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Gr. 7^-12. As he enters his first gay relationship, college freshman Andy Logan recalls key incidents in his life when he was growing up a lonely boy with an alcoholic, abusive father and an ineffectual mother in a homophobic community. Sally Estes --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.

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Andy Logan is a college man recalling his childhood and the formative incidents of his teenage years, when he was isolated from both family and peers by his weight, his intellect, and his love for books. He discovers running and conquers the weight problem-- but knows he'll never please his bullying, alcoholic father. When an older boy, Evan, whom Andy deeply admires, comes out, the swift and brutal reaction of the townspeople reveals the depth of their anti-gay prejudice. Andy can't go public about his own homosexuality, but he suffers from hiding his true self. Andy's growing awareness of his gayness is handled well, with action and dialogue revealing to readers what Andy hasn't fully recognized in himself. Cart's first novel does a good job of characterization, lifting the book beyond the category of a problem novel, although Evan's coming-out scene isn't quite credible (the reaction of the community is). The emotionally satisfying conclusion wraps up a sensitive tale. (Fiction. 12+) -- Copyright ©1996, Kirkus Associates, LP. All rights reserved. --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.

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Product Details

  • Paperback: 192 pages
  • Publisher: St. Martin's Griffin (February 15, 1998)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 031218137X
  • ISBN-13: 978-0312181376
  • Product Dimensions: 8.2 x 5.5 x 0.6 inches
  • Shipping Weight: 9.1 ounces (View shipping rates and policies)
  • Average Customer Review: 4.6 out of 5 stars See all reviews (22 customer reviews)
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7 of 7 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars A book filled with life's honesty, passion and brutality!, May 3, 2001
By D. Litton (Wilmington, NC) - See all my reviews
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It's novels like "My Father's Scar" that are the most moving to me. In reading from front to back in a single day, I found myself captivated by its masterful storytelling, its heightened yet subtle suspense, and the ways in which it works its reader with its sudden twists and turns, while never losing focus on the themes and lessons of life that it embodies in its main protagonist.

Andy Logan is a freshman in college plagued by memories of his childhood and development into a man; some of these memories are painful, while others provide him a glimpse into happier times that shaped his life in a positive manner. There are memories of his father and grandmother, both tyrannical and unrelenting, his mother, who has no choice but to side with his father, his uncle, whose vast interest in books sparks an interest in young Andy's mind, and Evan, the sole homosexual to come out in the entire town, but not the sole homosexual to reside there.

Evan becomes a pinnacle of fascination for Andy, which seques into feelings of love and wanting once Andy realizes what these feelings are. There experiences Evan goes through will shape his and Andy's life, and Andy will come to realize, right up to the novel's poignant ending, that there is a fine line between love and hate that sometimes goes unseen.

I valued the many nuances of this novel not for its simplicity, but for its ability to tell a story in such an involving way. Author Michael Cart uses present participles to tell the present-day sections of the story, while the memories of Andy's childhood and teenage years are told using past participles, enhancing the fact that these are experiences that have already happened as opposed to going on at that moment. This brings us more into Andy's mind as he takes his own, sometimes unavoidable, trips down memory lane.

And simple the novel is not, by no means. The writing may seem a step down from the throes of Hawthorne and Shakespeare, but it certainly does not take on a juvenile feel. The phrases and the syntactical elements used by Cart are marvelous in their underlining of the feelings Andy goes through during his childhood. Cart especially pays close attention to the feelings of the boy, as well as the relationships, be it friendship or boyhood love, with such devotion to the feelings and emotions that anyone, gay or straight, can relate to.

Cart must also be praised for his ability to hide the identity of the ending, keeping us at bay as to whether or not it will end on a high or low note. There are small hints which lead us to believe that either avenue is possible, and these will continue until the very last pages, leading us to an ending that (without giving it away) remains true to the rest of the material and is completely satisfying.

For me to be able to read this book as fast as I did is the mark of a truly interesting and satisfying read for me. I loved the characters of this novel and could relate to them on so many different levels. I wanted Andy to find the love he had been wishing for; I wanted to see him taken away from the oppression of his childhood, and while he was able to escape it physically, the novel examines the fact that, emotionally, there is no escape from our past.

"My Father's Scar" is a novel that has the look and feel of a teenage romance and coming-of-age story, but underneath everything, there is a powerful and complex message which rings true for people of all genders and orientations. The themes are well-presented and easily understood, while the characters are people we can care about and identify with in different ways. I loved this novel!

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6 of 6 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars The Wings Make This Book Fly, December 8, 1999
By Robert Burtcher (The Woodlands, Texas) - See all my reviews
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My Father's Scar is a wonderful dive into the mind of Andy Logan. He reaccounts his past, which is a mix of subtle humor, fear, confusion, and love, and his present life, which has many of the same qualities. I feel that if I get into too much detail that it will give the book away, but this one is one that everybody needs to read.
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4 of 4 people found the following review helpful:
5.0 out of 5 stars Getting It Together, July 31, 2001
By Toby Sanders (New York, NY USA) - See all my reviews
The "scar" in the title is more than just a feature on the face of Andy's father. It is also a metaphor for the internalized homophobia and he must carry with him as he grows up and moves on to college. The effort Andy expends in trying to hide his own personal "scars" drives him to use himself in books and the rigors of running. Neither of these are bad things, but a toll is exacted on his social development. The one attachment he is able to forge during his childhood is destroyed when he is fearful of speaking out. He backs down from confrontation and plays "the good little boy" when the local pastor treats his best friend, Evan, unjustly. He even watches Evan being beaten almost to death and cannot bring himself to action because he is afraid that the other students will attack him as well. Although reading and running save his sanity while growing up, they also serve as a barrier to his full development. They define his identity and his world. As a result, he almost misses his chance at true love because he is unaware of the obvious signs around him.

It is a tribute to the "scars" we all carry.

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3.0 out of 5 stars Earnest but disappointing
My Father's Scar is the story of Andy Logan, a gay young man, who survives an abusive father and a homophobic community. Read more
Published on January 19, 2002 by D. Phillips

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"After a while, hiding imoprtant things like the way you feel becomes such an ingrained habit of survival that it turns into second nature. Read more
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5.0 out of 5 stars A touching coming-of-age story.
It's novels like "My Father's Scar" that are the most moving to me. In reading from front to back in a single day, I found myself captivated by its masterful... Read more
Published on May 8, 2001 by D. Litton

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I thought My Father's Scar had a good theme and message, but I thought there were many aspects about it that could've been improved. Read more
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