Part prose, part poetry, this book invites the reader on a poignant, deeply personal journey of letting go of the past. Spanning over ten years, it chronicles Lara De Ann's
experience over the tragic death of her soul mate Ted, and the "letting go of
pieces" of herself in order to heal.
Lara was utterly devastated by grief when her beloved Ted, in a fit of depression, committed suicide at the young age of twenty-four. Ted was a victim of adult-onset bipolar disorder. Desperately seeking distraction, she went traveling.
Starting from California, Lara journeyed through Guatemala, Texas, Mexico, Wyoming, Montana, New Mexico, England, Wales, and finally Ireland. Traveling provided her an opportunity to meet new people and hear their experiences. Her personal tragedy seemed to pale in comparison to their stories of survival- "I often thought, how could I feel like life's victim when I heard the disasters of so many people that sat next to me."
"Traveling on faith and prayer," with barely any money to meet her basic needs, Lara often hitchhiked and depended on the generosity of the universe. Sometimes, she managed to earn money by reading tarot cards, faith healing, and massaging, but "Very seldom did I get enough money or food to last beyond the moment." She learned to surrender. However, Lara does not "recommend this kind of traveling to anyone. I had to do it in order to experience trust. I had to feel what it was like to have nothing in order to realize how much I had."
The over one hundred and fifty poems written by Lara are emotionally charged and just as compelling as her personal story. There are inspiring poems in this collection that bespeak of letting go, trusting the Universe, and achieving peace.
Lara's physical and inner, spiritual journey is both a fascinating and a highly empowering experience. Beautifully written and inspirational, this book is an
excellent road map to anyone seeking to overcome loss and heal.
from BookWire Review
