From Publishers Weekly
Once again the author of Sydney, Herself and Hannah in Between shows sensitivity and acute understanding of human nature as she probes the psyche of a troubled adolescent. It has been two years since Annie's older sister Mog was shot and killed by a stranger on the eve of her high school graduation, but as Annie's own graduation nears, Annie remembers more clearly than ever the events of that tragic day. Afraid to move forward and increasingly perceiving the world as an unsafe place, Annie seeks guidance from a counselor who provides a secure environment to vent disturbing feelings. Besides detailing the protagonist's healing process, Rodowsky explores various manifestations of grief, including the state of denial experienced by Annie's mother and the suicidal urges of the boyfriend who was with Mog the day she was shot. Without offering pat solutions, the end of this novel signifies the beginning of a new life for Annie and her family. Readers will believe in Annie and in her ability to face the future. Ages 12-up.
Copyright 1996 Reed Business Information, Inc.
From School Library Journal
Grade 7-10-Annie is about to graduate from high school, an event that intensifies all her memories of another graduation two years before, when her sister was murdered in a deserted section of the city. The family is still grieving and sorting out emotions, each one in his or her own way. As Annie remembers that terrible time, the events surrounding the tragedy emerge, as do the personalities of the characters involved. Annie's father remains morose. Her mother, functioning normally on a day-to-day basis, is curled into a fetal position emotionally. Annie herself has never fully dealt with her grief. She has made no plans for her future. Always before in her life, she has followed in Mog's footsteps. Now, she will have gone beyond Mog. None of this is helped by the fact that she has started to go out with Bobby, Mog's old boyfriend, who is not in much better shape than she is. Her turning point comes when she finally decides to seek counseling. Present-day events intermingle with Annie's recollections of the past. The shock, denial, and numbing grief are all realistically and starkly portrayed. This is all very powerful stuff, but it never comes across as maudlin. A terrible thing has happened to good and innocent people. This is an unsettling novel about an emotionally charged subject. It never falters. It will make an outstanding addition to any YA collection.
Bruce Anne Shook, Mendenhall Middle School, Greensboro, NCCopyright 1996 Reed Business Information, Inc.