Grade 4-8-In this subtle soliloquy, Laurie, 11, examines her feelings about herself and her father, who is molesting her. Without graphic descriptions, she evokes the doubts, denials, fears, and sadness of a child who is being abused by a trusted adult. Adding to her dilemma is her failed attempt to get help from her mother, who does not believe her. Laurie examines the adults in her life and finally decides to confide in her Aunt Jan. The concluding scene, in which Laurie "tells," is true to the reactions of both victim and supporter. The girl's hesitancy, self-blame, and relief are delicately portrayed, as are Jan's shock, concern, and determination to help. Impressionistic watercolor illustrations capture the evolving moods of the book, beginning with tightly composed images of Laurie's emotional isolation. As she moves out of her shell, the pictures expand, until the final pages are filled with the tenderness and shared feelings of aunt and niece. The physical setting of the story-emphasizing the natural world-provides balance and context to the material. This little gem of a book will be a treasured friend for children who face troubled home lives, and all readers will come away from it with a deepened understanding of the difficult journey that abused children face.
Carolyn Polese, Humboldt State University, Arcata, CA
Copyright 1994 Reed Business Information, Inc. --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.
From Booklist
Gr. 4-6. While incest has been the subject of a number of YA novels and nonfiction titles, there are far fewer books appropriate for middle-graders, a high-risk age group for sexual abuse. Although this one is totally message-driven and not much longer than some picture books, it's easy to read (thanks, in part, to a spacious layout) and has a poignant, authentic-sounding, first-person narrative that both makes its point (abuse must be revealed) and packs an emotional wallop. In it, 11-year-old Laurie gives a quiet but telling accounting of being ill-used by her father, then ignored by her mother when she tries to explain what's going on. The story, such that there is, ends with Laurie's describing her situation to a caring relative. Without sensationalizing, Lowery makes it plain that Dad's doing more than giving good-night back rubs, and she impresses upon readers that there is help available, even if finding it may be difficult. However, she stops short of broaching what will happen "after" abuse comes to light. The image of Laurie, her story revealed, sleeping safely at her aunt's house, is really only the first half of the story. Even so, this is nicely done as far as it goes, with pastel illustrations (one per double-page spread) aptly depicting Laurie's emotional chaos. Stephanie Zvirin --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.







