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Memoirs Aren't Fairytales: A Story of Addiction (The Memoir Series Book 1) [Kindle Edition]

Marni Mann
4.6 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (321 customer reviews)

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Book Description

Reader Caution: A harrowing story of addiction, this novel contains graphic scenes, explicit language, and disturbing situations. Recommend for mature audiences. 

"I could feel my chin falling towards my chest, my back hunching forward. My body was acting on its own, and my mind was empty, like all my memories had been erased. There was scenery behind my lids. Aqua colored water and powdery sand that extended for miles. I was never going back to coke. I wanted more heroin. And I wanted it now."

Leaving behind a nightmarish college experience, nineteen-year-old Nicole and her best friend Eric scape their home of Bangor, Maine to start a new life in Boston. Fragile and scared, Nicole desperately seeks a new beginning to help erase her past. But there is something besides freedom waiting for her in the shadows-- a drug that will make every day a nightmare.

Heroin.

With one taste, the love that once flowed through Nicole's veins turns into cravings. Tracks mark the passing of time, and heroin's grip gets tighter. It holds her hand through deaths and prostitution, but her addiction keeps her in the darkness. When her family tries to strike a match to help light her way, Nicole must choose between a life she can hardly remember, or a love for heroin she'll never forget.


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"This has to be, by far, one of my favorite books of all time. And for those who know me, you know I do not say that lightly. I'd never read anything like it. I felt like I was running along side Nicole as she made one drug-fueled bad decision after another. This book was one of the reasons I fell in love with dark fiction, and it is one of the first ones I always recommend to people when they ask me for a great book recommendation." --T.M Frazier, best selling author of The Dark Light of Day

About the Author

Marni Mann is the best-selling author of Seductive Shadows, Seductive Secrecy, Pulled Beneath, Pulled Within, Memoirs Aren't Fairytales, and Scars from a Memoir. She lives in Florida with her husband and their two dogs. Visit her at MarniSMann.com.

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  • File Size: 1380 KB
  • Print Length: 256 pages
  • Page Numbers Source ISBN: 1935961292
  • Simultaneous Device Usage: Unlimited
  • Sold by: Amazon Digital Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B006OO7L58
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  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #33,209 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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66 of 68 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars "Memoirs" is Memorable February 13, 2012
Format:Paperback
Having read many books about addiction, I wondered what would make this one different and more absorbing than the rest. Right from the start, I found the difference immediately. Ms. Mann possesses a gift for creating characters and situations that kept me riveted to her book. This author paints a vivid picture of a young woman so heavily addicted to hard-core drugs that she has no love or feelings for anyone or anything else except her drug of choice. Instead of making me grow attached to the main characters in her book, I was drawn in by how their innate personalities disappeared when ruled by their addictions. With her exceptional ability for detail,Ms. Mann taught me so much more than I ever knew about a world that no human being ever wants to enter. Yet, I know this world truly exists, and I learned so much about those who enter this alternate universe. The author understands how families react in hopeless situations; i.e., trying to help, becoming confused, attempting to fix the situation with unconditional love, resigning themselves and coping by turning away from their loved one.

Ms. Mann kept me turning page after page to find out what could possibly take place next. A lot happens in this book. However, the story flows without becoming choppy or sloppy. This author has a unique style which I personally find exciting. I have closed many books before finishing them because they just do not hold my interest , but definitely not this one. I look forward to reading more books by Ms. Mann.
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47 of 47 people found the following review helpful
Format:Kindle Edition
I decided that I had to read this book, not only because the subject matter was of personal interest to me, but because I wanted to see if the author knew what she was talking about...a friend sent it to me, and...

I started reading. I kept reading. I got sucked in, and couldn't put it down. The whole time I was reading, one part of my brain was engaged in how gruesomely entertaining Nicole's story was, and the other was how gruesomely accurate the depiction of addiction was. My first thought after finishing the very last sentence was, "Wow."

My second thought was that every single Addictions Therapist or Counselor who has not experienced an addiction of their own should be mandated to read Nicole's story. Here's the catch. This is a work of fiction, technically. "Nicole" doesn't exist. But the reality is that there are thousands and thousands of men and women like Nicole.

