that dealt with normal everyday issues until he started hanging out with the wrong crowd. His school was divided between two type of "gangs." One gang was run by the school's biggest threat and bully, Roth. His violent demeanor was intimidating and sick. Roth found physical pain to be pleasant and encouraged fighting to his followers. Meanwhile, the other "gang" kept to themselves and promoted friendship instead of evil. Around the school they were known as the "freaks" since they were quiet and didn't start trouble, there leader Shane was one of my favorite characters. He was so goodhearted and truly cared about his group. I admired the way he carried himself and how respectful he was to Paul when he first befriended him.

In my eyes Paul was a lost soul. He was bound to make a mistake because he couldn't see who his true allies really were. Unfortunately, he started hanging out with Roth and his crew and that's when his life took a turn for the worst. I was disappointed in Paul's choice of friends, however, he was a bit gullible and too much inside his head to focus. There were times where he would ramble and lose himself in memories. Luckily for Anthony's writing it was easy to keep up with Paul's mind. The parts of the book that stood out to me were the one page paragraphs after some of the chapters. In those paragraphs the reader is presented with a flash-forward of the moment before the knife reaches Paul in the rivalry fight. It was insightful and it helped me connect with the emotions he was feeling at the moment. Overall, an interested story with an unforgettable ending.
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