Here is the link to "broken from the inside"
* MATURE AUDIENCE ONLY* Avery spent her whole childhood being used and abused by her drunken parents. Broken from her past of a lifetime full of hate and pain she grew up empty inside not knowing how to love or trust. When she finally gets old enough to break free, she moves away to a new town determined to escape her hurtful past and start a new life but she can't seem to let anyone in and fill the emptyness inside her. She finds herself in a twisted life of stripping and sleeping with different guys that she just can't seem to feel anything for. So forced to believe she's unloveable she then meets Jace and he scares her , making her feel things that she's never felt before. Scared that she's not worth loving she pushes him away.