This extremely well-written book covers the background of the creator of CSI and explains why he has become the egocentric person he is, but doesn't have much about CSI. If you're looking for a good book about a boy who learns to improve on his dad's mistakes, then this may be one for you; but if you're looking for a behind-the-scenes look into the CSI francise you may be disappointed.
The main focus of the book is a father who told Zuiker he never wanted the boy to be born. This dad was in with the mob in Las Vegas, often stole money, had numerous failed businesses and had nothing to do with his son for years until the dad committed suicide. There are a number of self-discovery moments in the book, as it's structured around Zuiker's search for meaning in his father's death.
He states a number of life facts without enough details and probably the main complaint about the book is that it doesn't reveal enough--either about Zuiker or his shows. He also has a few of his facts and dates mixed up (at one point he says "I hadn't seen my father in more than 25 years," yet in the narrative of the book it was actually around 20 years, then later he says for 25 years he had "little to no contact" with his dad and then finally he says he had just seen his dad seven years before he died--so what is it???). And at times some of his stories sound a bit beefed up for the book, exaggerated to make it sound like a TV screenplay. But the things that happened to him while he was a bellman at a Vegas hotel are hilarious.
Some of the self-diagnosis is very raw while other parts of the book show a snide side to the writer. For example, after going to five different colleges and not being able to find work, he blames President Reagan on his inability to get a job! He actually followed some of his dad's patterns by skipping from one scheme to another, never really doing the work needed to have a steady income. His dad, even though emotionally distant, had a huge impact on the son that Zuiker has a hard time wrapping his head around.
He doesn't seem to have much of a moral compass either. His first creative "sale" was to a sex shop. For awhile he "stayed afloat by betting on sports" even though he claims he had no money. He also seemed clueless as to how to get work--he claims to get repeatedly chewed out by people that he submits unsolicited materials to, yet in his mid-20s he didn't have enough common sense to know to go to an HR office and fill out a job application.
He comes across as a bit clueless and a loser. Zuiker doesn't always paint himself in the best light and one concludes that as much as he likes to brag about his intelligence he's really not at smart as he thinks. He is abrasive, unemotional, demeaning and demanding. His father's suicide (five years after the son had become rich and successful) doesn't mellow the author but instead makes him treat the death like a CSI episode.
So while the book is well structured and shows the author's great ability to write, it doesn't have near as many lessons (or emotional punch) as there should be. Zuiker is too successful and too Hollywood to humble himself to dig deep enough to make his father's life and death a motivator to change, other than to use the last couple pages of the book to give himself praise for being a great dad to kids that are never really mentioned otherwise in the book. And he completely glosses over the admission that he values his work more than his wife (who lives separately in Vegas while he lives in L.A.)
Some will complain that there's not enough about the CSI shows in the book--and they are correct. But he makes clear that the point of the book was to be an inspirational self-help book. Even on that point he doesn't exactly succeed because no one could duplicate the inept, unplanned way Zuiker became a TV writer.
Any success that happened to Zuiker was not merely due to his own talent or intelligence--it was due to the good will of others, which he barely acknowledges here. This is not a "how to make it in Hollywood" book but rather a "how to use a rich high school buddy to get ahead" and "how to get others to feel sorry for you so you can bum around until you make it." Based on this book you won't be able to figure out why so many people gave this goofball a chance, but what you learn is that if you attach yourself to the right people and they feel sorry for you then maybe you can be a big TV writer as well.