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Witness to Myself (Hard Case Crime) [Mass Market Paperback]

Seymour Shubin (Author)
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Hard Case Crime April 2006
A NEW NOIR MASTERPIECE BY THE AUTHOR OF THE CLASSIC 1953 BESTSELLER ANYONE’S MY NAME

Fifteen years ago, teenager Alan Benning jogged off a beach – and into a nightmare.  Because what awaited him in the Cape Cod woods was an unspeakable temptation, a moment of panic, and a brutal memory that would haunt him for the rest of his life. 

Now a successful lawyer, Alan finds himself drawn back to the scene of the crime, desperate to learn the truth about what happened on that long-ago summer day.  But even as he grapples with his own dark secrets, he finds himself hounded by a shadowy adversary – and by the forces of justice, drawing their net around him tighter by the day…
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From Publishers Weekly

This tepid entry into the Hard Case series of pulp crime novels details the tormented life of Alan Benning, as narrated by his cousin Colin, a true crime writer. For 15 years, Alan has kept a secret: a violent sexual outburst in which he may have killed a prepubescent girl in Cape Cod. Now a haunted 30-year-old Philadelphia lawyer, Alan finds relationships with women all but impossible. When he falls in love with a nurse, Anna Presiac, he's driven to discover the magnitude of his teenage crime, traveling back to Cape Cod to scour newspapers for the full details of his deed. The plot hinges on whether Alan will be caught by cold case Det. Mack McKinney, what Colin's role really is and how things wind up with Anna, but none of these strands prove very exciting. Eschewing the normal pleasures of the crime novel—suspense, mystery and intrigue—Shubin favors character study, but provides little character to care about: flashbacks are unremarkable, action is minimal and expository, and scenes from Alan's romance with Anna are perfunctory and overlong. Most crucial, the opening sets aside only a page and a half for young Alan's tragic encounter, robbing it of its credibility, much less the power to drive a novel about an emotionally crippling crime of passion. (Apr.)
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Pulp fiction is fond of forgetfulness. The two most frequent variants are "I didn't do it . . . did I?" (the protagonist is fairly sure he is innocent) and "I did it, didn't I?" (the protagonist mistakenly believes he is guilty). Witness to Myself, the publisher's latest paperback original, adds a third: "What did I do, exactly?" Successful lawyer Alan Benning has long worried about his temper and is haunted by the fear that, as a teenager, he may have killed a girl. His journey of discovery is complicated by the fact that he has just fallen in love--and someone may want to kill him. If this reads like the good old good stuff, it's partly because Shubin's been publishing since 1953 (his debut, Anyone's My Name, was a best-seller). But while the feel is somewhat '50s, the details are modern--there's not a speck of dust anywhere. Shubin starts slow but raises the stakes with such expert subtlety that sometimes we've read a whole chapter before we remember to breathe. A strong study of crime and character. Keir Graff
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Product Details

  • Mass Market Paperback: 250 pages
  • Publisher: Hard Case Crime (April 2006)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 0843955902
  • ISBN-13: 978-0843955903
  • Product Dimensions: 6.7 x 4.2 x 1 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 4 ounces
  • Average Customer Review: 3.5 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (10 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #1,747,859 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

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5.0 out of 5 stars Terrific modern noir from a genre master, March 28, 2006
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"You don't have to know if you killed her, he told himself. You've lived all these years, fifteen years, without knowing. And you've got a good life that you're going to destroy, you're only thirty, a lawyer, you have someone you love, and a new career, one where you can do so much good. You've never had it better. For God's sake turn around!" -- from Witness to Myself

For the last fifteen years, an impulsive act has kept Alan Benning in fear of being discovered. Only he is not quite sure exactly of what he is guilty. Did he kill the young girl in the woods off the shore of the fictional Cape Cod town of South Minton, or didn't he? Not knowing is driving him crazy. Little does he know that trying to find out the truth will make him even more miserable.

I believe that this is the first time that Hard Case Crime has published a new work by an author from whom they could have just as easily published a reprint. Seymour Shubin (a rather milquetoasty name for a crime-fiction writer) has been in the psychological-suspense business since his debut novel, Anyone's My Name, first appeared on the bestseller lists in 1953.

He was nominated for an Edgar Allan Poe Award from the Mystery Writers of America for his novel, The Captain, in 1982, and his 1985 novel, Voices, focused on the phone-sex industry. (There is an interview with the author, from that year, online.) Shubin's work has also been selected for inclusion in critical surveys of the mystery genre (although he objects to the classification of his work in that way).

