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The Wisdom of Pelicans -- Minister Confronts His Fall, June 6, 2011
This is one man's story of a fall from grace. Donald McCullough has had a distinguished career in the ministry as president of San Francisco Theological Seminary and as author of several books. His is a deeply moving account of being chiseled down to the essential man and facing a bleak future.
Dr. McCullough smoothes the surface of the traumatic experience served to him by the presbytery. Rumor of infidelity, long ago resolved, was leaked by a "confidante". The information reached the authorities in another area, the presbytery where he was president of the San Francisco Seminary. The church authorities decided to hold a trial very much like a civil court with four judges and a female prosecutor. For some reason, they opened it to the media. The trial was intense and long and extremely costly. It ruined him and hurt everyone involved.
He writes with grace of this crushing circumstance that could have destroyed him completely. The disgrace that dismantled his career left him without a house, a car, and in a state of fear and emptiness, not knowing who he was or what he was going to do. "Circumstances of my life have stripped away my identity. It's frightening to be deep into middle age and not know who you are; it's scary to look in a mirror and see a stranger." He walks on the beach surrounded by the power and ancient rhythms of ocean life to meditate, slowly reconstruct his life, and see what would come.
Paralyzed by depression, he watches the pelicans from the shore as they calculate the altitude and the speed of descent from the sky. They soar at great heights riding the wind. Pelicans have been doing this for millions of years. A firm conviction forms. "...the only way to fly is to rest on the breath blowing up from the face of the Deep."
The barefoot man on the beach became the essential man, unmasked by the person he had been. He became "increasingly aware of One standing near me, the Marginal Man, One whose eternal place was in between: he hung on a cross stretched between earth and heaven, the mediator between our humanity and the mystery of God."
McCullough has a profound spiritual ascent to a deeper understanding of the faith he preached before. The beauty of the prose and the development of his story make this a poetic and worthwhile read. It is a book to give to friends who have experienced a similar kind of dark night of the soul. It is also a book to enjoy for sheer insight.
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Honest and frank!, October 12, 2007
McCullough writes of disappointment, failure, and the road back to a useful life. Using his own life and his study of pelicans, he brings us in close so that we might hear his heartbeat. He writes for all who know failure and loss and, as in his own life, points us back to the way of life and light.
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