From Publishers Weekly
Often witty and even more often provocative, this first novel is arresting despite its flaws. About to enter her sophomore year of college, narrator Myrtle is seriously overweight. As she tries to achieve some form of self-acceptance, she ruminates on her estrangement from her high school friend, Margie, a would-be coven leader who advocates Goddess worship. "Before God was a pale, thin man," Margie says, holding up a copy of the Venus of Willendorf, "people worshipped a robust, bountiful woman." At the other extreme is Myrtle's current roommate, Jada, who needs two hours to groom herself every morning and tries to "recruit [Myrtle] into her cosmetic cult." Jada is rarely without her handsome boyfriend, and Myrtle twice has the misfortune of walking in on their sexual encounters, including an elaborately and hilariously referenced oral sex act. An aspiring painter, Myrtle enters a racy drawing of Jada's boyfriend at a campus caf? then overhears Jada's friends ridiculing her. When one calls her a "lesbo," Myrtle's hurt and anger precipitate a revelation. Myrtle's voice is thoroughly compelling, even when she revels in her most disgusting habitsAas in her extended, loving description of biting her fingernails and toenailsAand even though the resolution comes too easily. However, for all Myrtle's fleshiness, she is not fully realized. She seems to have no family, and no life off the small stage that O'Connell shows us. But it testifies to O'Connell's talents that she leaves readers wanting more, not less, of her oversize heroine. Ages 12-up. (Aug.)
Copyright 2000 Reed Business Information, Inc.
From School Library Journal
Grade 9 Up-Myrtle, a talented, funny, obese young woman, is unhappy with herself but feels powerless to change. Frequently shunned and ridiculed, she resorts to self-destructive behavior as a coping mechanism. She shares an apartment the summer between freshman and sophomore years in college with beautiful and sexually active Jada, who pressures her to try more traditional notions of beauty such as makeovers and dieting, which only make Myrtle feel worse. A postcard from her only high school friend, Margie, a practicing Wiccan, brings back painful memories. Taunts of being a lesbian caused the vulnerable teen to end their friendship, but Margie still tries to keep in touch with her. When Myrtle's erotic painting of Jada's boyfriend earns her the label "nympho-psycho-lesbo" from her roommate's friends, she is spurred to action. These hurtful words inspire her to paint her strongest piece yet, a self-portrait as a blue goddess in the form of the ancient stone figure, Venus of Willendorf. The artwork is purchased to hang in the Department of Women's Studies, and Myrtle takes tentative steps to reestablish her friendship with Margie. This powerful first novel is well written and thought-provoking. Teens will appreciate Myrtle's self-deprecating humor and cheer for her as she begins to realize her true strengths and like herself as she is.
Susan Riley (Farber), Greenburgh Public Library, Elmsford, NY Copyright 2000 Reed Business Information, Inc.