Start reading Not To Us on the free Kindle Reading App or on your Kindle in under a minute. Don't have a Kindle? Get your Kindle here.

Deliver to your Kindle or other device

Enter a promotion code
or gift card

Try it free

Sample the beginning of this book for free

Deliver to your Kindle or other device

Sorry, this item is not available in
Image not available for
Image not available

To view this video download Flash Player


Not To Us [Kindle Edition]

Katherine Owen
4.0 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (80 customer reviews)

Print List Price: $15.99
Kindle Price: $3.99
You Save: $12.00 (75%)

If you buy a new print edition of this book (or purchased one in the past), you can buy the Kindle edition for only $1.99 (Save 50%). Print edition purchase must be sold by Amazon. Learn more.


Amazon Price New from Used from
Kindle Edition $3.99  
Paperback $15.99  
Best Books of the Month
Best Books of the Month
Want to know our Editors' picks for the best books of the month? Browse Best Books of the Month, featuring our favorite new books in more than a dozen categories.

Book Description

Ellie's perfect world unravels.
A best friend's betrayal ends her marriage.
An alarming diagnosis threatens her life.
It all leads to Michael...
But, fate soon tests their perfect union.
And, begs the question: If you get a second chance, do you take a different path?

"There are all kinds of ways for a relationship to be tested, even broken, irrevocably; it’s the endings that we’re unprepared for. My life has become a roller coaster ride mixed with equal amounts of pure joy and exposed fear; and, sometimes, this unfathomable incredulity. This arrives in spurts, like adrenalin or injected heroin; well, how I imagine injected heroin would feel. That’s when I consider that change—change, its inevitability—is coming. And, I can’t stop it."

Not To Us is an insightful look into one woman’s personal journey in discovering the only way to keep her one and only wish is to trust the ones that count, beginning with herself.

Editorial Reviews


"...not your average quick-read romance, but a book to be read at leisure so as to enjoy every moment...It touches you...and forces the reader to face many truths; that we have no control over our lives, no matter how hard we try. What makes the difference though, is how we deal with it." Ellen Fritz - Books4Tomorrow

"Not To Us is an astonishing story with many unexpected twists and turns. It is about one woman's wishes, discovering the strength she didn't know she possessed, forgiveness and understanding, but most importantly, learning to love herself..." Cheles Bells - A Belle's Tales

"...From the first chapter, Ms. Owen hooked me with her characters and I was rooting for them through the whole story. One twist after another, you'll think that you know what's coming won't." Elena Aitken - author of Nothing Stays In Vegas

From the Author

One husband, one boy, one girl, two cats, and the ashes of one golden retriever who was loved well. Friends and family that are a bit on the dysfunctional side tends to lend to my active imagination quite nicely, providing me with concrete examples for my fiction. I spent a long while in high tech sales and spent money like Evian water and racked up useless stock options. In pursuit of a long-held dream, I gave up the high tech corporate life and now devote myself to writing fiction full-time. I write love stories that tend to be edgy and dark and #Iwillmakeyoucry. If you're not offended by the gentle sprinkling of swear words at what are 'necessary junctures', we're bound to be best friends. This way to my world: katherineowen(dot)net. xoxo KO 

Shorter version: 
Novelist ♥ #Clooney #Cavill #coffee #vodka. The glass is half-empty #contingencyplansinplay. My #novels=$ of latte ♥ edgy, angsty #reads? This way: katherineowen(dot)net. xoxo KO

Product Details

  • File Size: 540 KB
  • Print Length: 323 pages
  • Simultaneous Device Usage: Unlimited
  • Publisher: The Writing Works Group; First edition (April 29, 2011)
  • Sold by: Amazon Digital Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B004YWMO4A
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
  • X-Ray:
  • Lending: Enabled
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #127,570 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
  •  Would you like to give feedback on images?.

Customer Reviews

Most Helpful Customer Reviews
14 of 15 people found the following review helpful
2.0 out of 5 stars Entertaining, BUT...... September 18, 2012
Format:Kindle Edition
The good part: I finished it in one sitting, a few hours at the most. The bad part: I will talk about it in the rest of the review. The premise of the book is a story about two couples Ellie and Robert (bobby? ugh!!) and Carrie and Michael. Michael has always been in love with Ellie. Robert and Carrie get together and needless to say this leads to trouble in paradise. Ellie is then diagnosed with breast cancer and now Michael and she are together. Umm..why? She suddenly realises she always loved him too?. This part was a bit rushed.Then Ellie gets pregnant and still battling cancer. Then a turn of fate leads Michael back to Carrie, Ellie leaves on a plane (umm abandoning her two young children ? anyone?)and meets Court Chandler (what kind of a name is that for the awesomest character in the book?). They "fall in love" BUT to make a long story short she comes back to Michael and now they have to deal with both their infidelities and cancer and birth of their twins. I felt like the author was writing 5 stories and then decided to merge them together. Let's see there is infidelity, cancer, death of children, falling in love, cancer and pregnancy? It felt like it was too much!!! I mean are you kidding me???? Anyways, it all ends well. Also, the shoddy treatment of the kids is unacceptable, what parent just shuttles their children off to someone else for pretty much the entire book? So...back to the good part? It kept me entertained for a couple of hours, I just wanted to see what more could be added to the story?

