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Product Details

  • Paperback: 608 pages
  • Publisher: Trine Day; 11.1.2011 edition (October 22, 2011)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 1936296373
  • ISBN-13: 978-1936296378
  • Product Dimensions: 9 x 6.1 x 1.3 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 1.5 pounds (View shipping rates and policies)
  • Average Customer Review: 4.7 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (250 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #55,599 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

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“They thought they could frighten Judyth Vary Baker into silence. And for decades they succeeded. But it’s too late to shut her up now. She’s already blown the whistle! And she did it for her friend Lee Oswald. Judyth’s story is a dark odyssey of disease, murder, and betrayal, but it is one laced with innocence, hope, and love.”  Edward T. Haslam, author, Dr. Mary’s Monkey

About the Author

Judyth Vary Baker has degrees in Anthropology, English and Communications. She is an artist, poet, futurist, and writer. She has lived in undisclosed locations in Europe since 2007 due to threats because of the controversial contents of her books.

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Judyth Vary Baker (1943 - ) born South Bend, Indiana, is an American artist, writer, poet and futurist. Her abilities in science were first recognized when she was 16, when she invented a modified method for obtaining magnesium from seawater. But her dream was to cure cancer after her beloved grandmother, Anna Whiting, died of breast cancer in 1954. Her work in cancer research as a teen attracted national attention and widespread support, culminating in her inducing lung cancer in mice in only seven days -a feat that had not been accomplished, at the time, in the nation's top laboratories. Newspaper articles chronicled her work, which was investigated, then mentored, by Dr. Alton Ochsner of Ochsner Clinic, Dr. Harold Diehl (Vice President of Research of the American Cancer Society), Dr. George Moore, Director of Roswell Park Institute for Cancer Research, and Nobel Prize winners Dr. Harold Urey and Sir Robert Robinson.
In the spring of 1963, Baker was invited to New Orleans by Dr. Ochsner, to work with the noted cancer researcher Dr. Mary Sherman, after nearly two years of training at Roswell Park Institute and the University of Florida. There, she became involved in a biological warfare project aimed to eliminate Cuba's Fidel Castro. Author Edward T. Haslam has linked a linear particle accelerator that Baker said was involved in the project to Drs. Ochsner and Sherman, through a detailed study of Dr. Sherman's brutal and unsolved murder on July 21, 1964, the day the Warren Commission came to New Orleans to obtain testimonies. During this same time period, Baker met and fell in love with Lee Harvey Oswald, the accused assassin of President John F. Kennedy. She states that Oswald was working for the FBI, and had been loaned to the CIA from the Office of Naval Intelligence, to keep watch over the kill-Castro project and to identify pro-Castro spies in New orleans. Baker, who has produced witnesses and documentation corroborating her claim, says Oswald was framed for Kennedy's murder. She joins former Secret Service agent Abraham Bolden in confirming that Oswald was the informant named "Lee" who saved Kennedy's life in Chicago three weeks prior to the assassination.
In 2003, Baker was filmed saying Oswald called the operation to kill Kennedy "The Big Event," several years prior to CIA's E. Howard Hunt identifying the CIA operation to kill Kennedy by the same name. For a number of such reasons, Baker's claims are being more widely supported than when she first spoke out, except by those defending the Warren Commission's conclusions, which Baker calls "An obsolete failure and an odious obstruction of justice for Kennedy and Oswald."
Baker was ejected from the project to kill Castro, she said, because of her ethical objections to use one or more volunteers to test the SV-40 derived cancer bio-weapon. "They wouldn't have volunteered to be tested for something that would kill them," she states. Baker says she was forced to return to Florida, where she was placed in a high-end chemistry laboratory, Peninsular ChemResearch, to temporarily hide her being "blackballed" from cancer research. She was then forced to leave the field altogether. Baker says she and Oswald kept in touch after her return to Florida, and that they planned to divorce (both had unhappy marriages), but first, Oswald had to deliver the material, after it was successfully tested, to a contact in Mexico City. When the contact failed to show, Oswald suspected that he had been lured to Mexico City. Bitter over being banned from cancer research, and their plans to marry delayed when Oswald was ordered back to Dallas, she was devastated when she saw Oswald shot on TV. Baker says he was part of an "abort team" that he described to her only 37 ½ hours before the Kennedy assassination. When Baker told researcher Jim Marrs about the "abort team" in late 1999 or early 2000, at this time only a handful of insiders knew of its existence.