Some people will avoid this book because it will make them uncomfortable. That's ok. But if you want to know what addiction really is like, if you want to understand how someone smart, talented, and seeming to have it all ends up living on the streets, then you must read it. If you want to hear the story of thousands of young people in the U.S., read this book. If you want to know the faces of the hundreds of people I have worked with over the past 11+ years, read this book. If you know and love someone who has an addiction, read this book. Marni Mann has created a masterpiece.
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29 of 30 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Heroin & its bedfellows... February 28, 2012
Format:Paperback|Verified Purchase
I really didn't know what to expect when I loaded Marni Mann's "Memoirs Aren't Fairytales" into my Kindle. I knew that it was a story about drug addiction. I just didn't know that it was so much more than a study about, or examination of, drug abuse and addiction. Memoirs Aren't Fairytales transcends the normal drug addiction fare by placing you firmly within the mind of a drug addict. You are front row and center to the life and habits of a fatalistic user who has fallen prey to her drug of choice (heroin), causing her to spiral out of control into a destructive, dark hole. Beware: like addiction, this story grabs a hold of you and doesn't let go.

At times while reading this book I felt off balance, queasy and disoriented. Presumably by design, the author injects you into a seedy, rat and roach infested, drug-induced journey through hell. As the story progresses the landscape (the streets of Boston, Massachusetts) turns from vivid and colorful to dark and bleak. At times, due to some pretty heady subject matter, you are compelled to turn, or look, away. But, the main character, Nicole, doesn't allow you to do so. She just keeps pulling you deeper into the tangled web she has weaved. And, we walk in her dubious shoes throughout the story. Stepping into Nicole's troublesome shoes is like riding a train that's gone off of the rails. We are not only sorely seeking sobriety for her, but helplessly watching her life slip away as she 'Chases the Dragon.'

The story is not for the faint of heart. It is not a fairytale. How could a story about drug abuse be easy to digest? But it isn't terribly difficult to endure and swallow either. In fact, it's a thoroughly captivating tale that leaves you wanting more. You want to read this book.
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11 of 11 people found the following review helpful
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I don't ever leave these reviews. I read this book in one day. I literally could not put it down. Nicole is one of the best drawn characters I have ever read. Marni Mann tells this story flawlessly. After I finished the book I still thought about it days later. It left its mark on me and I know it will leave its mark on you too. A MUST read. If you are going to read one book this year, make it this one.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Loved, Loved, Loved it!!
Loved, loved, loved it. Couldn't put it down. When I finished reading it I couldn't stop thinking about the characters. Read more
Published 8 hours ago by Lisa Gregory
3.0 out of 5 stars It is entertaining, and somewhat educational, if we ...
It is entertaining, and somewhat educational, if we care to see things from the perspective of the addict. Read more
Published 2 days ago by Nawesari
4.0 out of 5 stars wow
After reading this book im so grateful i never had the urge to try drugs. very fortunate my parents started me with a good foundation. Read more
Published 23 days ago by Sutton
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
This was a really good book if you are trying to understand someone with a drug addiction.
Published 24 days ago by Jill Hirschfelt
5.0 out of 5 stars A Cautionary Tale
Marni Mann is not the usual type of author that I read. But this book caught my attention and I was compelled to read it. Read more
Published 1 month ago by The Lazy Book Reviewer
5.0 out of 5 stars awesome
This book kept me intrigued, I enjoyed reading it and can't wait to read scars of a memoir. Wish there had been more detail about events rather than the things she saw in all her... Read more
Published 1 month ago by Stephanie nichols
5.0 out of 5 stars Reality, of both the physical and the mental sides to this life!
A great read of how attitude to life can have you reach gutters lower than low. How your choices can affect those closest to you and yet your attitude can have it be everyone... Read more
Published 1 month ago by gamann
4.0 out of 5 stars Memoirs are NOT Fairytales: And this is NOT a memoir
First let my say this is an excellent NOVEL. I enjoyed it very, very much. I will read it again and recommend it. My problem is that it is advertised as a memoir, not a novel. Read more
Published 1 month ago by heatherberry
3.0 out of 5 stars interesting
Nice to hear a different side to the drug addict story! It is not only a poor persons problem anymore!
Published 1 month ago by Cynthia
5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
Best book I have read for ages. Definite read
Published 1 month ago by Monique de beurs
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More About the Author

Best-selling Author Marni Mann knew she was going to be a writer since middle school. While other girls her age were daydreaming about teenage pop stars, Mann was fantasizing about penning her first novel. She crafts sexy, titillating stories that weave together her love of darkness, mystery, passion, and human emotion. A New Englander at heart, she now lives in Sarasota, Florida with her husband and their two dogs who subsequently have been characters in her books. When she's not nose deep in her laptop working on her next novel, she's scouring for chocolate, sipping wine, traveling to new locations, and devouring fabulous books.

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