I recieved a complimentary copy of the book for an honest review.
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
20 of 23 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Wonderful new author!! May 11, 2011
By Melissa
Format:Kindle Edition
Katherine Owen creates a heartfelt story of a young woman stuggling with not only with her husband's infidelity but also with a tragic diagnosis of breast cancer. We watch as her main character not only learns to deal with these hardships in her life but to prevail and find happiness in the end. This story is perfect in length and Katherine does a beautiful job of helping us fall in love with all her characters.
I look forward to more novels written by Katherine Owen in the near future!!
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
11 of 12 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars A gripping & emotionally taut story.... December 1, 2011
Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
This author weaves a gripping, and emotionally taut story. Robert & Ellie's perfect marriage is suddenly destroyed by infidelity. Ellie's world comes toppling down on her as she battles breast cancer, anger, resentment and betrayal.

If that wasn't enough, more things come at Ellie that shake her to her very core. Ellie's breast cancer is not the main issue here. It's about healing, forgiveness, and learning to trust again. This story is not predictable by any means and there are several twists that I did not see coming.

The author does an outstanding job fleshing out these characters. They seem real and I truly cared what happened to every one of them. The dialogue is well-written as is the interaction between the characters. The book flows at a steady pace and does not get bogged down in it's own plot. Be warned though, this is a two-hanky book.

It's an excellent read!
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
9 of 11 people found the following review helpful
1.0 out of 5 stars Not To Us April 21, 2012
Format:Kindle Edition
While I wanted to relate to the characters, I found it impossible to do so. The glorification and acceptance of infedelity was beyond plausible. The sheer number of obstacles set in Ellie's path bordered on rediculous. Pieces of the story were left without resolution. Ms. Owen needs to find an editor who knows how to wield the blue pencil against errant commas and awkward sentences. I am glad I did not pay full price for this seletion.
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
6 of 7 people found the following review helpful
1.0 out of 5 stars Im glad it was free April 25, 2012
Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
I ended up hating everyone but the kids in this book. What self absorbed, shallow people. I cant believe I even finished it.
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
3 of 3 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars A Life Unraveling January 30, 2012
Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
A well written novel, written in present tense, which I love. With Ellie's life unraveling, she becomes a true to life character. When faced with betrayal and illness, I found myself cheering Ellie on throughout. Look forward to reading Katherine Owen's other works.

Rebecca Scarberry
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
3 of 3 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars Loved It! November 10, 2011
Format:Kindle Edition|Verified Purchase
I stayed up til the early morning hours finishing this book! I loved all the emotion and angst throughout the story. Yes, it was hard to take all that happened to Ellie in the story, but it made it all the more interesting to me. I wouldn't want to read a book about my boring life! :) My heart broke for Ellie time and again, but was a very engaging read!
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
3 of 3 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars A story for anyone September 5, 2011
Format:Kindle Edition
Rather you have been divorced, are the child of divorce, have had cancer of any kind, or a family member of a cancer patient, this book is for you. The author draws you in, you can relate in so many ways. Wonderful storyline, very detailed characters. Just keep a box of tissues near by.
Comment | 
Was this review helpful to you?
Most Recent Customer Reviews
5.0 out of 5 stars life may not always go how you think. how do you survive it?
This book is hard to read and the infidelity through out is or to handle. But going through it all proves to be a daunting but necessary task! Read more
Published 8 days ago by Madison
5.0 out of 5 stars Awesome
I loved the story of Ellie and Michael . . . their lives were realistically enmeshed with Robert and Carrie as happens in real life (well, maybe not quite THAT enmeshed, haha). Read more
Published 26 days ago by Lauren Elizabeth
1.0 out of 5 stars I just don't believe it (spoilers)
I couldn't believe in it. I really wanted to like this book. The premises were excellent. BUT: it's just nor believable, especially the HEA. Read more
Published 1 month ago by katia
5.0 out of 5 stars hated to see this book end
I was enthralled by this novel. The characters drew me in right away and I loved the easy writing style of Katherine Owen. Read more
Published 2 months ago by Ellen Machado
5.0 out of 5 stars Loved this book!
Could not put it down. A very long time since I have enjoyed a book quite so much. Sad to have finished it.
Published 4 months ago by Judith Kinsley
4.0 out of 5 stars Great. Read
Enjoyable, quick read! Perfect for summer reading. Recommend it to diversified readers.
It is moving and emotional . K. Owen has great style.
Published 4 months ago by Barbara Shawaryn
5.0 out of 5 stars Enjoyed
Enjoyed this read. Will continue to look forward to anything published by this author. Have passed this read on to my sister.
Published 7 months ago by Cynthia Angel
5.0 out of 5 stars Very emotional...Every bad thing that could happen...happens.
The characters feel real and the situations seem possible even if they sound crazy if I tried to explain them. The only thing that bugged me was how easy Ellie forgave people. Read more
Published 8 months ago by Kindle Customer
5.0 out of 5 stars Great
It's up and down, up and down just like real life...It has me wondering what she was going to do
Published 8 months ago by Amazon Customer
2.0 out of 5 stars Really wanted to like it
Spoilers! This was my 2nd book to read by this author and I love the premise of her books but they end up seeming over the top. Read more
Published 9 months ago by L. Reeves
Search Customer Reviews
Search these reviews only

More About the Author

A penchant for angst, serious drama, and the unintentional complications of love began early on when she won a poetry contest at the age of fourteen and appears to be without end. Owen has an avid love of coffee, books, and writing, but not necessarily in that order. She lives in an old house near Seattle with her family where she is working on her next book.

Visit her website at for more.

What Other Items Do Customers Buy After Viewing This Item?


There are no discussions about this product yet.
Be the first to discuss this product with the community.
Start a new discussion
First post:
Prompts for sign-in

Look for Similar Items by Category