Born to a striving Jewish family in Newark, NJ, Joan Carlyle came of age in the 1960's. Her journey from the Greenwich Village to the Haight took her through movements, communes and cults and finally into the trades, when she became one of the first qualified women welders working in a shipyard since World War 2. Along the way, she came to terms with personal issues, and bore and raised on her own a son (who has become a rising political star in Washington State).
"Torch in the Dark" tells the author's story through a series of tightly crafted vignettes and flashbacks. As many women of her era, Joan Carlyle was raised without defined ambition or skills, even the domestic ones. Estranged from her parents, she often felt alone and out of place. She entered adulthood not knowing who she was. She drifted and drifted. Her stories remind us how "freedom" isn't always free. Eventually she became an activist, a mother and a welder.
The memoir can be a demanding literary form. The author needs at one and the same time to dig deep and remain detached. Hadiyah Joan Carlyle worked hard over a decade to develop and hone her ability to accomplish both of these things. She has largely succeeded and has delivered a taught, wrenching, sometimes inspiring and sometimes cathartic personal account of what it took for her to come into her own.