From Publishers Weekly
At 30, Eleanor May "Bean" Shank, the loquaciously cynical narrator of this meandering novel, decides to leave her alcoholic, cheating boyfriend and boring bank job behind. Tucked into her suitcase are a bottle of Scotch and a camera, her prerequisites for finding herself and becoming a photographer. Ahead lies a year-long cross-country odyssey during which she revisits the family and friends who shaped her dysfunctional past, taking on lovers as she finds them. Despite Goodwin's obvious intelligence, this fictional travelogue holds all the fascination of slides from someone's else's vacation, since Bean's unremittingly glib observations?that Connecticut teens are too well-groomed, that Richmond induces catatonia, that being gay in Kansas would be no day at the prairie?quickly lose their charm. Even worse are her constant references to her fluctuating weight. A case of arrested development, she whines instead of photographing, has sex in her mother's bed, stays stoned as often as possible. By the time one character advises, "Have some backbone! You're not thirteen anymore," the reader has already been there, thought that.
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From Library Journal
Eleanor Shank ("Bean")?bright, 30, just out of a relationship with an unsatisfactory man, and bored with her job?dreams of becoming a photographer. So she quits her Boston job and embarks on a cross-country train trip that starts at her father's house, stops at the homes of her mother's friends, and ends up in Oregon. Along the way, she reveals her personal story: her insecure upbringing, her messed-up love life, and her sexual mistakes. Bean drinks too much, loves too easily (and not wisely), and doesn't know what she wants or why others behave as they do. The dialog in Goodwin's first novel is so real that it sometimes sounds like talking out loud. Bean lives and loves honestly and wants the world to do the same. At the book's end she is pregnant (and doesn't know who the father is) and living with the boyfriend (so she thought) of her youth. Bean is still expecting the silver lining, and the reader is left wondering, is this all there is? Recommended for larger public libraries.?Barbara Maslekoff, Ohioana Lib., Columbus, Ohio
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