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Wounded I Am More Awake: Finding Meaning after Terror [Paperback]

Julia Lieblich , Esad Boskailo
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April 24, 2012
Wounded I Am More Awake follows the story of Esad Boskailo, a doctor who survives six concentration camps in Bosnia and emerges with powerful new lessons for healing in an age of genocide.


This gripping account raises questions for healers, survivors, and readers striving to understand the reality of war and the aftermath of terror. Is it possible to find meaning after enduring crimes against humanity? Can people heal after trauma?


Human rights journalist Julia Lieblich takes the reader through Boskailo's early years under Tito to the wars when friends turned on friends. She documents his harrowing experiences in the camps, where the men he once joined for coffee murder his best friend from childhood.


But the story does not end there. Boskailo moves to the United States and decides to become a psychiatrist so he can guide survivors through the long-term process of restoring hope. Today, inspired by the late psychiatrist and Holocaust survivor Viktor Frankl, Boskailo uses his own experience to help patients mourn their losses and find meaning in the aftermath of terror.


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"A talented journalist and an exceptional psychiatrist team up to write a slim but engrossing volume about the experience of the Bosnian war and the possibility of healing from torture and other trauma. The story is mostly the psychiatrist's: he is a Bosnian native who was interned in six concentration camps in 1992 and 1993, alongside thousands of other Muslims in one of the worst human rights atrocities of the late 20th century. The first half of the book describes Boskailo's life before and during the war; the second half focuses on his recovery in the United States and his calling to help others as a psychiatrist in Chicago and, later, Phoenix specializing in trauma recovery. Lieblich's prose is supple and straightforward. The book does not delve into the social and political forces that led ostensible neighbors to turn so viciously on one another. Instead it offers a compendium of best practices for treating wounded souls, relying heavily on the work of Holocaust survivor Victor Frankl. Mental health professionals, as well as human rights activists working for healing and reconciliation in trouble spots across the globe, will appreciate this guide."
--Publishers Weekly

"Wounded I Am More Awake is for readers willing to contemplate what is unearthed about the human race, its conditions and capacities, for better or worse."
--ForeWord Reviews

"Wounded I Am More Awake is a clear-eyed gem of a memoir with a message far beyond one man's experience. It tells Boskailo's story artfully. Above all, Boskailo's courage and empathy help us imagine how it is possible to transcend the worst sufferings one human can impose on another."
--The Chicago Tribune

"Employing a human-rights framework rather than a theological one, this book illustrates how storytelling can be healing--a timely lesson for congregants, churches, and clergy as they grapple with the problem of evil in an age of terror."
--Sojourners

"Wounded I Am More Awake is a meditative, jarring and untimately optimistic triumph of human rights journalism that should be read by everyone"
--The Faster Times

"I have just turned the last page. I feel drained, enraged, despairing for humanity--but also enriched, confirmed, and, in a way, elated. This unlikely couple, a journalist who wrote the story and a psychiatrist who lived the story, have accomplished something that is remarkable and necessary. They relived and recorded one man's survival of genocide in a narrative that conveys such well-chosen detail that you smell the stench and sweat of bodies in a concentration camp, but you have just enough air to breathe and distance to carry you through the darkness.

"We must acknowledge the extremes of human evil, and face the history of collective atrocity. We must understand the impact of cruelty and loss on those who escape and endure. And the only way to learn the hardest lessons of inhumanity is for the tale to be told so well that we permit ourselves to take it in, to appreciate the dignity of those who have been deliberately debased, but who act in small, decent ways. They share bread. They restrain anger that could damage a fellow prisoner. They testify and risk the reprisal of others and, even worse, the reprisal of unforgiving memory. This is my world, the world of those who witness trauma and terror and loss. These are my people, the victims who prevail, the therapists who listen, the journalists who witness, perceive, and relate.

"Read this book. It will take you where you would rather not go, but you will be better for going there."
--Frank Ochberg, MD, founder of the Dart Center for Journalism and Trauma

From the Inside Flap

A psychiatrist and a journalist join together to tell a story of genocide and healing

