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Pill Head: The Secret Life of a Painkiller Addict [Hardcover]

Joshua Lyon
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July 7, 2009 1401322980 978-1401322984 First Edition
"Joshua Lyon preferred opiates, America's fastest growing addiction, and in this enlightening and harrowing pill by pill tour, he maps the secret trades that are taking place in every workplace, gym, bar, and neighborhood. With Pill Head, he demonstrates a crafty addict's ability to rationalize illicit pleasure, and a shrewd journalist's sense to doubt the long-term prospects of artificial narcotic happiness."
--Michael Stein, author of The Addict: One Patient, One Doctor, One Year

"Pill Head is the perfect combination of informative and deeply personal; alarming and even sad. I wanted to hug Joshua Lyon after reading this. Anyone who has ever taken prescription medication recreationally should read this book. It's an eye-opener and it's not pretty, and it will speak to every single person who picks it up."
--Lesley Arfin, author of Dear Diary

"If we were smart about combating addiction in this country--and, sadly, we aren't--we would chill out about marijuana and freak out about prescription drugs. We are a nation of pill heads, and Joshua Lyon, a pill-head extraordinaire, wants us to step slowly away from the medicine cabinet. Read this much-needed book, and you'll understand why."
--Benoit Denizet Lewis, author of America Anonymous: Eight Addicts in Search of a Life

"Lyon writes powerfully about his own experiences as a young, troubled gay man in New York City, and it's this human story that stays with the reader."
--Publisher's Weekly

"As real as it gets."
--Kirkus

"Journalist Joshua Lyon synthesizes cultural analysis with his own addiction experience to explore the fascinating world of prescription pain killers and their powerful grip. Part investigative journalism, part memoir, Lyon's book illuminates the difficulties of being hooked on legal drugs and how this problem has swept wildly across various demographics."
--Library Journal

The daring and honest PILL HEAD digs far deeper than the average memoir about addiction. With precision and uncommon empathy, Joshua Lyon exposes the facts about painkillers and those who abuse them; he also fearlessly reveals his own intense, often frightening story. PILL HEAD is a terrific book.
--Scott Heim, author of We Disappear and Mysterious Skin

This compelling, honest book investigates the growing epidemic of prescription painkiller abuse among today's Generation Rx. Through gripping profiles and heartbreaking confessions, this memoir dares to uncover the reality--the addiction, the withdrawal, and the recovery--of this newest generation of pill poppers.

Joshua Lyon was no stranger to substance abuse. By the time he was seventeen, he had already found sanctuary in pot, cocaine, Ecstasy, and mushrooms--just to name a few. Ten years later, on assignment for Jane magazine, he found himself with a two-inch-thick bottle of Vicodin in his hands and only one decision to make: dispose of the bottle or give in to his curiosity. He chose the latter. In a matter of weeks he'd found his perfect drug.

In the early half of this decade, purchasing painkillers without a doctor was as easy as going online and checking the spam filter in your inbox. The accessibility of these drugs--paired with a false perception of their safety--contributed to their epidemic-like spread throughout America's twenty-something youth, a group dubbed Generation Rx. Pill Head is Joshua Lyon's harrowing and bold account of this generation, and it's also a memoir about his own struggle to recover from his addiction to painkillers. The story of so many who have shared this experience--from discovery to addiction to rehabilitation--Pill Head follows the lives of several young people much like Joshua and dares to blow open the cultural phenomena of America's newest pill-popping generation.

Marrying the journalist's eye with the addict's mind, Joshua takes readers through the shocking and often painful profiles of recreational users and suffering addicts as they fight to recover. Pill Head is not only a memoir of descent, but of endurance and of determination. Ultimately, it is a story of encouragement for anyone who is wrestling to overcome addiction, and anyone who is looking for the strength to heal.


