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Sacred Road: my journey through abuse, leaving the Mormons & embracing spirituality [Kindle Edition]

Todd Maxwell Preston
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“The author eloquently shows the audience that there can be a life after suffering, and that the road to happiness is different for everyone.” - Reviews

Sacred Road is a deeply personal journey. The tale expressed is often tense, and yet the story is still surrounded in heartwarming and uplifting moments. Todd Preston is a master of crafting his all too real tale into something entertaining, suspenseful, and incredibly moving. The notion of spirituality versus religion is touched upon as one of the main themes, and opens doors for readers to take new things into perspective and really delve into their own thoughts of their personal senses of spirituality. Sacred Road can be heavy in this way, and so is best suited for adults or young adults who may be interested in this type of material.

Todd Preston's Sacred Road shows the audience the darker side of a Mormon life, coupled with an honest perspective not often seen in such literature. Even beyond that, Sacred Road is a story about moving on and finding who we really are, and what we believe in. It is a story about survival and what it takes in order to break free and learn from a terrible situation. The author eloquently shows the audience that there can be a life after suffering, and that the road to happiness is different for everyone. Sacred Road is gripping non-fiction at its finest as the reader learns all about Todd Preston, his father, and so many more people who affected his life in both negative and positive ways. Intense in its honesty, this story is meant to be read and given time to process on an emotional level with the audience. Because Sacred Road is an autobiography, there is the opportunity to feel as though Todd Preston is speaking directly and frankly with the reader. It is not in a diary format, and almost reads like a conversation. Preston does not ramble though. He sticks to matter-of-fact moments and hopeful anecdotes all within the truth of his complicated and incredibly interesting tale. This is what makes Sacred Road so very worth the purchase in order to add this book to any reader's library. - Reviews

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  • File Size: 468 KB
  • Print Length: 152 pages
  • Simultaneous Device Usage: Unlimited
  • Publisher: Awakened Healing Ltd.; 1 edition (November 17, 2013)
  • Sold by: Amazon Digital Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B00GR8R4BW
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  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #183,412 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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26 of 29 people found the following review helpful
2.0 out of 5 stars Courageous, but not good April 6, 2014
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I won Sacred Road: my journey through abuse, leaving the Mormons & embracing spirituality in exchange for a review.

I admire Mr. Preston for having the courage to write this painful story of his life growing up in a strict Mormon culture and living with a very abusive father. He is to be commended for his courage in telling this story and for finding his way out of a life where he was controlled in everything he did to a life that was under his own control.

That said, I was not terribly moved by or interested in this book, because I have read a lot of memoirs and novels about escaping restrictive religious traditions and recovering from abuse that are a lot better than this one. The sentence structure, style, and flow of this book are pedestrian. It was very hard for me to sustain my interest, and I actually just skimmed the last third of the book because I had read enough. Writing this book was clearly cathartic for Mr. Preston. Reading it was not terribly interesting for me.
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44 of 52 people found the following review helpful
3.0 out of 5 stars Found to be ponderous at times May 9, 2014
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For those unfamiliar with the Mormon faith & practices this could create an unbalanced bias. Some of what was presented was just flat child abuse by an unbalanced man, not a religious practice or even encouraged by the religion. I often felt while reading that this author was putting a lot of blame on the religion while presenting actions of his parents. There was fact in much of what was written..there was personal bias, of course, and his own views on how the LDS "works".
I read the book..I would not read it again...professionally I have dealt with child abuse & this is a book that recounts many episodes of child abuse that continued into adult manipulation by his parent. It is not a book that was meant to entertain so much as to inform. Or perhaps it was just the authors way of cleansing some of his pain & grief related to his family & the LDS community.
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11 of 11 people found the following review helpful
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I received a copy of the book for this review.

Sacred Road is an intensely personal look-back on a period of life where the author struggled to deal with abuse and its personal effects and the effects on loved ones around him. It is hard not to see as a primary emphasis a struggle with the father and the author throughout this book. The author finally, if in a sense tragically, overcomes the abusive environment that is traced to his father’s family of origin and was augmented by the family’s experience with the Mormon Church. I write tragically, because in overcoming the abuse (taking responsibility), there were and are consequences for Todd and others (“innocent bystanders”).

Someone from the Mormon Church may take issue with Todd’s view of the church. The book does not cast the Mormon Church favorably. Throughout the book, seemingly in almost in every chapter the church is critiqued (lies, controlling, hiding, racist, ego, greedy). That Todd became a part of the Mormon Church is surprisingly, or maybe not so surprisingly, the result of Todd’s mother pressing her husband to join or face divorce. It was her way of dealing with the abuse. Todd towards the end of this book details his admiration/love for his mother in dealing with a difficult marriage. In this book, while the father is pictured as having some good qualities/intentions, the overall thrust is Todd’s father did not and would (could?) not deal with his own abusive past and the effects it was having on his current life and family - his choice for a fear-based controlling environment.

