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DePree, a poet and French professor at Atlanta's Agnes Scott College, has struggled with anorexia for most of her life. In this sensitive memoir, she describes her experiences with the disease and the related behavior patterns that have threatened to disrupt (sometimes successfully) her work and personal life. DePree's illness began at age 13, after her grandmother's death, and continued for nearly 20 years. Although she was an excellent student and skilled violinist in high school, her daily life was overshadowed by anorexia. Starving allowed me to create an interim space between innocence and experience, between being a girl and being a woman." DePree's difficulties continued when she left home for college and during her stints studying overseas. There were brief periods when she gained weight, but DePree was always aware she was hiding in a "glass box" in which she felt safe. Only after the birth of her second child in 1999 did she start undergoing psychoanalysis and taking medication, finally beginning to learn why she was so comfortable as an anorexic. Less graphic than other anorexic autobiographies, this memoir is nevertheless quite moving, thanks to DePree's eloquent writing. She focuses on her feelings, rather than chronicling her diet and exercise, which should help her work resonate with both readers familiar with anorexia and those helping anorexics.
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De Pree's account of her life with anorexia might be characterized as a Sisyphean struggle to keep her body from weighing too heavily on the bathroom scale. She recollects an adolescence consumed with counting calories, early morning weight checks, and concealing her dangerously thin body from her parents. In poetically lean prose, she harks back to the midwestern, middle-class childhood that set the stage for developing emotional issues around food, body image, and sexuality. To begin with, her family idealized control--more specifically, self-control. Moreover, De Pree says that no one ever challenged the popular notion that a woman's appearance was an index of her worth. De Pree also describes several less-than-ideal early sexual images and intimate encounters, which left her unable to cope with her developing body. Despite all that and despite only recently connecting with a mental health professional who could help her in the long run, she managed enough temporary upturns to marry and bear two healthy children.
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