In 2000 Baker was nearly filmed three times by Sixty Minutes in a 14-month investigation that Sixty Minutes' founder, Don Hewitt, said was the most expensive investigation in the history of the program up to that time. He stated to C-Span that "the door was slammed in our faces." But then Gerry Hemming, a legendary name in Kennedy assassination research, met Baker, examined her notebooks of evidence, and told British documentary maker Nigel Turner about her. "The Love Affair" [Episode 8: "The Men Who Killed Kennedy"] was aired by The History Channel in Nov. 2003, but none of Baker's living witnesses were included. Episode 9 ["The Guilty Men"] quickly generated lawsuit threats from former Pres. Lyndon Johnson's widow, and two former Presidents,and all three new episodes [7-8-9] were banned, and The History Channel apologized to the Johnsons. Over the next few years, all of the other segments of The Men Who Killed Kennedy which had been showing over a decade on the History Channel, were also removed.
In 2010 and 2011, Me & Lee: How I came to know, love and lose Lee Harvey Oswald was printed in paperback and hardback editions by Trine Day. It has become a high-ranking underground book about her experiences with Oswald, the accused assassin of JFK, and other persons Baker met who are familiar names in the JFK assassination chronicles. In 2012, a 3-act play by noted playwright Lisa Soland ["The Sniper's Nest"], based on Me & Lee, began production in the United States and overseas. In 2014, Me & Lee was issued as an audiobook. Baker's second book [David Ferrie: Mafia Pilot] debuted in 2014. Baker, who has lived mostly overseas since 2003 due to death threats.has been hosted by supporters in nation-wide book tours in 2011, 2012 and 2013. In 2014, she was asked to host and direct the JFK Assassination Conference to be held in Dallas/Arlington Nov. 22-23-24, which is being financed by numerous donations from supporters. Baker, who has bodyguards when she makes a tour, not only campaigns to exonerate Oswald -- she also campaigns for a cure for cancer, saying cures could have been developed, but are ignored "because they interfere with profiteering." "We could have cured cancer 40 years ago," she says. "I was banned from cancer research, but if I could get into a lab again..." There, she breaks off...
Baker has published poetry. Two books (When the Clouds Came Flying By (for young students) and A Dangerous Thing to Do are available on Kindle. She was co-author of a three-act play [Castles in the Sky] with John MacLean for the Texas regional LDS Sesquicentennial. She also composes music. In 1976, Baker's name was one of those placed on the Bicentennial Monument in Stafford, TX for civic service. Baker's paintings, logos and lithographs are found worldwide.
Baker married to Robert A. Baker, III in Mobile, Alabama in 1963. They had five children between 1968-1978: Baker says David Ferrie "warned me not to speak of what I knew, if I wished to stay alive. I was told to be 'a vanilla girl.'" She remained silent for 35 years. Then, when Baker's last child left home Dec. 26, 1998. she began writing a series of letters for her son to publish. "I felt guilty," she says, "after seeing the film 'JFK.' I had promised lee i would tell his children the truth about him. I had to do it." Since then, Baker has continued to gain support as researchers meet her and familiarize themselves with her account. Today, Baker lives in various countries overseas. "I regret that I haven't been able to be a grandma and great-grandma," she says. "Some of my family has not forgiven me for speaking out." Baker is currently working on three more books -one about Lee Harvey Oswald's writings, one about her close friend, Lt. Col. Dan Marvin [a green Beret who worked as an assassin for the CIA] and a third book about social systems "I hope to find time to get my novels and short stories published more widely," Baker says, "but first, Lee Oswald's name must be cleared." Baker can be contacted on Facebook at "Judyth Baker" or by writing Trine Day Publishers.

Customer Reviews

As others have noted, this book is very (Vary) well documented, lots of photos you've never seen before.
C. Gavin
Judyth Baker does a fantastic job in her well-written book Me & Lee to answer a host of questions about Lee Harvey Oswald and the JFK assassination.
John W. Onesti
Get the real story and read this book and be sure to tell her thank you for telling what really went down.
James E. Phelps

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219 of 246 people found the following review helpful By James H. Fetzer on October 20, 2010
Format: Hardcover
As it happens, I have been privileged to know Judyth Vary Baker for several years now. I have interviewed her at least fifteen times on YouTube and featured her in blogs (which are archived at JamesFetzerNews and [...]). I also initiated a thread about her on The Education Forum, which had thousands of posts and became the longest thread in the history of the forum. I am convinced that she is "the real deal", which is also the name of my radio show, which is archived at [...]. But all fifteen can be found at [...].

