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Outer Search\Inner Journey: An Orphan and Adoptee's Quest [Paperback]

Peter F. Dodds (Author), Elizabeth Lyon (Editor)
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April 11, 1997
In post WWII Germany a woman relinquishes her infant son Peter to an orphanage where he is adopted by American parents and brought to the United States. Separated from birth-family and ancestral homeland, Peter grows up alienated in a family and country he doesn't understand. As an adult he returns to Germany to uncover his roots and find identity only to discover he has stepped into a labyrinth of psychological intrigue. Set against the backdrop of the Cold War, Outer Search Inner Journey is the story of a man's transformation where the protagonist must ultimately confront himself.

Outer Search Inner Journey, the first book to describe international adoption from the foreign adoptee's perspective, is written in a flowing, narrative style that draws readers into the adoptee's unique struggle for identity. Author Peter F. Dodds weaves his thoughts and emotions through stories of adventure, mystery and romance. A page-turner, once opened difficult to put down.


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"A beautifully written autobiography... a generous sharing of the toughest journey any of us will ever do and that is understanding, forgiving and knowing ourselves." -- Australian Adoption Research & Counselling Service, Autumn 1998

"A moving, seldom sentimental, always honest personal account--one that sounds a controversial alarm. Dodds forces his readers to look at international adoption in light of the issue of cultural displacement and asks if its worth it." -- Tacoma Reporter, November 5, 1998

"A profound and beautiful piece of work, one that everyone interested in the mind and soul of an adopted person should read. This book is about ethnic heritage, and a strong indictment of the practice of snatching children out of their country and culture, whatever it may be." -- American Adoption Congress, Fall 1997

"Dodds is a gifted writer, spell-binding his readers with a saga that almost seems the work of a novelist. His life-long quest for belonging includes giving a message of hope. We give Outer Search\Inner Journey a five-star rating." -- People Searching News, Volume III 1997

"Much is written about adoption but rarely from the absolute point of view of the person adopted. Poetic and well written and deserves to be read by anyone interested in the psychological aspects of intercountry adoption." -- British Agencies for Adoption and Fostering, Volume 21 Number 3 1997

"Thought provoking and brutally honest, this book is a disquieting look into international adoption as well as a glimpse into a tortured soul. Peter's story is a moving examination of a life-long struggle to escape from a cultural no-man's-land." -- German Life, February/March 1998

"We urge anyone involved with cultural issues to read this book. Dodds's description of his life is open, honest and painful. He writes smoothly, with no sentiments or regrets or self-pity. Well-written, thought provoking and intelligent." -- Adoption Today, April 1997

"Without question, this is an extraordinary moving autobiographical work. The book illuminates the issue of international adoption, particularly the tragic problem of children who suffer the loss of being separated from not only their birth-parents, but also from their ancestral homeland and culture - their entire heritage." -- The German American Journal, January 1997

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Outer Search\Inner Journey is the first book written by a foreign born adoptee on the subject of international adoption and has received critical acclaim in national publications.

With growing numbers of Americans adopting overseas, Peter wrote Outer Search\Inner Journey to show the complexities of international adoption. Written in a flowing, narrative style that vividly illustrates the emotional and psychological aspects of lost language, culture and heritage on the foreign adoptee. Especially valuable for adoption and mental health professionals working with parents who have adopted from Russia, Rumania and other east European countries.

Outer Search\Inner Journey sheds light on the long-term effects of children who have been institutionalized. Peter, relinquished to a German orphanage at age one, spent 17 months in the institution prior to his adoption. The book chronicles his life from age five to 35.

Everyone touched by adoption can benefit from reading the book. Adoptees will know they aren't alone in questioning where they come from and have feelings validated about the need to search for biological parents. Birth mothers will learn how a child surrendered for adoption thought and felt about the woman who brought him in to the world. Parents who have, or are considering, adoption will gain insight on children's trauma stemming from events that took place prior to the adoption.

For the general or non-adoptee reader--Outer Search\Inner Journey is every persons search for belonging. Those who have felt lonely, isolated or abandoned will identify with Peter's story. But the book's most valuable benefit is that it is a moving and inspirational story offering a message of hope to anyone who has suffered the pains of loss and separation.


