Ego death as deterministic self-control cancellation

A Listmania! list by Michael Hoffman (Egodeath.com)
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1.  The Apples of Apollo: Pagan and Christian Mysteries of the Eucharist by Carl A. P. Ruck
The list author says:
  "Covers entheogens in Hellenistic and Christian myth.  See my Amazon area for more information."
$26.95   Used & New from: $12.00
4.7 out of 5 stars  (3 customer reviews)

2.  Shamanism and the Drug Propaganda: The Birth of Patriarchy and the Drug War by Dan Russell
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  "The ancient Age of Entheogens and the transition to Christian orthodoxy."
Used & New from: $60.26
4.2 out of 5 stars  (5 customer reviews)

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3.  Time Change and Freedom: An Introduction to Metaphysics by L. Na Oaklander
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  "Contemporary and cogent coverage of movement through time."
$36.95   Used & New from: $13.89
5.0 out of 5 stars  (2 customer reviews)

4.  The Jesus Mysteries: Was the "Original Jesus" a Pagan God? by Timothy Freke
The list author says:
  "Easy, esoterically insightful book on the mythic-only Christ. Contains traces of entheogen theory."
Used & New from: $6.97
3.7 out of 5 stars  (204 customer reviews) | 1 customer discussion

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5.  The Gnostic Paul: Gnostic Exegesis of the Pauline Letters by Elaine H. Pagels
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  "Amazing division of early Christian doctrines into higher and lower ways of thinking."
$22.45   Used & New from: $14.98
4.6 out of 5 stars  (18 customer reviews)

6.  The Mind's I: Fantasies and Reflections on Self and Soul by Douglas Hofstadter
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  "Great collection of creative questioning of the nature of the self."
Used & New from: $1.06
4.4 out of 5 stars  (15 customer reviews)

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7.  Quantum Mechanics: Historical Contingency and the Copenhagen Hegemony (Science and Its Conceptual Foundations series) by James T. Cushing
The list author says:
  "One of the first anti-Copenhagenism books; how Einstein/Bohm support hidden variables (thus determinism)."
$35.00   Used & New from: $20.09
5.0 out of 5 stars  (1 customer review)

8.  Drug War by Dan Russell
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  "The best expose of the evil motives of drug prohibition."
$26.56   Used & New from: $24.50
4.0 out of 5 stars  (4 customer reviews)

9.  The Origins of the Mithraic Mysteries: Cosmology and Salvation in the Ancient World by David Ulansey
The list author says:
  "Mithras was a savior to rescue from cosmic astrological fatalism/determinism."