A Disjointed Search for the Will to Live (Paperback)

by Shaka N'Zinga (Author), Robin D. G. Kelley (Author) "He was once free, but she, the child of tainted seduction and unfettered passion, touched the baseness of his lower self..." (more)
Key Phrases: capitalist man, unjust order, New Afrikan, Marcus Garvey

Editorial Reviews

From Publishers Weekly
N'Zinga has been in a Baltimore penitentiary since the age of 16, when he was convicted of the gang-rape and murder of an 18-year-old girl. The circumstances of N'Zinga's arrest and sentencing include a state-appointed attorney who showed up only long enough to tell N'Zinga not to bother fighting the charges, and conflicting testimony that shows some evidence of police coercion. According to N'Zinga himself and to Marc Salotte, whose afterword in this book stages a defense of its author, N'Zinga got wind of the plan to rape his young white neighbor, and decided to take a walk rather than stick around for the act. This back-story would seem irrelevant if it were not for the simple fact that N'Zinga's own writing in this passionate tract is framed by a troubling extended metaphor: the seductive white "she-devil," a symbol for the system that seduces and then ruins young black men, "she who hails from some desolate place in Northern Europe; Mary be her foul name." The book swings back and forth between enjambed prose-poetry and impassioned political discourse, some wildly bad (and deeply offensive), some strikingly beautiful. Presenting himself as someone who was "raped/at the age of six, branded/ retarded at the age of nine,/ called useless at the age of 12,/ banned from all schools at 14,/ charged as a rapist at 16,/ and shoved into prison, raped/ yet again at 17 and 18,/ dying to be free of all pain/ at 19, reclaim life at 20./ Seeking justice at 21," N'Zinga, at very least, raises questions that few want to think about, let alone answer.
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Book Description
Shaka N’Zinga’s powerful memoir reveals the personal and political transformation of an African American youth growing up in the urban poverty of Baltimore. The writing slips between present and past and between poetry and prose, gradually revealing the protagonist’s shifts in consciousness. Incarcerated since age sixteen, the author's articles have been influential in prisoner support networks. The book joins such classics as Eldridge Cleaver’s Soul on Ice and George Jackson’s Soledad Brother.

• Paperback: 240 pages
• Publisher: Soft Skull Press (March 2003)
• Language: English
• ISBN-10: 1887128778
• ISBN-13: 978-1887128773
• Product Dimensions: 9 x 6 x 0.4 inches
• Shipping Weight: 8.2 ounces
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