Product Details

  • Paperback: 192 pages
  • Publisher: Vanderbilt University Press (April 24, 2012)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 0826518265
  • ISBN-13: 978-0826518262
  • Product Dimensions: 5.5 x 0.6 x 8.5 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 9.6 ounces (View shipping rates and policies)
  • Average Customer Review: 5.0 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (11 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Best Sellers Rank: #102,280 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful
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This book, along with Viktor Frankl's "Man's Search for Meaning", should be a mandatory textbook for all humanities and social studies undergraduate programs around the world. With courage and frankness, Lieblich and Boskailo call things by their true names, be it the UN, EU and US failures in Bosnia, the genocide and the atrocities that were committed there, or the personal losses and responsibilities of the individual. Highly competent in their respective fields of journalism and psychiatry, they do not shy away from difficult questions of political, philosophical, psychological, and spiritual nature. These 170 pages are packed with value, providing clarity and eloquence and making this book sufficient by itself for the reader who does not have much background information about the events and ideas in the book. Grounded in the grim realities of the Bosnian genocide in the last decade of the 20th Century, it draws from the best and brightest experts and humanists in diverse fields to keep the reader well informed about every aspect of the book--Viktor Frankl in psychiatry, Noel Malcolm in history, Roy Gutman in journalism, Eric Stover in human rights, Frank Ochberg in trauma work, and many others.
The first part of the book leads us through Dr. Boskailo's experience of the Bosnian war, the ordeal of the concentration camps, his healing and defiant triumph. This defiant triumph of the human spirit is very characteristic of Bosnia itself, best expressed by the famous Bosnian proverb putting a limit to human irresponsibility: You can do whatever you want, but not as long as you want to. The second part is about Boskailo's approach to psychotherapy, grief and loss work, and "integration" as he calls it. It is a much necessary reminder for all in the helping professions that success in treatment is not just decrease of symptoms, but restoring the individual to a state of mind that is closest to the one before the trauma, with the trauma "integrated" into the person's life. This conceptualization reminds me of the great American thinker and scholar of mythology Joseph Campbell, who said that the dragon you swallow gives you its power. This book leads me to conclude that just as the individual heals and integrates by restoration to a state before the trauma, the same must be true for communities and countries. This is not only a roadmap to the individual's integration, but also to Bosnia's integration, which still suffers under apartheid and ethnic divisions. Also, the need to come to terms with one's losses applies to institutions too--the UN and EU in particular lost their moral compass in Bosnia. The crisis in the EU did not start in Greece, but in Bosnia, with the betrayal of "Never Again."

Roumen Bezergianov, author of "Character Education with Chess"
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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Painful to read March 8, 2012
By fazlaco
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Wounded I Am More Awake: Finding Meaning after TerrorThis book connected Esad Boskailo's experience with one of the most famous psychiatrist and Holocaust survivor Viktor Frankl, in the same way Zlata's Diary was connected with Anne Frank. So many similarities between treatment of Bosnians in Bosnia, and the treatment of Jewish population during the Nazi hysteria. It is an account of how much is human being capable to endure. It is also an account of how much pain one human being is capable to inflict in other human being. I highly recommend this book to every student of social studies and to every single human rights sympathizer. I recommend it not just to learn what happened, but to know what we can't allow to happen in the future...
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3 of 3 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Moving story with strong message. April 8, 2012
By Mirza
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Thank you for finding courage and strength to tell the story.

It is good for everyone to see how easy it is for someone's life to go from idyllic to horror, as many in Bosnia have discovered. Hopefully people will read the book and spread its positive message, that it is possible to go from tragedy to possibility. Furthermore, another strong message of the book that resonates is that we all have a choice in what we do and mass thinking can never be an excuse for any wrongdoings.

I'm always amazed how the people that went throught the most horrible experiences inflicted by other humans can find strength to recover and also be one of the first ones to forgive, or at least let go.

Great book, well structured and told. Tragic story with a positive message. For everyone to know and for future generations to try to understand.
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Most Recent Customer Reviews
5.0 out of 5 stars Excellent book
Recommend to read this book. Describes what happened in Bosnia and Herzegovina during war. It is so unbeleivable such things could happen these days... Read more
Published 4 months ago by Sladana
5.0 out of 5 stars Emotional, Heartbreaking, Courageous Story
Absolutely brilliant, a masterpiece. Something that every concentration camp survivor must have.
The first part of the book leaves a reader completely breathless, as one... Read more
Published 10 months ago by J. Obradovic
5.0 out of 5 stars Wounded I am More Awake
An extremely captivating story, Wounded I am More Awake, exemplifies a genuine narrative about the continuum of human beings. Read more
Published 13 months ago by A. Lacevic, Psychiatrist
5.0 out of 5 stars Wounded I am More Awake review
It takes great courage on the part of survivors to tell their stories publicly. In this well written book, Esad Boskailo faces his memories and feelings so that others can... Read more
Published 14 months ago by Mary Sherhart
5.0 out of 5 stars Review of "Wounded I Am More Awake"
Amazing book about harrowing and gripping story of life and death in concentration camps of 1990s Bosnia. Read more
Published 14 months ago by Osman Gruhonjic
5.0 out of 5 stars an intense, honest, gripping read
WOUNDED I AM MORE AWAKE is an intensely honest, moving, beautifully written and mind-blowing account of how Esad Boskailo survived the war in Bosnia and concentration camps, only... Read more
Published 14 months ago by Susan Shapiro
5.0 out of 5 stars Wounded I Am More Awake: Finding Meaning after Terror
This book will take you on a journey through the harsh realities of the war and concentration camps. Read more
Published 14 months ago by F. Jazvin
5.0 out of 5 stars I AM MORE AWKE as an American.
I am amazed how much torture and pain human beings can go through and see it in their souls to forgive the horrendous atrocities bestowed upon them. Read more
Published 14 months ago by G PELLITERI
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