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From Publishers Weekly

For a Jane magazine article, Lyon bought Vicodin illegally over the Internet. After devouring the painkillers he immediately ordered more, his journalistic research turning into a full-fledged addiction. Lyon had company in his opiate abuse—more than 33 million Americans have used prescription painkillers nonmedically, he notes. The seven million currently abusing Vicodin, Oxycontin, Percocet, et al., are more than those who use cocaine, heroin, hallucinogens, Ecstasy and meth combined. As Lyon researched his book—and fed his continuing addiction—he explored the latest permutation of the American drug culture, one that has snared everyone from doctors and schoolkids to grandmothers on social security. Lyon interpolates memoir segments between interviews with experts and profiles of other abusers. The fact that he also strongly advocates certain policy and treatment strategies adds another element to an already broad approach. The resulting swirl of characters, story lines and perspectives at first makes it difficult to find a narrative thread. Yet Lyon writes powerfully about his own experiences as a young, troubled gay man in New York City, and it's this human story that stays with the reader. (July)
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About the Author

Joshua Lyon is a journalist who has worked for several major publications including Interview, Conde Nast Traveler and Jane; he is currently a contributor to New York magazine and Page Six magazine. This is his first book.

Product Details

  • Hardcover: 288 pages
  • Publisher: Hyperion; First Edition edition (July 7, 2009)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 1401322980
  • ISBN-13: 978-1401322984
  • Product Dimensions: 5.5 x 0.9 x 8.2 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 1.1 pounds (View shipping rates and policies)
  • Average Customer Review: 4.3 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (48 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #747,910 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

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32 of 39 people found the following review helpful
2.0 out of 5 stars What book were they reading ? July 29, 2009
Format:Hardcover
After reading all these reviews I bought Pill Head straight away. I guess it is true there is no accounting for taste. A recovering addict myself, I read lots of books about addiction. This one reads like a series of routine cheap magazine pieces strung together. Much of the time the process is glamorized, except when the addict hits bottom. There is nearly no introspection, no motivation, no attempt to discover why all these addicts are taking these drugs. It is simply: she did this, and took that, then did this, etc. etc . A big disappointment.
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33 of 41 people found the following review helpful
Format:Hardcover
Joshua Lyon, author of Pill Head, has penned a book that could not be more timely. Pill Head is part drug addled memoir and part thoughtful, investigative journalism; it is the story of a pill addict told with unflinching honesty, from first pill to detox. The book weaves together the stories of addicts, doctors, and governmental agents--effectively demonstrating how the lives and decisions of each are intertwined in America's new drug epidemic--prescription pills.

Lyon admits that prior to his Vicodin use, he had sampled plenty of goodies from the recreational drug grab bag; ecstasy, coke, mushrooms, marijuana and LSD. While he might have been a self professed "expert at escapism," he wasn't an addict. He was a young, experimental, gay man with social anxiety; living and working in New York City as an editor of the popular magazine Jane. He, not unlike thousands of people, partied just hard enough one night a week to be left incapacitated the rest of the weekend. But when he first got a hold of Vicodin, as research for a magazine assignment in 2003, all prior dabbling paled in sensation to this new wonder drug. That pivotal night, instead of flushing the pills as instructed by his editor, Lyon found himself defiantly taking three Vicodin and later professing out loud, "This is what I've been waiting for my whole life."

Lyon escorts us into the lives of other pill heads who were also entranced by that feeling, even as addiction led them into emotional, spiritual, physical and financial despair. We meet addicts like Jared, whose introduction to pills came from a high school inside connection at the local pharmacy and later escalated into a $45,000 habit; Caleb, whose first big OxyContin supply came from a stolen tractor trailer shipment; Heather, who doctor shopped and eventually stole prescription pads; and James Dean, charged with manslaughter because his own son overdosed from the very pills they sold together. Through Lyon's own exploits and those of others, we discover the secret trades sustaining this rampant market,

Also interspersed throughout the book are interviews with experts, like Carol Boyd, a research scientist for the Substance Abuse Research Center. who explains several factors that account for our current national level of painkiller abuse. There are currently 7 million who abuse them, which surpasses use of cocaine, heroin, hallucinogens, Ecstasy, and inhalants combined. 33 million Americans admitted that they have non-medically used prescription painkillers. After all, this is a nation of pill poppers--one for every ailment--no wonder the rates of prescription pill abuse have skyrocketed.

DEA agent Mark Caverly acknowledges that the increase in painkiller abuse is related to "societal influences," and that "we turn to pharmaceuticals for everything." Lyon points out that with Generation RX, parents need to lock up their medicine cabinets, not their liquor cabinets. Not only are prescription pills popular among youth because they are easy to get but they also represent a more socially acceptable way of getting high than taking street drugs. It isn't as taboo to pop a pill, that someone "pharmed" from their mother's medicine cabinet, as it is to buy street heroin. However less taboo, it is just as deadly and the pills sometimes stronger than street drugs. Ironically, as Lyon's points out in a recent Huffington Post op-ed, there is surge in heroin use as pill heads now desperately resort to the once taboo street deals as a result of the DEA crackdown on pharmaceuticals.

