From Publishers Weekly
"'To tell you the truth,' Betty said, 'you don't look so good.'" So begins Schmookler's sensitive account of the challenges that face those (including himself) who suffer from illness. For years, Schmookler had felt dragged down by a malady that was never diagnosed and which, he says, "largely abated" during the writing of this book. That experience leads him to reflect on the emotional and spiritual dimensions of the loss of vital powers ("movement is the essence of the animate; perhaps it was my inability to move on that was the essence of my living posthumously"). He tells others' stories, including that of his father, who suffered from Hodgkins' disease, and he quotes numerous thinkers whose words amplify his own. The narrative has a slushy, unstructured feel, but Schmookler's insights are sharp and his writing is clear, even when dealing with intangibles. His honesty, moreover, is refreshing, at times inspiring, marking this as a worthy successor to such seminal works as Norman Cousins's Anatomy of an Illness. Rights (except British, translation, electronic): Jane Dystel.
Copyright 1996 Reed Business Information, Inc.
In earlier years, Schmookler was energetic and, in his own eyes, unbeatable. In his forties, he suffered from an unidentified condition that left him enervated and feeling compelled to address what he wanted from life and what he could offer. This book, written after he had regained 80 percent of his energy, describes his thinking and emotions during the illness. "The challenge for me," he says, "was not how to win, but how to deal with the fact of losing if and when that fact appeared inescapable." He found the flexibility to adapt to new circumstances and to learn how to be productive and in good spirits. What is man's role with his fellow man and with God? he was moved to ask. He decided that each person has to work out his own life, that God (if there was one) could not be omnipotent, and that there was no afterlife. Perhaps there are too many words in the book, but persevering readers will find some stimulating ideas among them.
William Beatty