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Loaded

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If you can get hold of this book through Amazon U.K., do so, if you want to read about a realistic portrayal of a young gay Greek-Australian in inner city Melbourne. Not a hint of Kangaroos bounding across the Yarra River, or Crocodile Dundee, Thank God.

This books tells us of young Alex, over the course of several days.Life is not easy, and it portrays the difficulty of coming to terms with, and accepting one's sexuality in both a contemporary white Australian context, as well as within the confines of a traditional society, uprooted from Greece, and transplanted into the soil of a new country.

Within the narrative are numerous references to popular TV culture and popular music from the last few decades, which serve as ready reference points for those of us who grew up watching those TV shows, listening to that music.

The novel also includes lengthy descriptions on ethnic and class divides in urban Australia, and this makes the novel all the more worthwhile to read.

So, read the novel (if you can get it, try amazon.uk) if only because it is by and largely about a gay man. Read the novel, if only because it describes an urban Australian reality - Melbourne. Read the novel, if only because of it's gritty, confrontational style of writing and subject matter.

Read it, and enhance your perceptions of Australia.

I came across this book by pure chance, and decided to give it a try - and I'm so glad I did!

The author's relentless, unapologetic style of writing kept my nose in this book from page one to the very last word. The main character and narrator's entire attitude comes across in the antagonistic prose, and his stylistic disregard for basic punctuation simply sign-posts Ari's defensive disregard for other peoples' feelings and views.

I fell in love with the main character and his agressive persona as he wandered aimlessly through twenty-four hours of clumsy and intoxicated sexual encounters with near-strangers, interspersed with sociological essays from his inner monologue. You may not agree with his ethics, but you'll admire how adiment he is to protect and demonstrate how he feels about social and racial divisions in Melbourne.

The novel actually has its own soundtrack - replete with references to the timeless classics of musical yester-year, you will hear them in your mind as you read. You'll also muse over the references to films and television shows he talks about like an old dog remembers all the best times it had with its owner.

The high point comes towards the end, when Ari's entire life is played back on a metaphorical VCR in his mind. The writing style used therein demands reverence and I personally wished I'd written it myself.

At the end of the day, this book makes you feel like you've just been out on the best night of your life, without you physically having left the confines of your dwelling, but for Ari, it was just a run-of-the-mill quiet night out with friends.

In two words, the book is daunting but still approachable. Well played Mr. Tsiolkas.

Christos Tsiolkas' first novel is an explosive and unabashed exploration of the tension between individuality and cultural expectation. As a young Greek man, living in Melbourne, Australia, Ari struggles to reconcile his own sexuality with the traditional expectations of his family: all without success. However, there is more depicted in this short novel than simply a young man dealing with his sexuality.

In setting the tale as one Ari's nights out, the reader is taken on a journey through the subcultural experiences of disillusioned youth. Dancing, drugs, music, homophobia, violence, and anonymous sex: we watch fascinated, as Ari winds these tendrils of destruction willingly about himself. In seeking his own destruction because he cannot imagine anything better, Ari becomes a heroic character, trapped by the expectations others have of him.

This short novel is no stroll through a country garden, with a nice happy ending to complete it. Ari's experience is more akin to someone dropping napalm throughout their own life, then sitting back and simply watching the consequences. A quick but rewarding read, "Loaded" is a voice for thousands of young gay men throughout the world who feel trapped by culture and expectation, and see no way out except through self-destruction.

The movie "Head On," released in 1998 and starring Alex Dimitriades, is a faithful adaptation of Tsiolkas' novel. Both explore the same themes and ideas, despite a number of (expected) differences. Dimitriades' portrayal of Ari is similarly accurate and authentic. Both film and novel stand on their own right as wonderful texts. Both worthwhile.

This book is a masterpiece. Realizing classical starkness and vigor in the context of a tradition of cinema such as Pasolini and Fellini, the main character Ari is tossed from scene to scene with a hyper-realism which perfectly enacts and stages the time, place and mood of 90s inner city Melbourne Australia in an unforgettable way.

Mr Tsiolkas' first novel is a youthful work. You might compare it to Chuck Palahnuik's "Fight Club" in terms of brilliance and immediacy. But it also bears the mark of a unique sensibility which is a synthesis of Greek and Australian, vigor and simplicity, that makes it a pretty compelling read overall.

The first time I read it on the same train as the character takes in the book, got off at Bridge Road area where I simply sat on the bridge as the sun sank and absorbed the text. It was a sublime experience, and I remember this novel as one of my top ten favorite novels.

"I like music, I like film. I'm going to have sex, listen to music and watch film for the rest of my life. . . "I'm not going to fall in love, I'm not going to change a thing, no one will remember me when I'm dead." That's the conclusion Ari, the narrator of Christos Tsiolkas' first novel LOADED arrives at near the end of this short novel. This young man also sees himself as becoming a "sailor and a whore." While nihilism may be out of style in fiction-- and I'm not sure what the word means-- this novel surely qualifies. Besides sex and drugs, and certainly not in that order, there isn't much that interests Ari-- certainly going to college, finding a job or being decent to the people he has sex with are not in the picture. He doesn't like Melbourne or the Australians or the Greeks or the Vietnamese-- the list goes on and on.

I would be curious to see how the writer's other works read. I suspect this novel-- extremely well written-- would appeal most to young men. I felt very old and mildly content with my station in life upon completing it. I kept hoping against hope that Ari would hear a bird sing somewhere before he arrived at his grim conclusion about his existence. This is one of the rare occasions when I found the film-- the reason I purchased and read the book-- much better than the novel.

This book grabs you by the balls(even if you don't have them, literally), and keeps you entranced until you finish the very last page. A really great first work from a soon-to-be-famous master-novelist..CHRISTOS TSIOLKAS. I was mesmerized by the style of writing, the story, and the education about Australia's Gay Scene.

Not to be missed, and soon to be a movie..I'm hoping.

:) You won't be dissapointed.