From School Library Journal
Grade 8 Up–Veronica Hautman is 13 and unsettled. Since her mother left two years ago, she has been in a succession of foster families, including an uncle and a religious but selfish aunt. Now she is living with a new foster mother, a child psychologist who is willing to tackle Ronnie's lying, stealing, and violent outbursts. Through diary entries, the girl relates her conflicted feelings toward, and sporadic long-distance interactions with, her mother; her growing love for and desire to be good for the first authority figure to care for her; and a complex peer environment. By creating a truly believable teenage narrative voice and a fully realized cast of characters, Lowell offers an engrossing, well-plotted, and impressive read. Each character, from Ronnie's depressed and self-destructive neighbor to the motorcycle-riding youth minister, struggles with very human challenges and plays a meaningful role in the girl's growth. Difficult issues–betrayal, depression, emotional abuse–are handled without melodrama or sensationalism. Ultimately, the novel celebrates the resilience of both teens and adults, the bonds formed in healing, and the journeys taken in finding and following one's heart. Readers will feel they have traveled the physical and emotional distance with Ronnie, and will find comfort and hope in the story's resolution.
–Riva Pollard, The Winsor School Library, Boston Copyright © Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.
Dumped by her druggie mom, Veronica (Ronnie), 13, spent three years in nine different foster homes, until she finds a family with counselor Alison, who comes to love her and wants to adopt her. But can Ronnie trust anyone? Can she abandon the idea of reuniting with her "real" mom? In her first novel, Lowell, a family therapist, brings close the drama of betrayal and longing through Ronnie's first-person narrative, which always stays true to the young teen's viewpoint. In Ronnie's desperate need for acceptance by the popular kids at school, she abandons her needy friend, Cat, to the crowd's unspeakable cruelty and reveals that Cat is giving blow jobs. There are messagey moments (especially involving Alison's wise boyfriend), but even Alison proves less than perfect, and Ronnie learns that forgiveness is part of love. Readers will be moved by the story of anger and distrust in a harsh world, and the temptation to give up the best in yourself to fit in.
Hazel RochmanCopyright © American Library Association. All rights reserved