Shubin makes an interesting choice in Witness to Myself by telling Alan's story through his cousin, Colin. Finding out Colin's role in the story is just one of the many questions readers will be wanting answered. The primary effect this has, though, is a lack of certainty in Alan's lifespan, adding to the suspense. Shubin skillfully carries his readers along, involving us deeply in Alan's story, and making this possible murderer an extremely sympathetic character. The conviction in Colin's voice is so strong that, many times, I had to remind myself that I was reading a crime novel, and not a non-fiction tome (Shubin has written in the true-crime field and it shows).

Witness to Myself has the old-time feel of noir fiction but is set firmly in the present. Like any modern thirty-somethings, Shubin's characters feel completely comfortable using the Internet for research -- in fact, they prefer it. Alan keeps the Cape Cod Breeze's Web site link on his desktop for easy access, and Colin instantly goes to Google when trying to find the meaning of a half-remembered phrase. This is the first book I've read that has folded modern technology so seamlessly within its storyline -- even more surprising coming from an "old-timer" like Shubin.
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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars "Witness To Myself" and Obsession, May 29, 2006
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Adolescence is a hard perplexing time ripe with strange thoughts, strange feelings, and impetuous actions with little consideration of the consequences. It certainly was fifteen years ago for teenager Alan Benning. His family, on vacation in Cape Cod by way of a large motor home, had no idea what he thought or felt. The family was well off, his parents were conservative and Alan, with no one to talk to about life and his feelings, began to hate and fear himself. That hatred and fear of himself grew and grew after the incident in the woods near the beach during that vacation.

In the present day, Alan, now thirty is a successful lawyer with a steady girlfriend, Anna, a loving cousin, and an obsession about what might or might not have happened that fateful day fifteen years ago. Driven to know, he begins to unravel his own perfect life. A life that appears to be perfect but hides so many dark secrets that he is not sure of what actually happened back then.

Author Seymour Shubin has weaved a complete tale about the human spirit. Shifting in point of view between Alan and his cousin the author paints a picture of obsession. Not only is Alan obsessed with what he might or might not have done but the cousin has his own obsession. The cousin's need isn't as obvious early in the novel but the end of the book it is clear that his own obsession is just as strong.

It is also clear that the author is commenting on the nature of mankind. Those little things that surely lead to disaster. Those little things, unnoticed or unremarked at the time and yet become telling through the use of hindsight. The signs were obvious, as they often are, and unnoticed until long after the fact. The author makes this point throughout the work as he weaves complex multifaceted characters throughout the tale.

The result is a fast paced intense read. While only 250 pages in paperback, this isn't a beach book and far from it. This is a book that rapidly becomes a real page turner as it pulls the reader into a world not unlike his or her own. This is a book that one doesn't want interrupted and is sorry to see end. Intense and driven, the book doesn't let go until that final phrase "the end" and even then lingers in the mind.


Kevin R. Tipple (copyright) 2006
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5 of 6 people found the following review helpful:
3.0 out of 5 stars not your typical Hard Case, April 9, 2006
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This is a different sort of Hard Case novel. It's not a Whodunit. It's not about planning and pulling off one last big score. It's not about revenge. Witness to Myself is sort of a Whydunnit. I liked it but if you're expecting it to be like the others in the series you'll be somewhat disappointed. 15 years ago when he was a sex obsessed teen, Alan, the protagonist did something disgusting. Now, as sad eyed adult he is forced to look back on that one out-of-character act and find out whether his memory played him false.

Did he commit a huge crime or did he commit the ultimate crime? Since the story is being told from a distance of years by Alan's cousin you lose some of the urgency. You also know from page one that this will not have a happy ending. It is ebstablished up front that Alan is guilty of something and the book is pretty much about watching him drive himself mad until he finally confesses.

The strength of the book is the emotional punch. You feel sorry for Alan. You feel sorry and worried for Anna. The book makes it clear that if Alan had just walked away that day 15 years ago he would've lived happily ever after and he would've deserved to. This is far more of a tragedy than a classic crime story.






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South Minton, Roy Bruster, Elsa Tomlinson, Cape Cod, Susheela Kapasi, Harold Luder, Detective Murray, Gregg Osterly, Will Jansen, New Jersey, Detective Eye, Sam Haggerty, East Coast, Breeze's Web, Sea Belle, Alan Benning, Ron Jameson, Anna Presiac, Elizabeth Harmann, The Luder
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