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20 of 22 people found the following review helpful:
3.0 out of 5 stars
Well researched, and extremely disturbing., June 27, 2000
I've found Sharon Tate fascinating ever since Valley of the Dolls. When she was murdered in 1969, I, like so many others, were horrified when she was murdered in the manner she was. I found that I couldn't get enough information on this whole incident. I ordered this book as soon as I knew it was available, and I was pleased, overall, and impressed with Greg's extensive research and new view into this terrible incident in our history. I hadn't realized that Manson and some other followers had returned to the Tate residence after the murders were committed, and was absolutely mortified that they had planned on doing more damage there. Just reading that the bodies were carried out to the front porch and then later, put back was something that made my skin crawl. After all is said and done, and reading this in one sitting - yes its a page turner - I realized that I had had enough of reading about this whole incident. Sometimes one's search for truth in such a bizarre instance in history can lead one down paths they wish they had never gone down. Frankly, after seeing the death pictures on the internet, and now, in this book, of Sharon (yes there's one picture of her, in death in this book), I just would rather remember this beautiful woman the way she was, in life. Her life was interesting, from the perspective of how someone with great beauty isn't always extremely well-adjusted or happy. Having the outside not match the inside must have created enormous inner conflict within herself. She seemed to accept life and its roughness, but deep down she was a sensitive soul that just didn't wish to make waves with those she loved, probably out of the enormous fear of not being loved and accepted. In psychological terms, we would say, in today's language, that she had a huge fear of abandonment. I kept thinking, what if she had developed spiritually, and stopped looking in the directions she looked in for satisfaction. There was a fatalism about her attitudes towards life - she had experiences that seemed to validate this. My sense is that she might have known she wasn't going to live very long. Her last interview seemed to bear this out - she stated she was a victim of fate, and that she never knew which direction life would lead her in. Often times our cultural icons don't live long- which in a very obscure way, she was. This incident in history was a major turning point, and a disillusionment for many, given our ways of living back then. All that peace and love had just ended with reality smacking society in the face. My criticisms for this book which lead me to give this 3 stars, is that there was a lot of repetitive information from other sources in this book, as well as a poor editing job - there were many typos, and misspellings. My last concern was with the fascination of the morbid side of this crime - I really didn't want to see her death picture again, or know how Sharon had a slight smile on her face in death, which seemed to fly in the face of the violent manner of her death. It took me many hours to shake off this feeling after reading this book - a similar feeling I had when I first saw Sharon's death photos. I don't want to go there again - I just want to remember this beautiful soul the way she was.
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