Like my main character Marika, I entered my first war zone when I was twenty. I was backpacking alone around eastern and central Africa, attracted to places that were exotic and unfamiliar. I ended up in Madagascar, Malawi, Zambiaand Mozambique, during its civil war.
There are some moments in life that forever change who we are. My trip to Mozambique was one of them. Id gotten a ride in a truck convoy that was passing down a notoriously dangerous road called the Bone Yard Stretchso named for all the people who had been killed along the route. When the truck I was in broke down, some government troops found me and nearly gang-raped me. I had to run for my life over the border to Zimbabwe.
Such an experience might have turned others off to travel. Yet, as a woman, Id found solo travel really liberating and empoweringevery day, it felt as if I were unearthing new strengths within me that I had never known existed. Not wanting to let that terrifying event in Mozambique stop me, I started saving up money for a new tripto Papua New Guinea, where most of my novel is set.
Like Marika, I went there alone. I journeyed through its remotest jungles in a dugout canoe, or followed a native guide, hacking my way through the dim, tangled rainforest. I met indigenous people who were so isolated that they had never seen a white person before, and I soon became intoxicated by the untouched beauty of the jungle and the uniqueness of tribal culture. My title in these remote areas was Wait MeriWhite Maryfrom the Pidgin language introduced by Australian colonizers. Many people thought my blond hair was on fire. They believed I was witch, and, terrified, would run off into the jungle at my approach.
As a reporter, Ive always found myself drawn to especially dangerous places and situations: Bangladesh during a coup attempt, the jungles of Borneo, Rwanda not long after the genocide. For one assignment, I went to Eastern Congo to cover the war, where I convinced some Ukrainian mercenaries to fly me to the epicenter of the violence. Marikas African experiences are almost entirely based on my real-life experiences in the Congolese town of Bunia, which had been taken over by child soldiers. I saw thousands of refugeesmostly women and childrencrowded into makeshift camps, the victims of heinous violence. Like Marika, I returned from that trip haunted by my inability to relieve the suffering of the people I had met. I ended up with PTSD, and it would take me years just to process what I had seen....
In my novel, Marika ends up searching the jungles of Papua New Guinea for Robert Lewis, a famous war reporter and writer who had supposedly committed suicide. As I wrote the book, I was obsessed with Lewiss characterwith the idea of someone who had let personal tragedy defeat him. After my brother died in Africa in 2005, family members and friends had started allowing their grief to destroy their lives. Not wanting the same thing to happen to me, I worked intensively with ayahuasca shamans in Peru, who, like my Tobo character in the novel, taught me about death and life, and passed on their wisdom and unique vision of the world. Through their help, I healed from my brothers death and from experiences like those I had in Congo, and I wanted to share my journey of overcoming through Marika. The White Mary is, more than anything, a story about hope.
Thank you for your interest, and I wish you all the best on your own journey,
Kira Salak