I have done extensive research on the death of JFK, including editing ASSASSINATION SCIENCE (1998), MURDER IN DEALEY PLAZA (2000), and THE GREAT ZAPRUDER HOAX (2003). My recent publications on JFK include "JFK and RFK: The Plots that Killed Them, The Patsies that Didn't", "The Dartmouth JFK-Photo Fiasco" with Jim Marrs, and "RFK: Outing the CIA at the Ambassador", which has just appeared. (Just google "John F. Kennedy: History, Memory, Legacy", and download Chapter 30, "Revisiting Dealey Plaza: What Happened to JFK?" for an overview.) I am familiar with the twists and turns of assassination research and of the extent of the effort to keep Judyth's story from the American public, which have even forced her to live in exile.

In my opinion, there are three major reasons for these attempts to silence her. The first is that she humanizes the alleged assassin, which makes it more difficult for the government to continue with its charade that he was "a lone, demented gunman". The second is that it exposes methods and techniques employed by the agency to keep its covert activities in the background and away from public scrutiny.
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137 of 155 people found the following review helpful By Dean T. Hartwell on October 5, 2010
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Me and Lee tells us a story of a man we have all heard about. But we finally get to meet him.
Judyth Vary Baker recalls her relationship with Lee Harvey Oswald from the time they met in New Orleans in the spring of 1963 until their last phone conversation just two days before events in Dallas identified him to the public.

She introduces him as a "good man" and a "patriot." He helped her get a job, he revealed his secret life as a government agent concerned about protecting President Kennedy and consoled her over the turmoil in her life - a bad marriage, a new city to live in and an unknown future.

This refreshing, new look at Oswald will challenge preconceptions many people have had about him. Many will be willing to at least give her story a chance. And that is all that Baker asks for, as she states in the books final line, "I leave my testimony in your hands."

Those who wish to dismiss what she says will have to contend with several factors, among them: Baker's candor, her depth of detail and verification of much of the story.

Judyth Baker never claims to be a saint. She admits to having an affair with Oswald during a time in which both were married to other people. And she acknowledges she spent time with questionable company, including New Orleans mafia boss Carlos Marcello, on a questionable top-secret project designed to develop cancer cells to be used to poison Fidel Castro.

Even though she was only twenty years old during this time, she makes no excuses and allows herself to be seen in a less-than-sympathetic light at times. Her writing thus shows sincerity about herself.

Baker also gives details of her relationship with Oswald. She recounts phone conversations, places the two went and people they met.
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75 of 86 people found the following review helpful By W. Green on October 19, 2010
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It's somewhat difficult to read this book in the harsh glare of today's cynical society. But the author's honest memories, although almost incredibly naive as viewed within the current paradigm, seem perfectly credible in the context of 1963 America. So in reading this love story, researchers must get beyond the fairy tale and look at the apparent facts Baker presents. Her book Me & Lee, is full of "facts" many of which are astounding. According to her, Lee Harvey Oswald should be remembered as real person with strong but almost child-like feelings of patriotism and romantic love. He was her dear friend and lover in the Summer of '63. Only 24 years old, he was a disciplined, well-read, self-educated person of strong convictions. He had already experienced a lifetime of adventures, relationships, and tribulations: orphanage living, Mafia-related foster parents, parental divorces, Marine duty in Japan (playing the part of the good American and the bad American), travel to Soviet Russia in an attempted "defection", marriage to a young Russian woman with Soviet espionage connections, return to America (with the government giving him a pass on his apparent treason), shooting at General Walker in April 1963 (according to the Warren Commission), starting his own branch of a pro-Castro organization in New Orleans while working secretly as part of a conspiracy to kill Castro, falling in love with the author Judyth Vary Baker, rubbing shoulders with the powerful Dallas White Russian community, finding a job in a building located on Dealey Plaza (the perfect location to execute the crime of the century), and finally becoming the prime suspect in the killing of a Dallas policeman and the President of the United States.Read more ›
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