Product Details

  • Paperback: 280 pages
  • Publisher: Aphrodite Publishing Company; 1 edition (April 11, 1997)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 1889702242
  • ISBN-13: 978-1889702247
  • Product Dimensions: 8.4 x 5.5 x 0.7 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 1 pounds (View shipping rates and policies)
  • Average Customer Review: 4.7 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (16 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #1,474,791 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

More About the Author

I was born Peter Friedrich Sander in Darmstadt, Germany, to a German mother and father. My mother relinquished me to an orphanage at the age of one. Two years later I was adopted by an American couple, one of about 10,000 German children adopted by United States' citizens during the 1950s-1970s.

My autobiography, Outer Search Inner Journey, is the first book written by a foreign born adoptee on the subject of international adoption.

As an author, I have been interviewed on television, radio and the Internet. Television appearances include Bay Area Psychology, the Canadian program A Test of Faith while radio interviews include The World, a news program co-produced by the British Broadcasting Corporation and Public Radio International. My testimony was part of the United States Senate Foreign Relations Committee hearings on S682, the Intercountry Adoption Convention Implementation Act of 1999.

I am an international speaker on issues related to the adoption of children by foreign parents and was keynote speaker at New Zealand's National Adoption Conference. Academic credentials include graduating from the International Olympic Academy (Greece) as well as B.A. and M.P.A degrees. I have worked as a member of the Washington State Legislative staff, was the Director of an international program for the U.S. Olympic Committee and an elite' Airborne-Ranger when serving as an American Army officer.

Please contact me at e-mail: aphpub@hotmail.com




 

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I could not put down the book! You will truly become part of the story. I felt I was there right along on the incredible journey to find Peter's birth-mother. I have not read a book in a long time that has stayed with me long after I have finished it- like "Outer Search, Inner Journey." If you are looking for a book that will lift your spirit, and celebrate the joy of overcoming adverse conditions-this is a must read. I hope there is a sequel.
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13 of 13 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars I couldn't put it down, August 25, 2001
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Mike Burdette (New Orleans, LA) - See all my reviews
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I picked up Outer Search\Inner Journey on a Tuesday night and started reading that evening. I was so captivated by this story that I took the next day off from work to finish reading this incredible book. I am not adopted but enjoy reading autobiographies. This book drew me into the author's life, his experiences-thoughts-feelings--like none other I have read. I felt I was by his side every page of his life. After reading this story, I am surprised adoption agencies placing foreign children don't discuss the destrutiveness caused by the child's loss of language, culture, heritage, history and family, as well as the emotional toll caused when a child is taken from her/his native land. I have friends who beleive it is quite fashionable to adopt children from abroad. This book offers a picture of the complexities and drawbacks of international adoption. Still, the author doesn't blame and his story is one of overcoming immense barriers to find purpose and fullfillment in life. A must read for everyone desiring to read a superbly written book with a powerful plot!
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18 of 20 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars Its the best adoption story available to read!, September 26, 1997
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Delores Teller (Portland, Oregon USA) - See all my reviews
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I first read Outer Search/Inner Journey in April 1997 during a plane ride home. I found the story to be so compelling that I could hardly put it down during the six hour flight, and ignored my dinner when it was served!

As a reunited birthmother of a son, I gained tremendous insight and understanding of the male adoptees struggle for identity, bonding, intimacy and healing. The narrative style kept my interest peaked from chapter to chapter and drew me into the rich history of the German culture in the search for roots.

Mr. Dodds candor, self evaluation and tales of human despair, allowed me to experience his struggle and embrace the impact of adoption on his adult life. As his story weaves through military experiences and romantic struggles, I felt moved by his attempts for resolution and healing through a journey of faith.

I highly reccomend this book to all members of the adoption triad as well as for anyone that has experienced feelings of loneliness and isolation. It's the best adoption story available to read and lingers long after the last page is finished!

Delores S Teller
President
Oregon Adoptive Rights Association
Portland Oregon

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