From Publishers Weekly
Composed of eight loosely connected essays about places that have marked Gordon's (Spending) life, this beautifully written but uneven memoir evokes above all the intensely sensual and emotional perceptions of childhood. Proceeding from a brilliant New Yorker essay ("My Grandmother's House") about a childhood dominated and emblematized by a powerful and mysterious matriarch and her old-fashioned house, Gordon tracks her progress outward to the grand Manhattan spaces that were her refuge as a student at Barnard, to a beloved writer's retreat on Cape Cod, then to her return to the apartment of her girlhood dreams as a Barnard professor. Not surprisingly, the writing anchored in childhood is the strongest; there, Gordon conveys a sadness and solitude that is a kind of fertile darkness. Nurtured by her Catholic- and Hollywood-themed fantasies, "trying to construct a world of lightness," she nonetheless practiced a ruthless honesty that, she notes, serves her well as a writer. The child of a gentle failure, a writer of unpublishable pieces, and of a proud, polio-crippled working mother, Gordon was forced to move in with her grandmother after the death of her father. There, she marinated in the shadows, seeing but seemingly unseen, making observations shot through with longing and wit. An immaculate young priest entered the darkly feminine house, making the girl feel "a lightening of the atmosphere that made me think there was some hope for my future life." The later essays are often sketchy and self-indulgent, as when she ruminates about her good fortune in landing again at Barnard. At her best here, however, Gordon shows us the creative power of remembering. (Jan.)
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From Library Journal
Prolific and noted author Gordon (The Rest of Life; Spending) here presents a collection of essays loosely centered around the locations and people that influenced her maturation and shaped her as a writer. She begins with her harsh grandmother's old-fashioned house and then revisits the working-class homes of her babysitters and neighborhood friends in a suburb of New York City. She recalls spending time with her unhappy, dissatisfied parents and, as a young Catholic, engaging in church rituals and socializing with priests. She laments not being able to buy a house she once rented on Cape Cod and marvels at having ended up in an apartment on the Upper West Side. These pieces reveal the beginnings of the themes Gordon has developed throughout her writing career--introspection, discontentment, sacrifice, guilt, and bitter redemption. The collection evokes strong, nostalgic images, particularly for women whose formative years were the mid-forties and fifties. And although her insights are sometimes over-intellectualized and her prose overwrought, these memoirs are an important adjunct to her works. Recommended for all libraries.
---Carol Ann McAllister, Coll. of William & Mary Lib., Williamsburg, VA Copyright 1999 Reed Business Information, Inc.
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