This is a sacred, spiritual journey.
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19 of 21 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Sacred Road November 19, 2013
By Chevy
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A well written thought provoking insight into the life of a man fighting to follow his own path in life rather than a path chosen for him.
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5.0 out of 5 stars well done February 3, 2014
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This is a great start Todd. Good on you for being bold enough to take the journey into the unknown and trust the outcome would be worth it. I enjoyed reading your story and hope you continue to write with such honesty.
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15 of 17 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars Excellent read December 7, 2013
By bob
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Interesting read about some ones struggles and triumphs. Well written and well lived. Recommend anyone to read this book. Thank you Todd for sharing your journey. Live well
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2.0 out of 5 stars Surprised April 25, 2014
By Justme
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Started out very interesting. He lost me when he left his four little girls. Not a fan. Apparently he has new family in a different country.
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11 of 12 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars A Gripping Story December 4, 2013
By Chrissy
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A gripping story of facing the truth in our lives, I couldn't put this book down. The writer takes you on the journey with him in his beautiful descriptive writing, a true story of personal growth I could relate to in many ways. A must read for anyone wanting to feel there is hope through adversity.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
3.0 out of 5 stars I found this story to be interesting, however, ...
I found this story to be interesting, however, it does not move forward enough from mid point to the end. It seems to get very repetitious from that point. Read more
Published 25 days ago by lyn penn
1.0 out of 5 stars Very repetitive and boring! I am Happy Todd finally found his way ...
Very repetitive and boring! I am Happy Todd finally found his way to happiness. However, his problems seem to lie with the control and abuse of his father.
Published 1 month ago by Wendee Pippy
5.0 out of 5 stars Outstanding read
I was so moved by the honesty of this authors words. It confirmed in me my journey and getting to that peaceful place in my life where I accept my past, forgive myself and others... Read more
Published 1 month ago by Faye Gibson
4.0 out of 5 stars Kudos for the bravery of the author in telling a difficult story
While I found this a difficult book to read, I would like to applaud the author's courage in finally making the choices that would lead to happiness for himself and his... Read more
Published 2 months ago by RoseTheBoston
1.0 out of 5 stars too much self discovery
I quickly got tired of him crying and all his emotions. Yes he had a hard beginning. Get over it. He became way too passive with his children and the direction his wife was... Read more
Published 2 months ago by J. Henry
5.0 out of 5 stars Great book, kept me going until the end
Great book, kept me going until the end. I've heard of Mormons religion and blessed I'm not a part of it. Read more
Published 3 months ago by Cindy
5.0 out of 5 stars Raw and Real
A provoking read- discover one man's inner journey and outer adventures across continents and through the illusions of religion, family expectation and self. Read more
Published 3 months ago by AnnaS
2.0 out of 5 stars More about Metaphysical than Mormom
I thought this would be more about leaving the Mormom church, but it was a long, tedious story about abuse and metaphysical life. Had I known that, I wouldn't have gotten the book
Published 4 months ago by joysjane
4.0 out of 5 stars Four Stars
easy read
Published 4 months ago by Elle
4.0 out of 5 stars Easy read
I enjoyed reading his story and how it was written...makes a person stop and think about what these "religious" people keep hidden behind their doors but maintain their outer ruse
Published 4 months ago by Christina Sampson
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More About the Author

Todd Preston was born March 7th 1973 in Hamilton New Zealand; at the age of six his family moved to Northern Utah. In 2009 Todd wrote a memoir titled Sacred Road - stylizing the beginning chapters through the eyes of a child.

"I felt the best way to capture the emotional turmoil was to see through the eyes of that eight year old boy."

Sacred Road will not be for everyone; it is uniquely different from your standard memoir. The journey is swift and the writing style direct. It is intended to create awareness surrounding abuse and its generational effects. In addition expose the potentiality of hidden abuse within organized religion. The dizzying affects of abuse in all its ugliness stains many if not all cultures. It is not only about Mormonism - Todd's father - or Todd Preston for that matter - the message is meant to bring transparency to such a weighty subject. I have painfully given heavy emphasis toward a favourite quote of mine from Author Natalie Kusz.

"As I am sure you know... writers are in the business of attempting to expose the human condition in such a way that our description resonates in the souls of other humans, and it is extremely gratifying to hear about the one or two times when something we publish succeeds in this endeavour."

Thank you Natalie for your eloquence.

Further more; publishing Sacred Road four years after writing it leaves quite a gap from my life situation then to my life now. I am currently revising and editing my second manuscript that will answer many questions as to how I landed back in New Zealand. The gross difficulty of leaving my four daughters in Utah and the massive task to be there for them. It will shed further light on becoming a Mormon apostate in the state of Utah. The crippling affects from active family members and the shunning of an active Mormon community toward those that dare to resign membership. Again everyone has a different journey I can only share the one that I have experienced.

Upon returning to Utah in May of 2010 - I was broke and almost homeless if not for a friend that feed me and put a roof over my head. The day I left New York I spoke with my father on the phone regarding my return to Utah. A direct quote from him that I will never forget.

"Why would you return to the lions den?"

I lasted six difficult months in Utah - I returned to New Zealand on a one way ticket in November of 2010. The ticket was a gift from a caring friend.

Love and Peace


PS - In a letter to his brother Theo - Vincent Van Gogh penned these words in regard to his freshly painted "The Potato Eaters" April-May 1885

'I've tried to make it expressive of a way of life quite different from that of cultivated people like ourselves. So I don't at all expect people to like it...

My interpretation of this statement - I care more about the truth than what an audience thirsts for; it is the honesty of humanity that we all crave - the dirt the blood of humanness; whether we know it or not.

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