Because our country has such an outdated way of understanding addiction, and drug control gets confused with pain control, there is what Lyon refers to as, "the witch hunt going on in the United States for doctors prescribing pain medication." Pill Head deftly tackles this discussion, introducing us to physicians like Dr. Hurwitz, whose lives have been ruined now that the DEA struggles to suppress the burgeoning pill epidemic. This is a current hot topic, as the DEA proceeds to take the authority to determine the legitimacy and appropriateness of a doctor's practice and doses prescribed, often at the costs of patient needs. While addicts and thieves flood the market by looting trucks full of pills, the DEA chooses to focus on diversion of pills from doctor to patient.

Lyon is not just an addict, or a journalist, but an empathetic writer sharing his story in hopes of raising public awareness. He is adept at orchestrating the many voices and layers involved in such a broad endeavor like Pill Head. The honest, raw chronicle of Lyon's own pill abuse unfolds and it becomes clear that the initial appeal of Vicodin, like "no apparent side effects" or feeling "fantastic, even when the high was over," was just a seductive illusion that slowly took over Lyon's life.

A sudden illness brought Lyon to the road of recovery, eventually landing him in detox. His ability to divulge the most intimate details grips the reader. It isn't always pretty, and the content might be intense for readers, especially recovering addicts, but the book offers us a necessary, compelling look at pill abuse; an addiciton affecting every demographic in the nation. Readers will find themselves in detox with him at the book's conclusion, anxiously hopeful and heartfelt that Lyon's illusion will finally shatter and he will take back his life. Pill Head is written with intensity, wit and is a message of hope.
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7 of 8 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Therapeutic and Educational June 14, 2010
By L. Read
Format:Hardcover|Amazon Verified Purchase
I would love to thank Joshua Lyon for writing this. This book was a huge comfort and also confirmed so many of the things I have personally gone through, researched, wondered and felt. I would like to read a book about Emily's story as well! Some of her quotes felt as if they were echoed from my own mind. I am already going through and highlighting my favorite parts, and will definitely be reading it again.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
5.0 out of 5 stars An excellent and thorough account of pill addiction!
There are a lot of memoirs out there about heroin, coke, and even meth addiction, but not a ton about pill addiction (yet). Read more
Published 1 month ago by Ashley Simpson
5.0 out of 5 stars Pill Head
I couldn't put this book down. Not only does Josh tell you about his own battle with pain pills, he adds in very informative research about the abuse of pain pills. Read more
Published 2 months ago by Stacy
5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing
I've always been curious about pills, and this book provided so much insight and knowledge and emotion. Absolutely loved it
Published 3 months ago by Brooke Leland
5.0 out of 5 stars Inside the head of an addict: Easy to read and informative
Not only is this book well written, it is very easy to read, entertaining, and informative. Joshua Lyon tells the research he did for the book from talking to the DEA, people he... Read more
Published 4 months ago by Ms. Melanie
4.0 out of 5 stars Cautionary tale of the cycle of addiction
It seems Josh would never come around but he did. I only hope he continues his journey in peace. Peace.
Published 4 months ago by W. WYATT
5.0 out of 5 stars Entertaining and brutally honest
Well-written and easy to read and believe how this addiction accidentally exploded into ruling his life. Read more
Published 8 months ago by erest
2.0 out of 5 stars Just alright
I am not very happy with the book. I should have ordered the paperback copy but I accidently ordered the hardcover. It was in poor condition and there are stickers on the front. Read more
Published 9 months ago by theresa
5.0 out of 5 stars Great book
If you want to know what it is like to be an alcoholic or drug addict, and you do not feel like driving to the sketchy area of the nearest city to cop dope, then i would suggest... Read more
Published 12 months ago by radar_reggie
2.0 out of 5 stars Not for recovering addicts
It seems that everyone is writing their story these days. I really diden't see what the author was trying to portray. Read more
Published 12 months ago by cherie
4.0 out of 5 stars A focus on self-prescribed opoids and other "feel better" drugs
I appreciate that the author gave the time and focus he did on this subject. I highlighted only a single line that I found really strikes at the heart of this issue: "It isn't... Read more
Published 13 months ago by J.
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