From Publishers Weekly
In this part memoir/part how-to, first-time author Cruse tells the agonizing story of her experiences with anorexia and bulimia—of forcing herself to get up at midnight so she could start the day with six hours of exercise, or of going for months with only diet soda and the occasional cough drop. She recounts the twisted yet somehow compelling lies that drove all of her behavior, like thinking that being overly thin equaled perfection. Cruse's recovery was a lengthy process of taking slow steps toward change, undergirded by a growing faith in a patient, graceful God. While Cruse shows admirable bravery in telling the tale, her writing is weak. The audience is unclear, and she shifts between talking to those suffering with eating disorders and addressing their families, while also trying to reach those with church experience and those who have yet to pursue faith. Cruse focuses on her own story almost to the exclusion of offering advice, and although each chapter provides lists of questions, readers may not have the guidance they need to answer them. Many of the end-of-chapter tips on dealing with eating disorders are taken straight from Web sites. But perhaps the compelling cover art, title and Cruse's candor will attract those who need the book most.
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Product Description
Some 95% of eating disorder sufferers are girls between the ages of 12 and 25. The teen and college years are a crucial time for girls, when positive or negative views about their bodies often become manifest.
Written to eating disorder sufferers who are at this critical age, this book provides hope that, through faith and trust in God, they too can rise above the living death of eating disorders and arise as Gods daughters, full of life and with a promising future.
The author tells her personal story of struggling with and defeating her eating disorder. She shares about her overweight childhood, her family-directed diets, the thrilling sense of control she got when she lost weight, and her spiral into anorexia and bulimia. When she left home to go to college, she looked forward to being on her own but fell into even more destructive eating behaviors. After she was confronted by her loved ones and hospitalized, she began the recovery process that led to the day when she could at last eat a normal meal and feel that it was okay. She highlights her relationship with God and the security that eating disorder sufferers can find in God as their loving Father, the one who created them and loves them as they are.
Each chapter includes a prayer for the sufferer, asking Gods help. This book will help sufferers feel less alone, see the extreme results of uninterrupted eating disorders, understand and correct their wrong thinking, and learn to connect with and trust God while they are moving toward recovery.
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