M83's sole core member, Anthony Gonzalez, calls Saturdays=Youth his paean to being a teenager and the discovery that comes with it. In fact, I've always linked M83's music to that volatile period of time, no matter how Gonzalez intended for me to hear it. The flagrantly synthetic drones on Dead Cities, Red Seas and Lost Ghosts (2003) and the exploding circuits on Before the Dawn Heals Us (2005) resembled cascades of emotion pouring out after years of repression. There's a subtle but perceptible hint of violence rumbling at the bottom of songs like "In Church" and "On a White Lake, Near a Green Mountain" that would erupt if only it could make it past the layers of heaving synths that crush it. With an impossibly expansive sound and an inclination to remain in a perpetual state of emotional release, M83's discography is a terrifyingly close aural approximation of--to borrow one of his song titles--"Teen Angst."
On Saturdays=Youth, Gonzalez aims to transport us to a happier place, to cut out the garbage and the herky-jerky experiences that inevitably populated our youth. "I loved being a teenager," Gonzalez explains in the album's press release, "That's when I discovered music and started to take drugs and party with my friends." However we spent our Saturdays as teenagers, they were respites from the drudgery of the rest of the week, when we could cut our teeth on being young in a big, beautiful world. Working with coveted producers Ken Thomas and Ewan Pearson (the latter of whom is responsible for some of the most joyous remixes of the decade) to bring that respite back into our consciousness, Gonzalez more than delivers, not only making us nostalgic for the past, but even filling in the gaps of what may have never been.
Saturdays=Youth is M83's most conceptually loaded record, but it also features his most manageable songs--easy to digest and easier to love. I know fans who didn't care for Before the Dawn Heals Us, perhaps because of its tart flavors and a few tracks that were jammed in neutral, but Saturdays=Youth remains sweet-sounding and elated throughout. It begins with "You Appearing," a dramatic introduction that starts with a simplistic piano line and ends with blossoming synths and hypnotic vocals, as though Gonzalez were documenting the point at which the possibilities of the teen years are first revealed. Next comes "Kim & Jessie," M83's most elemental pop song to date. Lyrics have always been incidental to the effect of M83's music, but I love the tension in Gonzalez's words: "Kim and Jessie / They have a secret world in the twilight." What will they do in that world? The song's tone suggests that whatever happens will make the titular characters feel young, free and alive. Even when the songs contain a shade of mystery, as on "Skin of the Night," they seem to be traveling toward someplace unequivocally wonderful.
Though Gonzalez was actually a teenager in the '90s (he's 26), it was important to him that Saturdays=Youth channeled '80s synth-pop bands such as Depeche Mode and Tears for Fears. And while "Up!" and the album's first single "Couleurs" sport an undeniable '80s fetish, the dominant influence on Saturdays=Youth is still early-'90s British shoegaze, as it has been on all of M83's previous records. The spirit of Cocteau Twins, Pale Saints and My Bloody Valentine hang over Saturdays=Youth like guardian angels, especially on "Graveyard Girl," "We Own the Sky," and the absolutely swoon-worthy "Dark Moves of Love." Shoegaze is both an idealistic and nostalgic genre, refreshingly free of pessimistic overtones, so it would make sense that M83 would tap into it for this record. When all of the instruments pile up and form a tidal wave of unthinkably gorgeous sound, as they do on nearly every song here, it will always bring me back to Kevin Shields trying his very hardest to create the definitive soundtrack to young love.
Before "Dark Moves of Love" even has a chance to finish, the long, sobering drone of the final track, "Midnight Souls Still Remain," takes over and we're suddenly back within a corporeal reality. It's at this point that the unabashed joy and freedom of being a teenager transitions into young adulthood, with its responsibilities, limitations, and awareness of mortality. Knowing how M83 conceptualized his epic closers of the past ("Beauties Can Die," "Lower Your Eyelids to Die with the Sun"), this interpretation would fit, and it's apparent that Gonzalez is thinking about the finiteness of life and the world as much as anyone else in his mid-20's would be. Yet "Midnight Souls Still Remain" may be Gonzalez's way of keeping these memories contained in a kind of box where they can be accessed whenever we feel like revisiting them. After all, Saturdays=Youth isn't the past as we young adults lived it (that would be Limp Bizkit and Masta Ace for me, unfortunately), but as we remember it, and memories can outlive everything else. Our Saturdays and our youth may be long gone, but we can always come back to this.